Reborn 1990 is booming

Chapter 294 Original
"Hai Zi is a poet. The poem that Lao Fang read just now was written by Hai Zi. I once told you that Lao Fang admired literature since he was a child and determined to devote himself to literature. When he was 15 years old, he met by chance at China University of Political Science and Law. After arriving in Haizi, I couldn’t stop admiring this outstanding new poet. In the three years of high school, Lao Fang spent a lot of time on prose, poetry, and novels, and paid close attention to every poetry creation of Haizi. Two years ago, a On the morning of March, after reading Haizi's latest poem "Spring, Ten Haizis", Lao Fang suddenly felt a deep anxiety. In fact, this anxiety has been there since the beginning. He encouraged us to skip class together and go to Haizi. Fortunately, we escaped from the teacher's surveillance and escaped from the campus, and even more fortunately, we saw him again in the shortest possible time. The old Fang said that Haizi is no different from before, still gentle, quiet, and ordinary Inconspicuous in the crowd."

Speaking of this, Shang Sihe paused for a long time.

Under Liao Yong's gaze, he said in a low voice, "On the seventh day after we went back, Haizi committed suicide by lying on the train."

"..."

Liao Yong's heart trembled again and again, his voice trembled violently, "Why?"

Why commit suicide?I chose the cruelest way.

"I don't know." Shang Sihe took a deep breath, and finally gave an extremely vague answer, "Maybe because he is a poet."

Liao Yong didn't understand, "There are so many poets in the world, if that's the case..." they should all be dead.

"Because Haizi is desperate." Jiang Hai interjected, "The poet feels uneasy about this world, suffering, confused...despair. So he chooses to end his life. This is what Lao Fang told me."

"We used to talk about Haizi, and at the end of the chat, he was so weeping that he couldn't speak. I didn't mention it after that." Jiang Hai added.

Liao Yong still doesn't understand, he thinks this world is pretty good, especially in recent years, farmers are gradually able to fill their stomachs, and when things get better, they can occasionally eat white flour steamed buns.What is even more gratifying is that the state supports them to do business, so Qu Sa first opened a restaurant and now he founded a company.

What a beautiful sight this growing prosperity is!

How can you be restless, painful, confused, or even hopeless?
"After Haizi's death, Lao Fang no longer touches the word literature. He gave me to fill in the college entrance examination volunteers. He said that he can fill in anything except literature." Shang Sihe brought the topic back to Fang Xingzheng.

"How can I safely separate from him in his situation? I simply filled in the same volunteer as me, the same school. When Lao Fang heard that he was majoring in fashion design, he said yes without blinking an eye."

"For three years in college, he wandered around the campus like a lunatic, either staring at the girls in a daze or laughing at the teacher. Behind his back, his classmates called him a lunatic."

It is so, it is so...

Liao Yong finally understood why Fang Xingzheng was such a virtuous Fang Xingzheng.

Among them... Liao Yong felt an indescribable sadness and pain in his heart.

"He is very smart. Whether it is professional courses or supplementary electives, he has learned very well. The teachers are very satisfied with him in this regard. However, they just can't stand his madness. For this reason, the four of us have accompanied him in and out of teaching many times. We can do it, but he still doesn't change. We have to play around with him, for fear that he will be bullied by himself."

"Until later, Qu Sa suddenly appeared on the campus path, laughing at couples on the bicycle, and he suddenly stepped forward to greet..." Shang Sihe suddenly turned the topic to Qu Sa, and Liao Yong instinctively raised his vigilance .

"Old Fang said that Qu Sa is a very interesting person, so interesting that he suddenly realized that there might still be a glimmer of life in this world. Originally, he was a kite with a broken string, wandering around without direction. Partnership business, selling clothes, selling accessories, his unreasonable madness gradually faded away."

"Not necessarily." Liao Yong stared at Fang Xingzheng and said, "He hasn't always been crazy. In a studio, he loves making fools of himself the most."

"Boss did it on purpose. He likes to tease you like this." Jiang Hai interjected. Wu Baoyu felt that Jiang Hai didn't express his meaning clearly, so he simply said, "He likes to tease Qu Sa. One day, he smiled at We said that every time Qu Sa was made speechless and helpless by her teasing, he felt happy."

Liao Yong frowned, and tried his best to open his eyes wide to look at Wu Baoyu, trying to see his expression clearly, but it was too dark for him to see anything.

Liu Tao felt that Wu Baoyu didn't make it clear, and said bluntly, "Boss, he just played like a child. He never seriously thought about the reason behind his obsession with playing Qu Sa, which is love."

"Yes!" He said the word "love" with difficulty, then nodded again, affirming his words.

None of the other three refuted, because Liu Tao was right.

They have long seen the "abnormality" of the boss, and they are addicted to it and cannot extricate themselves, and they have no idea what it means.

"Unfortunately, all of this was broken by Han Xu's sudden appearance." Jiang Hai took a deep breath and recalled the situation that night, "When he returned to the dormitory, he didn't say a word. From the outside, what is normal can no longer be normal. We all know how flustered and helpless there is behind the silence."

"We couldn't bear to see him like this, so we encouraged him to find Qu Sa and partner with her to sell accessories again."

Liao Yong was startled, "You instigated it? Didn't he instigate you?"

"No, we instigated him." Jiang Hai affirmed: "Fang Xingzheng is a cowardly man. After Haizi died, he closed his pen and stopped touching literature. When Han Xu appeared, he ran away. Goodbye Qu Sa. No matter what happens, his first reaction is to run away, but after running away, will everything be at ease? No, it’s more painful. We have seen with our own eyes how Haizi was like a walking dead in the days when he just left. "

"Looking at his appearance now, we really don't know whether the original decision was right or wrong." Shang Sihe choked up, and he couldn't continue talking about this topic.

Liao Yong was also speechless.

He knows better than anyone what it feels like to be emotionally hurt.

Probably because of his personality, he is more transparent than ordinary people.No matter what, as long as Qu Sa can live happily and happily, the pain in his heart will unknowingly reduce a lot.

Now it seems that Fang Xingzheng is far less open than he thought.

"Let's pull him out." Liao Yong stood up, "Although it is midsummer, the sea water is too cold. He has not been in good health recently."

"If it can be pulled up, who will wait until now." In view of the previous experiences, the four brothers did not move.

Liao Yong walked straight.

"Old Fang, shall we go for a drink?"

The other party did not respond, and was still sitting in the sea, curled up into a ball.

"By the way, let's talk about Qu Sa."

Fang Xingzheng's body stiffened suddenly, and he looked back at Liao Yong.

(End of this chapter)