Chapter 47 Tan Lanfang's Secret
In the evening, they ate stewed cabbage and a bowl of porridge for each person.

Li Xin'er didn't say anything, and followed Li Cheng Gu An to eat quietly.

On the contrary, it was Li Naner who kept making noises, "Mother, why does Second Aunt have meat but won't give it to me?"

Zhu Cuihua's eyes are not eyes, and his nose is not a nose. He said to his son: "Your second aunt's meat is precious, but you can't bear to give it to us. If you don't eat it, don't eat it. If you don't grow taller, remember it's your second aunt's." wrong."

Qin Ya laughed.

Can't grow taller if you don't eat meat?
When I lived in the old house before, the family also ate cabbage and radishes every day. Didn't Li Nan'er grow tall?
"Mom, I'm done eating."

Li Xin'er ate quietly, naturally eating quickly.

There is no comparison and no harm, and Li Naner is still making a fuss over there.

Qin Ya smiled slightly: "It's better for us to be good, and go to the yard to play after eating."

"Yes……"

Li Xin'er went out to play, Qin Ya cleaned up Li Xin'er's bowls and chopsticks, and brought them into the kitchen, planning to wash them together after everyone finished eating.

The room is small, so naturally it cannot accommodate so many people.

In the evening, Qin Ya packed her things and planned to stay with Tan Lanfang next door for a while.

Tan Lanfang was very happy to see her coming.

"I came here so late, didn't I disturb you?"

Qin Ya felt a little embarrassed.

"Look at what you said. I've been waiting since you said you'd come to live here. Come in, it's cold outside."

At night, Qin Ya and Tan Lanfang slept on the same kang.

When she was in college, Qin Ya also slept on the same bed with the little sisters in the dormitory, and whispered in the dead of night.

Just thinking about the past, I heard Tan Lanfang speak...

"Sister Sufen, I have something I want to talk to you about. I feel uncomfortable in my heart, but it's really embarrassing to say it. Except for you, I don't know who else can give me advice..."

Tan Lanfang's voice was a little deep, mixed with crying.

Upon hearing this, Qin Ya hurriedly asked her, "What happened?"

"I don't know what to say..."

Tan Lanfang cried intermittently, and the quilt was soaked with tears after a while.

Seeing her like this, Qin Ya had some guesses in her heart, so she couldn't ask directly, so she just kept holding her hand under the quilt.

When she stopped crying, she opened her mouth and said, "I also ran away from my family. I have no relatives and no reason here. I take you as my only younger sister. You have also called me my older sister for so long. What's the matter?" Is it something that my younger sister can't tell her elder sister?"

Tan Lanfang sniffed, held back her tears, and said tremblingly, "Sister Sufen, I have a secret that I haven't told you. Do you know why I live here alone?"

She didn't say that Qin Ya naturally didn't know, she shook her head and waited for her to continue.

"I'm not healthy enough to have a child. In the first one or two years, my husband still wanted to accompany me to see the doctor. After a long time, he beat and scolded me frequently. Even the doctor didn't bother to visit me. I found out three years ago that he raised an outsider, and I had a fight with him at that time, but he scolded me as a hen that couldn't lay eggs, and I had no right to interfere in his affairs..."

When Tan Lanfang said this, she was already in tears.

Qin Ya hugged her tightly in her arms, trying to give her some comfort.

"Sister Sufen, why do you think my life is so hard?"

She couldn't stop crying.

Tan Lanfang's words also evoked Qin Ya's memories. She and her husband in the previous life also grew up together when they were young. Later, her husband cheated not long after they got married. how?
When a man changes his mind, everything becomes an excuse.

Saying that women are not gentle enough, saying that they can't conceive children, saying that women don't care about their families...

All kinds of excuses.

There are many cheating people in this world, but most women find the reason from themselves immediately after a man cheats.

And men will also blame their wives for excuses, being incomprehensible, not gentle enough, too ambitious, etc...

After all, it's just an excuse.

"My silly girl, it's not your fault, everyone is miserable."

Tan Lanfang shook her head, "Miss Sufen, you are different. Although Second Brother Li was not at home before, but after he came back, I can see that he is really kind to you. You are much luckier than me... How is it like I didn't even have the courage to quarrel with him. He blamed me, and I also blamed myself for not living up to it. I simply moved to this village and ignored his affairs. The dowry that influences me is enough for me to live in this life. "

"Then are you willing to go on like this for the rest of your life?"

Qin Ya looked at her delicate and peaceful face through the moonlight outside the window and asked.

Lan Meizi is actually quite a pretty woman. Although she is not a complete beauty, she can also be called a small family jade. She has studied for a few years, and she is considered to be knowledgeable among women in this era.

It would be a real pity if she really lived up to this village and exhausted her whole life as she said.

"So what if you're willing, so what if you're not? The destiny of us women in this life is to marry a man and have children. Since I've lost this ability, I'm not worthy of being a woman. I can't live this life. It's like this every day..."

She wiped her tears and smiled at Qin Ya: "Sister Sufen, I don't know how much I envy you. You are smart and know how to live. Even though everyone said bad things about you before, you still have Xin'er by your side. You, to protect you, even when you get old, you still have hope, how can you look like me... Sigh."

At this point, she couldn't go on, and choked up and sighed.

"What's wrong with you, you're fine..."

As she was talking, Qin Ya suddenly thought of something, her eyes lit up, and she immediately grabbed Tan Lanfang's hand.

Asked her: "When you saw the doctor before, what did the doctor say?"

"The doctor said there's nothing wrong with it. Maybe it's because I'm weak, but I've taken a lot of various tonics, and I haven't seen a happy pulse yet."

A smile floated on Qin Ya's face, she guessed right.

"Sister, listen to me, this woman's inability to conceive a child may not necessarily be your fault, it may also be the man before you who is not physically fit."

"This, how is this possible? A woman can't conceive a child, and it has something to do with a man?"

Apparently it was the first time to hear such logic, Tan Lanfang was shocked, her round eyes opened in disbelief.

"Naturally it has something to do with it. It's not just a woman's job to conceive a child, right? Your body is just like the land in the field. No matter how fertile the land is, if you can't grow good crops, it's possible that the seeds are not good enough. Let me tell you that you understand ?"

Qin Ya tried to speak in words she could understand.

After all, in this day and age, no one thinks that the inability to have children is a man's problem, and they only blame women for their unsatisfactory stomachs.

She thinks it's probably the problem of Tan Lanfang's previous man.

"If you don't believe me, you can go back to your previous home tomorrow and take a look. Since he has been with that outer room for three years, if he is in good health, then the outer room must have had good news. If you get pregnant, it proves that it's not your problem."

Qin Ya's words rekindled hope in Tan Lanfang's eyes...

(End of this chapter)

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