Domineering in the East Palace: The owl girl takes the crown prince on the bar

Chapter 235

"It's one thing to understand, but it's another thing to be able to let go. Maybe this is my nature. I am sad and make you sad, but I must tell you frankly that I am very happy with Gu Ye's death. In this life, I live to defeat him, so I don't regret it, the Gu family is worthy of being the Gu family, and the ancestral precepts are more important than anything else. Compared to the Gu family, my father is still kind."

Gong Qingjun looked at her with a smile, calm and indifferent, even the trace of blood slowly flowing from the corner of his mouth did not damage his temperament.

Chu Wan quietly watched him close his eyes calmly. She thought she would not be sad, but she was still a little complicated. In this world, he also left traces in her memory.

Xiangyun Kingdom, the imperial palace.

Gong Qingpu looked at the maids, eunuchs and even concubines who were fleeing with their bags, everything was over.

"emperor."

Gong Qingpu turned his head slowly, looked at the woman standing on the Jiuqu corridor and smiled at him, and asked indifferently: "Why don't you leave?"

Fei Wu came towards him slowly, stood in front of him, then gently threw himself into his arms, stretched out his arms to hug him, closed his eyes contentedly, and said softly: "Why should I leave?"

Gong Qingpu's body was a little stiff, but he didn't push her away.

"The concubine has never had a chance to tell the emperor that I love you."

Gong Qingpu lowered his head and looked at the beautiful face in his arms, feeling confused in his heart, love?
A face appeared in his mind, making him slightly distracted. In this life, the only thing he regretted was giving up on her for these illusory things.

However, she is living a very good and happy life now. If she follows him, I'm afraid he won't be sure to give her such a happy life.

"Why do you love me?"

"There is no reason. When I saw you for the first time, I was obsessed. I only had you in my heart. No matter how many men in the world, no matter how good a man is, they are not you." So for him, she betrayed everything. , gave up everything, just to love him.

She loves hard, but also loves her heart tired. She has asked herself countless times, does she regret it?
Although her heart was bitter, she firmly told herself that she had no regrets.

She was already satisfied to be by his side, even if she couldn't get his love.

Gong Qingpu looked at her, with a trace of apology in his indifferent eyes: "I'm sorry."

To him, she was always just a woman, but she couldn't walk into his heart and become the woman he loved.

Fei Wu's beautiful eyes were slightly wet, she stretched out her hand to caress his lips, and shook her head: "I should say I'm sorry, but I don't regret it, because I really love you."

"What I owe you in this life, if there is another life, I will repay it to you." In this life, he is regretful, and what he loves, who loves him, has become a dream.

Feiwu smiled sweetly, but there were tears in the smile: "Okay." With his words, everything is worth it.

"My lord, may I beg you once."

"what's up?"

"Can you seriously watch me dance?" She wanted to see her most beautiful side from the bottom of his eyes.

Gong Qingpu was suddenly moved. It's a pity that he never understood such a woman, such love, or maybe he never thought of letting himself understand.

Golden Palace.

Gong Qingpu looked seriously at the flaming red dress flying in the hall, just like her name, with long sleeves criss-crossing from left to right, and her enchanting dancing posture, leisurely and soft, glamorous and moving.

There is no music, no accompanying dancer, only she is dancing in the silent hall.

But it made him feel more beautiful than ever.

Picking up the wine glass at hand, looking at the fine wine in the white jade cup, Gong Qingpu raised it to his lips, and slowly lowered his eyes to drink it.

Looking at the dancing girls in the arena, he smiled slightly, poured out a glass of wine, dipped it in the table, and wrote two words, very beautiful.

Fei Wu danced to her heart's content, she had never been so happy as today, because she was dancing for her beloved man.

Slowly stopping, she walked up to the throne that symbolized supremacy, watching him leaning on the throne as if asleep, and seeing the words on the table that were about to dry up, it was beautiful!

In an instant, she burst into tears, threw herself into his arms, and choked up: "Pu..." This was the first time she called this name that she had called countless times in her heart, but never had the chance to say it.

Picking up the glass of wine on the table, she poured it all down, and leaned against his chest. Although she couldn't hear his heartbeat, she was very at ease. She looked up at him and smiled mischievously: "Servant, you As I said, in the next life, I will remember the love you gave me back very clearly, so I must follow you closely, or you will forget."

Feiwu smiled and closed her eyes, tears dripped from the corners of her eyes, you know?In fact, what I have always wanted the most is just like this moment, leaning in your arms, I finally got my wish, in this life, I will not regret it!

Lai Qing had imagined countless scenarios, but she never thought that it would be such a scene.

That snow-white hair stung her eyes, how could this be?
Chu Wanyou looked at Lai Qing's eyes wide open in disbelief, smiled lightly, got up and walked slowly: "I heard from Jizu that you plan to leave?"

Maybe many things are really doomed. She has complicated feelings about Lai Qing, but she chooses not to pursue it.

In this matter, she was not the only one who paid the price, why not Lai Qing?

Lai Qing stretched out her hand to hold her mouth to prevent herself from making a sound, but tears gushed out like a fountain.

"...I'm sorry, sister Chu... I'm sorry."

Chu Wanyou paused, walked up the steps, turned her back to Lai Qing, sighed softly, and said softly, "Live well, don't forget your happiness, go!"

"No..." Sister Chu's pain was caused by her alone. Can she still be happy?Does she still have the courage to be happy?
"Aunt Qing?" An immature voice from behind made Lai Qing's whole body stiff.

Ao Ren walked up to Lai Qing, saw that it was really Lai Qing, and smiled slightly: "Aunt Qing, where have you been?" It's been a long time since I saw Aunt Qing enter the palace.

Looking at the proud smiling face, Lai Qing kept shaking her head, tears welled up in her eyes: "Proud, no, Your Majesty, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." She ran out with big strides.

Ao Ren frowned slightly, looked back at Nong Lan behind him, and asked in puzzlement, "What's wrong with Aunt Qing?"

Nong Lan lowered her head, was silent for a while and replied, "The Emperor will know later."

Proudly nodded, when he woke up, his mother's hair turned white, many people took care of him, and his father never came to see him and his mother, and his mother rarely accompanied him.

Many people have told him that he will know when he grows up.

Mother also said that when he grows up, he will know and understand.

Four years later.

Lanterns and festoons were decorated inside and outside the palace, and there was great joy,
Today is the eighth birthday of Emperor Chu, and the entire Longzhou Continent celebrated with joy. After the world was settled, the relocated capital also changed from the original barren land to the staggeringly large and prosperous capital it is today.

Capable men and sages in the court worked together to assist Emperor Chu. At such a young age, Emperor Chu has already seen the demeanor of a great emperor, calm and powerful, noble and extraordinary.

Cining Palace.

Chu Wanyou put down her pen, dried the letter, sealed it, and put it in a wooden box beside her.

My pride:

When you read this letter, Mother has already left.

At the age of eight, you are already very sensible. Mother also told you bit by bit what happened that year, and also explained to you why Dad did not promise to come back to accompany you.

You ask mother why her hair is graying, and mother tells you that because your father is gone, mother's heart is empty.

You are smart and sensitive, and you understand your mother's thoughts, so you study hard and listen to your mother's teachings carefully, because you know that your mother will leave you one day.

In those days when your father left, mother really wanted to go to accompany your father early, but mother couldn't let you go.

For the past four years, your father has been lonely by himself. Mother promised your father that when you turned eight years old, you would go back to seclusion with him.

But now, mother and father cannot live in seclusion, but mother can still be with father.

It has been four years, and the world has taken shape. The entire Longzhou Continent is a proud territory. There are many capable people and virtuous ministers in the court. If they help you manage the affairs of the court, my mother can rest assured.

Mother tells you stories every night. For four years, you have heard the stories of no less than a hundred emperors. Just based on these stories, Mother believes that proud people can be a good emperor.

You ask mother why you only love Emperor Kangxi, although you have already guessed what mother is thinking, but mother still solemnly tell you the answer today, because Emperor Kangxi ascended the throne at the age of eight, he was the emperor for 61 years, and he has been diligent in government and caring for the people all his life , and eventually became a generation of emperors.

Today, you are also eight years old, mother is going to accompany father, mother is confident that the education for you in the past four years is enough to make you a generation of emperor.

Finally, my mother would like to say it again. Although Emperor Kangxi became a generation of emperors, his aging is miserable. These mothers have also told you.You also said that it was because he married too many women and had too many sons.

Is it really not a good thing to marry too many wives and have too many sons?right?
So mother makes a request to you, this is mother's greatest wish, I hope you can keep it in your heart.

Heirs are not important, identity is not important, but there is only one thing, it must be the woman you love and love you.

Your father was arrogant all his life, he was a good emperor, but he was not a good man.So, proud, you have to bear it together with your father's good man.

If one day you meet a beautiful girl, you love her, but she doesn't love you, you can pursue it hard, if you still can't be together in the end, then, my son, let it go freely, because the world is big , there is always someone you love and someone who loves you is waiting for you.

If you love someone, but you don't love someone, then, my son, you have to learn to refuse, without the slightest sloppiness, because the world is so big, there is always someone you love and someone who loves you is waiting for you.

If one day you meet the girl you love and also loves you, then, my son, congratulations, I hope you can become an emperor and a good man, be responsible to the people, and be devoted to your wife.

(End of this chapter)