just fall in love with you

Chapter 63

The nosebleeds have become more and more frequent in the past two days, and she even suffers from dizziness and shock from time to time, and has no appetite at all. She knows that her condition has not been controlled and is on the verge of rapid deterioration.The doctor asked her to be hospitalized for treatment more than once, but she refused, not because she was unwilling to go for treatment, but because she could not be in Shanghai.

During the meal that day, Zheng Weiqian proposed to her with a ring. At that time, she wanted to nod and tell him that she was willing. She wanted to marry him and be his wife. She would wake up in his arms and fall asleep with him every day.But can she?She knows that she can't, even if she knows how much he loves her, even if she knows how touched she is by everything he has done for her, but she knows that she can't be so selfish, what ability does she have to give him happiness and accept him now? give happiness.

She didn't dare to agree but was unwilling to refuse, she just smiled and said to give her some more time, Zheng Weiqian didn't force her, he felt that as long as she was by his side, getting married would be a matter of time.Zheng Weiqian asked her to take the ring, she agreed, because she really wanted to wear it one day.Later she said that if he saw her put on the ring one day, it would mean that she agreed.

A few days ago, Zheng Weiqian was busy with the work left over from the company when he was injured, so he didn't have much time to spend with Fang Yan, so he took time out this evening, and after dinner, Zheng Weiqian took her hand and walked in the On the Bund, like many couples.

Seeing a middle-aged couple on the side of the road roasting sweet potatoes, surrounded by many people, Fang Yan stopped to watch.

Following her gaze, Zheng Weiqian asked: "Do you want to eat? You didn't eat anything just now." In the restaurant just now, he noticed that she hardly moved her chopsticks, and her complexion was not very good.

Fang Yan shook her head with a smile, and put her arms around his waist gently.Although she was very hungry these days, she didn't have any appetite at all, and she felt a little nauseous when she saw those things.

"Weiqian, I want to go back to BJ to see grandma and the others. I didn't say goodbye to those who left temporarily." Leaning in his arms, Fang Yan said softly.

Zheng Weiqian caressed her hair lightly, the light breeze sent the light fragrance of hair into his nose, kissed her softly on her heart, and said softly: "Okay, I will go with you, and I will go by the way." Look at grandma."

Fang Yan withdrew from his arms, looked at him, shook her head, and said, "You are so busy, because you left before, there must be a lot of things in the company that you need to deal with. Next time, come back with me next time, this time I'll go back by myself first."

Indeed, he really can't leave, there are a lot of things waiting for him in the company, and he has to go on business in a few days, now it's really impossible for him to accompany her back to BJ.After looking at her for a long time, Zheng Weiqian reluctantly compromised and said: "Okay, this time you go back by yourself first, and I will accompany you back in the future." Zheng Weiqian was thinking in his heart, what kind of identity should he accompany her back next time?Friends, no, of course it would be better to accompany his wife back to her natal home as a husband, Zheng Weiqian was not very satisfied with this thought, and the smile on the corner of his mouth widened uncontrollably.

"Okay, I'll let you accompany me back from now on." Fang Yan nodded vigorously, feeling a little like crying.

"Also, I can't stay too long, I will miss you very much." When Fang Yan said these words, she felt that Zheng Weiqian was just a big boy who had just turned [-]. Something a mature man in his late thirties would do.

Feeling moved, heart moved.Fang Yan looked at the man in front of her, God knows how much she loves him.Fang Yan stood on tiptoe, stretched out her arms to wrap his arms around his neck, put her soft lips on them, and pressed them lightly, feeling his temperature and breath.

Zheng Weiqian was surprised by this little woman's initiative today, but this kind of initiative made him feel unspeakably joyful, he was just stunned for a second, and immediately turned passive into active, continuously deepening the kiss, prying open her white teeth with the tip of his tongue, He entangled and stirred with her, exchanged a fiery French kiss with her, let her go until both of them couldn't breathe, hugged her lightly, and whispered in her ear unsteadily: "I want to We have to go back early." The magnetic voice was hoarse.

Of course Fang Yan understood the meaning of his words, but she didn't want to be reserved, so she blushed and whispered in his ear: "Go to my house, my house is closer."

Zheng Weiqian let go of her, with hot eyes that seemed to burn her, and then firmly took her hand and walked towards the destination.

This night Fang Yan gently whispered in his ear that she loves him over and over again, this night she endured all his love without reservation, this night, she used her own way to do things with him Last goodbye.

Before leaving Shanghai, Fang Yan went to find Fang Minghao and Yu Weiya. She didn't know if she would have a chance to see them again, so she took it as her last farewell and wanted to remember all those she loved and those who loved her. In her heart, with their love, she has the motivation and courage to face everything ahead.

Before going to BJ, she went to the small town again to see her mother who had been sleeping for a long time.She bought Lily, her mother's favorite perfume when she was alive, looked at the face on the tombstone that was similar to herself, gently wiped off the dust on the photo with her hands, and said with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth: "Mom, I'm coming to see you again. I don’t know if there will be a chance to come again in the future.”

"Did you know, he proposed to me." Looking up at the ring on her ring finger, it was shining brightly in the sun, which made people unable to open their eyes.Fang Yan continued talking to herself: "You know, when he proposed to me, I really wanted to agree to him, and I really wanted him to help me put on the ring with his own hands, not when he couldn't see it. I can wear it quietly to satisfy myself. But I can't, I can't be so selfish, because I'm sick, I can't guarantee to give him happiness, he should have better things."

"I think I understand you a little bit. Love is love. It doesn't mean that you can let go if you don't love. I can understand your persistence. But ah, I still have reservations about that person, and I think your The eyesight is really bad."

"Mom, I'm leaving, and I may not be able to come in the future. If there is a chance, I will definitely bring him here to show you, to see how happy I am."

That night, Fang Yan flew directly to BJ by plane. After staying with her closest family members for a few days, she finally left in a deceitful way, and then was quietly admitted to a hospital in BJ for treatment. Who was she? No one told, and no one knew.

(End of this chapter)