God please lie down

Chapter 137 Fingers clasped together, palms still warm

Before that, no one had supported Xi Nuan's dream.

No one has ever understood her heart and what she wants.

As long as she can remember, there are only two people in the family, she and the nanny.

She knows what that loneliness brings to herself, so for so long, she has been working hard to live the way she wants.

Xi Nuan is a kind-hearted girl, she didn't meet Xiao Muchen all the weekends, she either went to the orphanage or the nursing home.

During the winter and summer vacations on weekdays, I go to work part-time.

Even if there is no shortage of money to spend, I still want to donate the money to those in need.

Parents are very busy, so busy that they stay at home with her only a handful of times a year.

So Xi Nuan is very independent, she doesn't know everything, even if she doesn't know it, she will learn it.

But her dream has always been blocked by her parents.

Xi Nuan was very sad every time he quarreled over these things.

They can't give themselves company, but they don't let her do what she likes.

At that time, she blamed and complained, but finally understood.

One day, she will rely on her own ability to realize her dream.

Now, the only thing Xi Nuan is sure of is that she knows what she is going to do.

Looking at Xiao Muchen and seeing the appraisal in his eyes, she felt for the first time that her life would not be without a goal at all.

She is willing to work hard for what she likes.

Whether it is success or failure, she can accept it.

Xi Nuan just didn't want to make herself regret, seeing Xiao Muchen's teammates having so much fun, she felt that everything was fine.

She knows exactly what she's doing, and that's fine.

And Xiao Muchen's words of support for her gave her great encouragement.

"Thank you for supporting me."

Xi Nuan gently held Xiao Muchen with her hand under the table, and the moment her fingers were clasped tightly, she could feel the warmth of her palm.

Affection is not as good as a long-term companion, how much she wants to live like this, holding his hand, walking all the way to the end of time.

Xiao Muchen didn't speak anymore, he had already felt Xi Nuan's heart.

And his response will be practical action.

Overcoming the fear deep in his heart, he will stand on that stage sooner or later. He hopes that when he wins the trophy, he can tell everyone loudly that Xi Nuan is his real girlfriend, Mu Chen.

This life, this life will not change.

Before meeting Xi Nuan, Xiao Muchen didn't know what love was, let alone what his choice would be.

Facing the fear in his heart, he may never stand on this stage again in his whole life.

Xi Nuan is a bright light in his life, her appearance made Xiao Muchen believe in this world again.

He suddenly had confidence in himself. He had waited for this day for too long. Even though he had been away for two years, he still missed this place, thinking that one day he would make a comeback.

Xiao Muchen hoped that grandma's spirit in heaven would not blame him.

In fact, he knew very well in his heart that as the most supportive grandmother in the family, although he never knew what e-sports was.But grandma said that it was enough to see a smile on his face.

He is willing to do what he likes, that is his choice, and no one can dictate his life.

All the decisions are made by himself, and even if there are any consequences, he should bear them by himself.

Xiao Muchen didn't have to worry about all kinds of causes and effects in the past, but from this moment on, he knew very well what his choice was.

　It's the end of the month, and it's busy. In November, there will be an alternating period of double updates and multiple updates~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)