God please lie down

Chapter 21
Yes, because of one of his mistakes, he never saw his relatives again.

The sky was gloomy that day, very much like his mood, for a moment, the haze was reborn.

Xiao Muchen looked at the cold corpse, still wearing the team uniform at that time, and for the first time he felt that it was so dazzling.

When grandma was in the hospital, he was playing a game, and all his mobile phones were turned off and handed in.

People at home couldn't contact him, and the first thing grandma did when she woke up was not to care about her own condition, but to ask him how his grandson's game was going.

Xiao Muchen learned all this from his parents. His parents didn't blame him, but their expressions were a little sad.

At the age of 90, grandma has become a little slurred, but she will repeat everything that involves Xiao Muchen carefully several times, and cut out all the news about him with trembling hands, like a baby treasured up.

That was the only thing grandma left to Xiao Muchen, no, there was also a bank card.

It is said that it was grandma's savings over the years, it was given by her parents, and there was also a big red envelope given to grandma by Xiao Muchen every time she won a prize in the competition.

After so many years, she didn't spend a penny, leaving everything to Xiao Muchen.

Said that she has no great prospects in her life, just such a precious grandson, all the things she saved are kept for Xiao Muchen.

When the parents said it, Xiao Muchen's eyes turned red.

Xiao Muchen always said that he had a dream, so he left home to fight hard. After so many years, he has never regretted it.

But at that moment, he couldn't help but wonder if he had done something wrong.

There is no extra time to accompany his family, so that he has left such a big regret in his life.

He asked himself more than once, but he didn't have an accurate answer. If he knew this was the case, he might not be so embarrassed.

So when Xie Yuan asked himself why he didn't return to that stage, he was thinking about how he should answer.

It would not do him any good to uncover his own scars.

He was going through ups and downs, everything he thought of, but in the end it turned into a miss.

Grandma will not come back again, and no one will hobble behind him, be happy for his success, and do everything within his power for him.

There were originally four people in the family, but now there are only three people left. When Xiao Muchen went to college, he took a photo of his grandma with him.

He always puts it in the place closest to him. Only in this way can he feel better in his heart.

He doesn't know if he still has a chance to realize his dream, but he knows that some misses are indeed a lifetime.

Don't think about anything, there is no chance.

Xiao Muchen put the car in front of his house, sat in the car for a long time, until he didn't know what he was doing, he opened the door and got out of the car.

At the beginning, he wanted to stay away from this place, so that he could be out of sight and out of mind. Even if someone came to him to play a game, as long as he couldn't find him, it would be meaningless.

But after all, I still can't let go. How can I let go of the dream I have fought for for so long.

The secret buried deep in his heart, only when the truth surfaced, would people know what he was thinking.

(End of this chapter)