The Fallen Angel of the Soldier Company

Chapter 24
"You seem to have something on your mind!"

After everyone left, Lei Na sat opposite Lu Xiaoxi, looked at him and said.

Lu Xiaoxi looked at her and nodded, "Yeah, I've never felt that I'm as ugly as today. In fact, I used to despise Ge Xiaolun, but now seeing how he dares to fight, I find that I really seem to be inferior he.

Although he is a dick, but he has his own blood, and I always feel that I am a smart person, but I really have nothing to rely on.

I feel like my heart is like duckweed, as if I have nothing to rely on.

In fact, I was very confused, because I felt that there seemed to be another me in my body.I asked Chuangzi about that day.

Then I realized that I would soon disappear.

Lena, I'm so scared! "

Yes!

Lu Xiaoxi was really scared!

Looking at Leina in front of him, think about Qiangwei, Qilin, Ruimengmeng, Liu Chuang and the three Chaoshen friends.

Although these guys sometimes look stupid and not very smart, but because of this, they sometimes look so cute.

Looking at them and thinking about herself, Lu Xiaoxi was really confused.

Facing an unknown alien enemy and a powerful guy in his body, he felt like an ant.

"So you know, it's also..."

Carefully looking at the complexities on Lu Xiaoxi's face, Leina sighed inwardly, and then said, "For a smart person like you, I should know, you will definitely know.

When you first showed up that day, it really wasn't you.

He is very powerful, facing me, he can suppress me easily, which is definitely not something that ordinary people can do.Compared with him, you are really weak.

But this is definitely not an interface you give up.

I read your information, you have only lived for more than 20 years, like me, you have your own beautiful youth, you should know your pursuit.

If you believe me, I can help you solve it, if you don't believe me, forget it! "

Looking at Lu Xiaoxi, Leina thought of herself.

If Lu Xiaoxi is afraid of the guy in her body, then she also has fear and hesitation about the future.After staying in Lieyang for so many years, she felt like a mascot placed in Yunxiao Tiangong.

To put it absurdly, she felt that she was in Lieyang, and she didn't know anyone at all except Yunxiao Tiangong.

Maybe these people know her, but Leina feels that compared to the huge Lieyang, her world is only a little bit as big as Yunxiao Tiangong.

That's why she wanted to come to Earth urgently, not to establish her own power, but to calm her heart, let herself see the outside world, let herself face danger, and let herself grow.

"I believe you!"

Facing Leina, Lu Xiaoxi felt that she was like a light, she possessed the warmth of the sun, illuminating Lu Xiaoxi's fearful heart, illuminating the bottom of her heart.

"I'm afraid I don't know what I will be like in the future. To be honest, I don't have much expectation for the future. Many times, I have thought about what people should look like after death.

Countless times when I stood on a tall building and looked at the ground, I wondered whether my life would end if I jumped from here.

Maybe I dare not, maybe I'm timid.

I have lived on my last breath until now, and I feel that the world may be no different without me.

When I am alive, I seem to be shrewd, and I seem to be able to understand many things.

But I really don't know what it means to live.

That guy in the body scares me now because I don't know if he is me, if he is me, is it the other side of my spirit, or something else.

If it weren't for me, I would want to completely end my life and let myself perish on the earth.

If someone like me dies, no one will care about me.

Maybe in the eyes of others, they will just be slightly surprised, and then continue to live their own lives.This kind of me, a me who is not needed by anyone, seems to have no need to live! "

'Snapped! '

A loud slap sounded in the house.

Lu Xiaoxi stretched out his hand to touch his face, but didn't say anything.

Although there were no slap marks on his face, it still hurt. Although it hurt, he didn't say anything, and he didn't even mean to blame, just looked at Reina calmly.

"If you really don't have the idea of ​​living, then change your mind, find someone worthy of your faith, someone worthy of your love, and live for her, okay?"

"Are you trying to make me lick a dog?"

Looking at Lena, Lu Xiaoxi showed a self-deprecating smile.

"It's not interesting, it's really not interesting. My life should end at this time, and I want to end at this time. I feel that the guy in my body is really too dangerous.

So, kill me! "

'Snapped! '

There was another slap in the face, and this time Reina moved her right hand. Compared with the left hand just now, the force of the right hand is stronger, the slap is louder, and of course, it hurts more.

Reina asked, "Say it again!"

"I said, kill me!"

"If you are really hopeless, then please go out, the Super Seminary does not need a guy like you, the Xiongbing Company does not need a guy like you, and I don't need a guy like you!" Lena's eyes Showing disappointment.

"You know, Lu Xiaoxi, looking at you, I have a little empathy, you are different from others to me.

Now if I ask you, I ask you to live for me, for the light of the sun, for your goddess, will you? "

"My Goddess!"

Lu Xiaoxi repeated the word, then he looked at Leina.

Yes, although Lena sometimes looks stupid, cute, and silly, she is really the light of the sun.

A god, a goddess.

"However, I feel that the guy in my body won't give me too long. I'm sorry, I don't have the confidence to deal with him.

Compared to him, I'm just a weak guy, even so, do you need me? "Looking at Leina, Lu Xiaoxi felt that his heart was a little cold, as if a flame appeared there.

A warm light appeared, but now it is very weak, the kind that may go out at any time.

"I need you, even if it's only for one day, one hour, one minute. If you really have no meaning to live, then live for me.

I hope you can live longer, I hope you can live the way I want.

For me, but also for yourself, you have to work hard! "

For Lu Xiaoxi, Leina spoke words of encouragement without hesitation.

"it is good!"

As Lu Xiaoxi said this, the fire in his heart began to burn, and the frozen heart began to melt slowly.

"Go to training, only when you become stronger will you be able to face that bastard with confidence!"

"so!"

Lu Xiaoxi stood up, looked at the light in front of him, looked at the goddess, and said, "Please give me a hug!"

(End of this chapter)