The Tears of Rebirth in the End Times

Chapter 1 Ten Years Apocalypse
[This article is the black history of Ah Wan, please enter with caution...]

[Written in front:
I wrote this article when I was 16 years old. I was naive and simple (stupid) back then. I thought I had a bit of ink and wrote it (I still don’t have much writing skills), but left such a pile of black history...

If you came in because of Awan's other articles, such as Xiqing and Meng Ruge, please think carefully before deciding whether to enter the pit.

There are more interruptions in this article. I also know that this article was written in a mess by me. Later, because I was eager to finish and fast-forward the plot, I hurriedly wrote an ending (that is, a bad ending).

If it wasn't because the v article couldn't be deleted, I would have deleted and rewritten this article (whispered)

Really, please enter with caution...]

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When Lin Ling found out that her team members had been wiped out and she was the only living person among the group of zombies, she was surprised to find that what filled her heart was not the monstrous hatred, but unwillingness.

Why don't you hate it, obviously you have been betrayed twice, right?
When the apocalypse just broke out ten years ago, because he didn't have the awakening ability, he regarded him as a burden and used it as a shield for free, and pushed into the group of zombies.

Because of him, I learned early not to trust others in the last days, learned to be cold-blooded, and learned to turn a blind eye to death.

Also because of him, she awakened wood, ice, and space abilities. Even though she hid the space abilities, she still became the top [-] powerhouse in country Z, and has survived until now in this bloody apocalypse.

But today, the same person, in a different place, with a different identity, was once again left in the group of zombies.

This time, his reason was even more high-sounding——

"For all mankind"?
Go fuck the P! !
For this reason, does she deserve to die? !
Why? !

Why didn't you come to sacrifice? !

Why can you take my life and the life of everyone in my team in exchange for your life? !
Why...why don't I hate myself!

The four characters "Lin Ling" and "Lin Zheng" that she personally carved under the left glove have not disappeared, and the ugly scars on her face and body have not disappeared, why don't you hate it? !

Ten years...

In order to get revenge, she gave up too much... so much that every time she recalled it, she couldn't help crying, her heart felt like a knife, and she couldn't sleep.

In the last ten years, ten years of painstaking efforts, she did not hesitate to make herself into a person who is neither human nor ghost—revenge is the only motivation for her to live in this world!
But no matter how much she denied it, what she was thinking at this moment was not revenge, but survival.

Her mind was filled with the idea of ​​living, as if there were countless people whispering "you want to live" in her ears...

This kind of thought reminded her in a trance of ten years ago, when she was caught in the crowd of zombies, she had only such a thought.

Not full of revenge, just living.

She actually forgot her most sincere and unwilling wish before "death"...

Lin Ling ten years ago, because she wanted to live, she awakened her abilities.

Ten years later, for revenge, she would abandon her real name and change her name to Ghost and self-destruct her appearance, but she also wants to live, so can she pray for a miracle to happen again?

If you can--

I want to live!
Countless zombies are gnawing on Lin Ling's body.

Lin Ling opened her eyes wide while feeling the long-lost pain.

"I... want to... live... live... live... live!"

--as you wish.

who is it? !
- It doesn't matter who I am.Do you want to live?This is your wish, right?

……Yes.

——Your wish is to live, not revenge, right?

……Um.

—You are hesitating.If it's revenge, I can let you see Xiao Zixuan die in front of your own eyes.

——Choose, revenge or survival.

Are you good?
——…?
I almost understand... Are you here to fulfill my wish?
--……you could put it that way.

So, can you grant any of my wishes?
--Ah.

——Are you a little greedy?

...My greatest wish is not revenge.

——Not alive?

alive?I guess so.

If you can grant me one wish, then my wish... is to go back to the past.

I thought, do it all over again.

——Yes, this also meets the condition of being "alive".

Thank you.

——Then when do you want to go back? It can be done within 300 years.

25 years ago on April 4th.

--sure?

I'm sure.

— Well, as you wish.

etc!who are you? !And why help me? !

——Heh... why are you asking this now?It doesn't matter who I am.

——Also, help me?I am not helping you.Of course, I won't hurt you either.

——The reason why your wish is realized is only because you are "special".

——As for where is the special...

When you know the truth and pay the price, someone will explain it.

　Author's Foreword: Because there are some plots that need to be solved in the early stage of Lai Ling, the first 40 chapters are all "nonsense" that has nothing to do with the end of the world. If you clicked here because of the "end of the world", please skip to chapter 47 after reading this chapter / Chapter 14 of the second volume, thank you for your support ^_^
　　
　
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