The shadow of the king of the net

Chapter 29 Abduction to Osaka

Chapter 34 Abduction to Osaka

"Okay, I have something to say outside." I turned around lightly and looked at him.

"Xiaoying..." Jingshi looked at me in astonishment, "Why..."

Yes, why do I have to be so cold, why do I have to suffer like this, why do I have to suffer like this, why do I have to make the final decision on everything, why do I have to bear these...

All of this is my own fault...

Let’s just say that after seeing Han, I feel so familiar. It turns out that Han has the same personality as the person who killed me in the previous life, so it caused all this.

Standing on the tennis court, trying to bring up a smile, looking at the person I once liked the most.

"Seiichi Yukimura, what's the matter?" The pain in my heart was like being pierced by the blade of a thousand knives. The real pain made me understand the meaning of this person to me.

"Xiaoying, I have been waiting for you until I like you, why did you leave me?"

Sanada did not know when he had left.

"I don't like you, Yukimura Seichi." She smiled lightly, but couldn't hide the scars in her heart. "How many times do you want me to say it?" The voice was flat, calm, and without a trace of emotion.

I did it.

Say no to you, I did.

Didn't you do it yourself?Shadow under the moon?Laugh at yourself.

"impossible……"

"How is it impossible? Why are you so sure? I said I don't like you, but I don't like you! Yukimura Seichi! You are annoying! Can't you understand?"

The heart is bleeding, tick tock tick tock...

I can hear you.

The eyes are sore and dry.

Trying to hold back the tears, Yukimura Seichi, I'm sorry...

Jingshi, let me call you this one last time, I'm sorry, we will never go back...

"Impossible, Xiaoying, you are just deceiving yourself like this... Cough cough cough..." Jingshi tried to save me.

"..." I looked at him coughing, and really couldn't bear to hurt him... "Since you are sick, don't come to me, and I don't want to see you either." I was already speaking in the most flat tone, In order to alleviate a little inner guilt.

If someone is Jingshi's girlfriend, he must be very happy, huh?Jingshi?But I, I'm afraid there is no way for Jingshi to give me happiness... Because Jingshi and I are completely different people, and we can't get together at all. My life experience, my background, Jingshi can't afford it...

"Xiaoying, can't you come back to my side?" Jingshi looked at me very painfully.

"Yukimura Seiichi... I left, I betrayed you, I hurt you, you didn't make any mistakes at all, it was all my fault, why do you insist on letting me go back?" I looked at him with unfocused eyes he.

It's raining again...

One drop...two drops...three drops...

Drop by drop on my long green hair, revealing a fragile beauty.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and my clothes were soaked, but Sanada came over to help Jingshi hold an umbrella responsibly, and kindly asked me if I wanted an umbrella.

Now, what qualifications do I have to take your umbrella?
Yoshi, let's make up our minds and end all of this!Shadow under the moon!

"Yukimura Seiichi, how many times do you want me to say it? I hate you, I hate you very, very much, I don't want to see you again from now on, so you can leave." My heart really hurts...it's over It's the limit, it's okay for anyone, but I can't be cruel to hurt the people I care about, but if I don't let Jingshi give up, he will only suffer more from now on...

Everyone can see that I am challenging my limit. Doesn’t it mean that if a person intentionally hurts others, then his heart will also become scarred and tattered?
Jingshi, when I say this to you, it is equivalent to stabbing my heart with a knife in my hand. You are hurt by me, and I am hurt by myself. Is it worth hurting each other like this?
Because of me, Jingshi, you almost couldn't play tennis, because of me, the whole Lihai University almost couldn't play tennis, because of me, Jingshi, your hand almost broke, because of me, all the tennis players in Lihai University Because of me, I almost ruined your future in Jingshi, because of me, I almost ruined the Lihai University that you worked so hard to manage in Jingshi...

Each of you is a budding flower, and I am just a withered flower. I used to be beautiful for a while, but now I have no future at all. Put your expectations on me, believe me, like me, these are all Wrong, there are countless shackles on my body, your approach will only draw you in, even if I am bound by shackles, I don't want you to be bound like me...

If I could choose to live in this world again, with this identity and this posture, I would definitely not choose to meet you, to meet you.I will only protect myself with indifference and stay away from you.

Because, I am the scourge...

However, even if it is a scourge, even if I know that I am a scourge, I still... want...

"Xiaoying...please...don't treat yourself like this, please...you are only hurting yourself..." Jingshi tried hard to open his eyes and looked at me, as if he would collapse in a second.

Why?Why can everyone see through my mind?Why do you all think about me?No need... I am Moon Shadow!I don't need any of these!
"I'm not hurting myself, not at all, but you, Yukimura Seichi, you are not in good health at all, and you come here to find me to blow the cold wind, don't you think you are hurting yourself? "I looked at him indifferently, and sure enough, Yuexiaying lived too happily, so it was so uncomfortable at this time..."I don't like you at all, not at all, when I said I liked you, it was just Because you are fun, I think it would be fun to be with you, so I chose to be with you, but I didn’t expect you to pester me like this after I left you. It’s really annoying. I knew I would It's not fun to be with you, now it's bothering me, Yukimura Seiichi, you're really boring. Now you understand? I'm with you just for fun, I've never been together I have given you any feelings, and everything is false, so don't pester me anymore, I will find it very boring, and now, I think Qingxue is more interesting than Lihaida, so I, I have no interest in you or Li Haida anymore." I raised my eyebrows indifferently and laughed at Jingshi in a joking tone.

"Senior Kage, do you really mean what you said?" Sanada, who had been standing aside without speaking, suddenly spoke.

"Ah, of course, it's all my truth. You guys didn't realize it. It's really lucky!" I smiled playfully, with a very nasty tone, but if you look closely at my eyes, you will still find that there is something in my eyes. Deep sadness...

In order to resolutely reject Jingshi, I have said these words in front of the mirror many times. Now I just follow the prepared script and tell Jingshi these hurtful words. Every time I face it at home When I said these words in the mirror, I would burst into tears, but now, it doesn't hurt so much...

"Xiaoying... what you said... is it true?" Jingshi's face was lowered, his expression was hidden by his hair.

"...Ah, of course." For some reason, his voice trembled a little.

Don't shake, Yuexiaying, this appearance may be found to be fake at any time...

"Are you really...not sad at all?" Jingshi raised his head and looked at me, his eyes were filled with anger, sadness, pain, puzzlement, confusion, and determination...

"Ah, yes." I turned my head away, and tears burst into tears.

"Then, I'm sorry for causing you trouble." Jingshi's nice voice became so unfamiliar.

"Well, you don't have to be sorry, just leave me." Restraining the trembling of my shoulders, I desperately finished another sentence that had been rehearsed, tears kept falling.

"Then, I'm leaving." Jingshi's voice sounded weak.

"Well, from now on, I will never see you again." It was so painful, I never thought it would be so painful to say it in front of a real person... It is completely different from saying it in front of a mirror and in front of a photo.

I listened to the sound of footsteps walking away bit by bit, and I didn't dare to turn back. I was afraid that once Jingshi saw me now, he might ask me to come back to him again...

When Jingshi and the others walked away and couldn't see me anymore, I collapsed and fell to the ground with my face on the ground, my whole body was soaked, and the rain was still falling.

I just kept lying there in such a posture, the rain was flowing into my eyes, but I didn't feel anything, because the tears kept flowing...

The long green hair was spread casually on the ground, stained with the soil on the ground, very dazzling.

Tears kept flowing and flowing, I don't know why, I always feel like I'm going to run out of tears in this life.

Close your eyes slowly, don't think, don't think about anything...

Slowly fell asleep... had a very strange dream...

Very beautiful and beautiful scenery, there are very old weeping willows, very long willows, extending into the water...

Very warm and warm sunshine, sprinkled on the beautiful green grass...

There is a long, long path leading to a small house...

Everything is missing one thing...

nobody……

without any life...

too good to be true...

I watched all of this, but couldn't make a sound, the more I watched, the more terrifying I wanted to run, I wanted to run away, but I couldn't escape...

Suddenly woke up.

Only to find himself falling asleep in the rain.

Falling asleep in the rain and having a dream without a subject is really ridiculous to me...

Standing up in a trance, wanting to go home, but I have no strength at all, my whole body is groggy, and the things in front of my eyes are very blurry, but I still stand up, because... I am the shadow of the moon...

Walking staggeringly on the road, I wanted to ask someone to take me home, but there was no one on the road, and I wanted to call a taxi but no one passed by. What a pity, Moon Shadow.

Take a shortcut.I thought, and walked into a dark alley.

One puddle after another on the ground, I stepped on one by one, and suddenly it became darker in front of me. I raised my head unconsciously, but saw two figures in front of me.

"Oh? Isn't this chick pretty? Take it back for the brothers to play with!" One of the men said jokingly.

"Hey, brother, isn't this Yuexiaying?" Another man gave me a surprised look.

Huh?When did I, Yuexiaying, become so famous?

"That woman who is worth no less than [-] million?" The man's voice seemed to sound happy.

"Yeah, big brother, this time I made money!"

made money?Earn your head!Someone who wants to make money from Miss Ben hasn't been born yet!
"I heard that she is the leader of the underworld Shangying organization..."

"Brother, you can see that she doesn't seem to have any strength now, it should be easy, right?"

Easy for you!Even so, I really don't have any strength at all...

"Ah, yes! Come on, Xiaoqiang!"

cockroach?That man's name is Xiaoqiang?
Oh ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!Xiaoqiang!It's really Xiaoqiang!

Hahahahahaha!

"If you want to kidnap me, just kidnap me. Miss Ben just wants to take a rest." I yawned and fell asleep straight away.

"Brother, what should we do now?" Xiaoqiang asked.

"Pack it up and take it away!" The man called Big Brother waved his hand proudly, and Miss Ben was kidnapped just like that.

Ah... Really, boring...

drip... drip...

The sound of water?I tried hard to open my eyes.

In front of me is a dilapidated room, all around is covered with scale, there are many mildew spots on the wall, the corner of the roof is dripping water drop by drop, clothes, pants, etc. are scattered on the ground... oh shit, these things It will make people have a bad association... There are some pots and pans... From time to time, mice run past the corner... Wait...

mouse?Why is there a mouse for Xiami?Ahhhhh!It's a mouse!It was a fluffy gray one with dazzled eyes, and couldn't see what the mouse looked like at all.Kakaka!Now it's not about caring what a mouse looks like!Most importantly, there are mice!
I said...how am I here?Still tied up?Think about it, think about it...

"Brother, you can see that she doesn't seem to have any strength now. It should be easy, right?" "Ah, that's right! Come on, Xiaoqiang!" , what should I do now?" "Pack it up and take it away!"...

Ah... I was kidnapped... I frowned and shook my head, trying to wake myself up, but found that my head was really heavy, as if a stone was placed on it!It's so hot and cold all over!Have a fever? hohoho!He even had a fever again!
I earn, earn, earn... "Paji!" Oh?The rope broke so easily today?Hahaha!The group of people who kidnapped me are really substandard! hohoho!Is the rope that I can break free when I have no strength, has long been rotten and useless, hohoho!

"MOIMOXI? MOXIMOXI? Anyone?" I yelled. "I'll leave if there is no one! Hey! I said! Is there anyone?" I kicked open the broken iron door in front of me, and what I saw was——

"Do it! Do it! Let's do it!" A group of people were lying on the ground in a mess, everyone was carrying a bottle of wine, and they were saying something like "I have finally tied up a valuable person after living for so many years", everyone The clothes are all tattered, and there are a few mice lying on them, smelling...

Uh... what's the situation?I really want to throw up now...囧...

"Hey..." I kicked the person next to me, "Dead?" I stepped on him tentatively, and as expected, "Oh! It hurts!" Then I continued to sleep.

"I asked if you're dead? What's the answer?" I picked up the broom next to me and hit him in the face. "Hey! Let me say! Die for me!"

(End of this chapter)