Fat is beautiful

Chapter 46

Yan Sicheng stayed in the hospital for one night, during which the counselor and many students came to see her, but at this point, they all left one after another. Li Yuanyuan's head was wrapped in a circle of bandages, her face was pale, and her chest There were slight ups and downs, but he never woke up.

Yan Sicheng looked at her with indescribable self-blame in his heart.

He failed to protect her and hurt her again.

Suddenly, Li Yuanyuan's eyelids moved slightly, and Yan Sicheng became energetic in an instant: "Yuanyuan?" He called her, but seeing Li Yuanyuan finally opened his eyes, "What's wrong now? Is my head dizzy, do you want to drink water?"

Li Yuanyuan's gaze stayed blankly on Yan Sicheng's face for a long time, and then her expression changed from confusion to horror and finally to panic: "I'm back..." She murmured hoarsely, her eyes wandered chaotically, Staring at the lights on the ceiling for a while, staring at the drip still dripping beside the bed for a while, looking out the window for a while, watching the neon lights flashing outside.

"I...I'll...I'll come back?" She sat up abruptly.He stretched out his hand and pulled out the hanging needle on the back of his hand, no matter how the blood on the back of his hand dripped, he went straight to the bed.

Yan Sicheng noticed Li Yuanyuan's abnormality, and there was some fear spreading in his heart, but he still suppressed his emotions and pressed Li Yuanyuan's shoulder: "Yuanyuan...Yuanyuan?"

Li Yuanyuan struggled for a while, but after all, she is not as strong as Yan Sicheng now. She was imprisoned by him, and then looked at him with blank eyes: "Who are you?"

Hearing these words, Yan Sicheng's heart seemed to fall off a cliff, and he looked at her: "I am Yan Sicheng."

Li Yuanyuan seemed to lose her strength in an instant, sitting on the bed with her back arched: "Yan Sicheng...you are Yan Sicheng..." She covered her face, the blood on the back of her hand meandered to her elbow, "I am Li Yuanyuan, here is Li Yuanyuan."

Yan Sicheng didn't know how to respond for a moment.

The ward was so quiet that the sound of needles dropping could be heard.Yan Sicheng pondered for a while, and after Li Yuanyuan's mood stabilized, he asked, "You are back here, Yuan... Your Highness has returned to Datang?"

"I don't know." Li Yuanyuan's voice trembled, "I don't know, I just fell down..." She paused slightly, raised her head to meet Yan Sicheng's eyes, "She... also fell down, didn't she? ?”

Yan Sicheng nodded.

Thinking about it carefully, when they went to each other's world for the first time, it happened that Li Yuanyuan and Yan Sicheng of Tang Dynasty fell off the cliff, and Li Yuanyuan and Yan Sicheng here also fell down.They were connected after a fall... inexplicably.

Li Yuanyuan touched her gauze-wrapped head: "I want to go back." She struggled to get out of bed, "I want to go back, my husband is over there, I have to go back."

Yan Sicheng wanted to hold her back, but Li Yuanyuan didn't know where the strength came from at this time, she broke away from Yan Sicheng and ran towards the window.

Yan Sicheng quickly got up and took strides to grab her. The ward here is on the fifth floor. If he didn't go back after jumping down, he would be completely useless.

"Calm down." Yan Sicheng's heart was also in a mess at this time, but thinking that the princess was also in another time and space, his eyes were at a loss, and the tip of his heart felt like someone had cut him. The pain allowed him to maintain the last sliver of reason. But Li Yuanyuan's struggle at the moment made him unable to calm down and think, "Calm down first!"

After being yelled at by Yan Sicheng, Li Yuanyuan was stunned, and her expression became empty: "How can I calm down..." She covered her face and leaned against the wall, "I want to go back, I want to go back to Datang. That's how I came here Yes, I can definitely leave like this."

"What if you jumped down but didn't return to the Tang Dynasty?" Yan Sicheng said, "The exchange of time and space between us may really have something to do with wrestling, but not long ago, Yuan...His Royal Highness once fell off a cliff and even threw his arms on the ground. Dislocated, but at that time you and her did not switch back. There must be some other factor blocking it. We still need to find clues."

Hearing Yan Sicheng's words, Li Yuanyuan's empty expression slowly faded: "Yes..." she said, "Twice, I saw this scene in Datang. Those two times... were also because of a fall."

Yan Sicheng focused his eyes on Li Yuanyuan: "When?"

"I don't know. I vaguely remember that it was a long time ago. It seems that I just arrived in Datang not long ago. The first time I saw the road, the first time I saw the stage, the stage where the drama was performed..."

When she said this, Yan Sicheng remembered that when Li Yuanyuan was playing the princess of the Tang Dynasty, her shoulder was hit by a lamp that fell from the stage. If it was at that time, it would indeed match the time she just said.

If this Li Yuanyuan can see the scene at that time, then the princess must also be able to see the scene of Datang, but why the princess never told him these things.

Is it because of fear... Is he worried?
Yan Sicheng clenched his fists and held back his emotions: "So, whether it's the first time or now, the exchange of time and space all happened when two people fell at the same time. In other words, if you Jumping off the window, and the princess never fell down in Tang Dynasty, you can't go back."

It is impossible for the princess to come back...

Li Yuanyuan leaned against the wall and sat on the ground exhausted: "How do I know if she fell over there?" She murmured, "How does she know that I am here... If she jumps out of the window rashly like I just did ..." Li Yuanyuan covered her face with tears streaming down her eyes, "I can't go back, I can't go back..."

Hearing Li Yuanyuan's guess, Yan Sicheng turned pale for a moment: "She won't do this, with the princess's prudence, she won't." He repeated it twice, but he didn't know who he was trying to convince, "There must be others Possibility." Yan Sicheng clenched his fists, "I'll try."

"You can't do it." A muffled voice came from Li Yuanyuan's palm, "No matter how hard you try, you will never be able to return to Datang." She sobbed, "Yan Sicheng of Datang is dead."

Yan Sicheng was startled, and looked at Li Yuanyuan in disbelief: "Half a year ago, he and I did not escape the pursuit. He was killed by an assassin, and I rolled off a cliff and was rescued by a hunter in the forest. I married him." .”

The short words explained her days full of tears and blood. She had never lived such a life, never suffered such hardships, and she had never loved anyone like this before she met the hunter. A wife, maybe she will be a mother in the near future, but at this time, let her come back...

Yan Sicheng was silent when he heard the words. What were he and the princess doing half a year ago, preparing for the exam?Go to the library to read every day?This should belong to someone else's life, but that person replaced them and died in Datang.For a moment, Yan Sicheng felt that the self living with this body was like a thief of time and space, stealing everything that belonged to others.

But he can't die now, he has to find a way to know if his princess is safe now, he still wants to wait, maybe one day God will play a mischievous temper and return his princess.

But no.

Yan Sicheng waited for a week.

His princess did not come back.

Li Yuanyuan broke down before him. She jumped from the second floor when get out of class was over and fell into the flowers. She was not injured, but Zhou Qing and Zhang Jingning were frightened. The counselor went to their dormitory for a week to understand the situation. , Even her mother, who hadn't called for a long time, started to comfort her, but Li Yuanyuan's mental state was still very bad.

Zhou Qing called Yan Sicheng one after another to ask him to go and see Li Yuanyuan, but they didn't understand: "Aren't you all fine a while ago? You look like you're going to die, are you fighting? Breaking up? This is unscientific, half a month ago, it was still sweet and sweet, and it's only been a while before it's going to die."

Yeah, how long has it been...

Zhang Jingning took Li Yuanyuan to sit on the chair in Xiaoshulin, Zhou Qing brought Yan Sicheng there, and then the two girlfriends left the scene very sensible.

Yan Sicheng stood beside the small chair, and he glanced at Li Yuanyuan who was sitting on the chair.

The previous princess, in order to slim down her body, saved food every day and exercised hard, and finally achieved results, but the results of those months are simply not enough compared to Li Yuanyuan's current half-month up.

She suddenly lost a lot of weight, but her face was unhealthily pale. Knowing that Yan Sicheng was standing beside her, Li Yuanyuan just murmured in a hoarse voice: "I can't go back. I tried everything, but I can't go back. I dreamed of her in my dreams at night, and I told her, one, two, three, we dance together, but after thinking about it, I was the only one who didn't know what to do."

Yan Sicheng remained silent.

"If we are like this in the future, what should we do? You will never see her again, and I will never see my husband again."

Yan Sicheng remained silent.Because he didn't know how to comfort Li Yuanyuan, or he didn't know how to comfort himself.Every day and every night, I endure the panic of the unknown.In the end, he had no choice but to leave a sentence to Li Yuanyuan: "Take care of yourself." and left.

Yan Sicheng is actually very afraid of seeing Li Yuanyuan now, a soul he is not familiar with lives in a familiar body.Once he saw that face, he had to think of his princess.

Is the princess doing well in Datang?Will she really do something stupid?How is she feeling now?Is it the same as Li Yuanyuan here?Confused, haggard, washed with tears.

Whenever he thinks of these, Yan Sicheng feels a heavy hammer hammering on his heart, one hammer after another, until his internal organs are smashed to pieces.

That night, Yan Sicheng went back to the dormitory, and the three roommates with whom he had never communicated brought back two cases of beer.Yan Sicheng glanced at it, then suddenly asked, "Can you sell me the wine?"

The three roommates saw that Yan Sicheng was not pleasing to the eyes, and one of them said sarcastically: "Yes, a bottle of twenty."

Yan Sicheng didn't say anything else, picked up a bottle of beer, put the cap of the bottle on the table with a "boo", and the cap opened.He poured it with his head up, without saying a word, drinking one bottle and taking another.The eyes of the roommates gradually changed from disapproval at the beginning to shock, and finally showed a little timidity.

"He won't get into trouble if he drinks like this..."

"Don't let him drink."

The three of them combined, and one of them stepped forward to grab Yan Sicheng's wine, but before his hand touched Yan Sicheng's wine bottle, his eyes blurred, and he was pushed to the ground in an instant. No sound came out.

Seeing this, the other two quickly stepped forward and pulled Yan Sicheng away, but Yan Sicheng didn't know what kind of bewilderment it was, and kept imprisoning the other party so hard that he wouldn't let go. A classmate next to him punched Yan Sicheng in the face, but nothing happened. As a result, the people behind got anxious, fucked the stool behind, and hit Yan Sicheng hard on the back.Yan Sicheng was dizzy for a moment, and his hands were loosened, and the classmate quickly dragged the man away.

Yan Sicheng knelt on the ground unsteadily, he knew what the people around him were saying to him, the door of the dormitory was also opened, and many people outside were watching, even Lu Chengyu who didn't live in the same dormitory with him also came.Lu Chengyu supported him with a panicked look on his face, as if he was asking him: "Yan Sicheng, what are you doing?"

But Yan Sicheng couldn't hear anything in his ears, and the scene in front of him became more and more blurred. He seemed to see that he had a nosebleed that day, and Li Yuanyuan squatted in front of him, wiping his nosebleed like coaxing a child Coax him, "In the future, if you bleed, I will help you stop the bleeding, if you are injured, I will help you heal your wounds, and when Sicheng is in pain, I will definitely be by your side and blow you away."

Yuanyuan... Yuanyuan, I seem to be hurt, but where are you?
Yan Sicheng woke up the next day with pain as if his head was about to crack. Lu Chengyu brought him some bread and hid it that morning, and ate it while going to class. On the way, Lu Chengyu asked Yan Sicheng: "Did you and Li Yuanyuan break up or something? The two of you are dying, if it's so painful, wouldn't it be good to be together, you two are playing tricks."

Yan Sicheng didn't answer.

He wants to be with Li Yuanyuan more than anyone else, but he can't do anything, he has no other choice but to wait.

Time didn't stop because of Yan Sicheng's pain. The school was on summer vacation, and Yan Sicheng returned home. Looking at his "parents" Yan Sicheng had to cheer up every day.He wanted to honor his parents for another Yan Sicheng, because, up to now, this was also his responsibility.

The summer vacation is over, and a new school year is coming. Various clubs are busy recruiting people. After the National Day, time seems to have returned to the time when he first came here. Out of place, but now it seems that these things are so familiar.

The drama club is ready to start performing new dramas again, and the Taekwondo club has recruited new students for training.

The school seems to be like this forever, June is separation, September is encounter, year after year, it never changes.

Yan Sicheng was walking on the school road, and occasionally met people from the former Taekwondo club. He seldom greeted them, and gradually changed to the point of passing by without even looking at them.

Zhou Qing and Zhang Jingning seldom contacted Yan Sicheng because Li Yuanyuan no longer contacted him.

He seemed to have lived the life that Yan Sicheng really should have lived all at once.Over time, Yan Sicheng sometimes even felt that he was the only one who had been in this world at the beginning, from the beginning to the end, he was the only one...

In November, the leaves on the school trees were almost gone, and Yan Sicheng began to prepare for the exam.

That evening, Yan Sicheng suddenly received a call.It was Li Yuanyuan who called. Seeing the word "Yuanyuan" jumping on the phone, Yan Sicheng was in a daze for a moment. At this moment, he even thought that the call was from his princess.

As long as he picks up the phone, there will be a soft voice calling him: "Sicheng, let's have dinner together."

Memories are sometimes like tigers, hiding in the inadvertent corners of life, and before he has a reaction, they will pounce on him and devour him.

Until the phone rang until it stopped, Yan Sicheng didn't have the courage to answer the call.

But not long after, the second call came, and Yan Sicheng answered it, and it was indeed the clear and firm voice of "Li Yuanyuan": "I am on the roof of the Institute of Physics." She said, "I met you there tonight." For my husband's life, I will try it for the last time, if it doesn't work... Yan Sicheng, you can give up with me."

Yan Sicheng was taken aback: "There are three floors there..."

"Don't fall harder, I'm afraid God won't let me go back."

The phone hangs up.Yan Sicheng was silent for a moment, then turned around and walked straight to the Institute of Physics.

When he was about to get there, the ambulance had already driven by, and the students were chattering around about someone jumping off the building just now.Yan Sicheng watched the ambulance go away, and chased after him, but no matter how fast he ran, he was not as fast as other cars, and he was about to be thrown off after a while.

At the right time, someone riding a bicycle passed by, and stopped slightly beside him: "Yan Sicheng?"

It's Zhou Qing.

Yan Sicheng snatched her bicycle without saying a word, "I'll return it to you later."

Not listening to Zhou Qing yelling "I'm going to class" from behind, she pedaled her bicycle and rushed forward, chasing the ambulance all the way to the hospital.He was stopped by the doctor, and Li Yuanyuan was pushed to have an operation. It is said that she broke her leg.

He stood straight in the corridor with a pale face, looking at the operating room without blinking.

Then the counselor rushed over, and not long after, the doctor came out of the operating room.After a while, Li Yuanyuan was finally pushed out.

This body was thinner than before, almost skinny. Who would have imagined that this body used to be a little chubby girl who was suspected of being pregnant.Even though he knew it wasn't Li Yuanyuan, Yan Sicheng's lips trembled because of this body.

Princess, princess, will his princess suffer such hardships in Datang, will she also suffer such pain?
Yan Sicheng followed all the way to the ward, and he heard the counselor and several teachers sigh: "She is like this often, she is not suitable for studying in school at all."

"Let your parents take it back."

"Hey, how can there be any parents? The only mother has married abroad, and I seldom call her. How can I take her over?"

The teachers stayed on until night, and they all went back.

Yan Sicheng quietly guarded by the bed. He didn't close his eyes all night. He was afraid that once he fell asleep, Li Yuanyuan, who had finally come back, would go back.

Until the next morning, Li Yuanyuan's eyes suddenly moved.

The whites of Yan Sicheng's eyes were red because of staying up late, but he still watched Li Yuanyuan's every move closely. She opened her eyes, turned her eyes, and her eyes fell on him, and then closed them silently.

Is... Didn't work?
Did it fail?His princess still stayed in Datang, and in his life, he would never...

The cold back of his hand was suddenly covered by another cold hand.

Her chest rose and fell, as if taking a full breath, and then sighed.

The breath was long, as if blowing Yan Sicheng's heart.

"Sicheng..."

Her voice was hoarse, but the corners of her mouth were curled up, showing a gentle smile like usual, "I'm hungry."

(End of this chapter)