Golden branches and jade leaves

Chapter 143 This Flower Is Alone Outside the Chapter ([-])

This flower is lonely ([-])

When Qinghan pierced my chest with a sword, I thought there was no more icy injury than this, and what followed was the death of my mother.When my mother passed away, I thought there was nothing more hopeless and sad than this, but soon after, it was the death of my sister.When my sister had an accident, I used to think that I would never experience such deep bone marrow pain again in my life. However, on that night, on the night of Shangyuan in the third year of Tiantong, I still experienced more pain than ever before. All deeper, deeper pain.

It was a chill that was more bone-chilling than Qinghan's sharp sword, it was a more heart-piercing sorrow than her mother's confidant, and it was a more piercing despair than what happened to her sister.

Her soft words, in my ears, were like the lightning strike that night, and the shrill neighing sounded like a piano being broken.

It turned out that I never really understood her, never really walked into the depths of her heart.

It's as if I never really knew my mother.

What kind of monstrous waves are behind her elegant figure in plain clothes, and what kind of tragic and stubbornness is hidden between her brows that are as light as smoke and as clear as water, I never know.

All my self-righteous understanding is just looking at flowers through the fog, illusory and ethereal.

Her slender figure staggered out of the side hall of Qianqing Palace as if she was escaping, and also ran out of my life.

Her departure was so abrupt, as if her appearance caught me by surprise and also made me irreparable.

I thought that night would never end, but it ended anyway, the moment she ran out the door, the moment my father held out his hand to me.

At that moment, she was no longer in my sight.

I approached my father, took his hand, and held it tightly.

I felt that his always strong hands were gradually becoming cold and weak.

Finally, my father smiled at me.

He wanted to say something, but just let blood and life spill out of his mouth more and faster.

He struggled to reach his chest.I bent down, took out the painting for him from the place closest to my heart in my arms, and handed it to him.

He held the painting tightly, and also held my hand, lying on the bed peacefully, and then just sighed softly...

At that moment, I already understood all his feelings.

In fact, the treasures of the Liang State had already fallen into the hands of the far-reaching father. When the Liang State was broken, those gold and silver properties had already been transported to Yongzhou.It enriched the treasury of Yongzhou and became the cornerstone of Yongzhou's rise.

Then why did the father keep this painting by his mother's side, making her think that he kept her by his side just because of this painting?

Maybe, he just wanted to give her a reason to live, he just hoped that she could live, even if it was extremely painful, she could live in the place he had sheltered.

He was the one who hurt her the most, and this fact tortured him all the time.

Mother, she knew that at the last moment of his life, what father thought of was not the iron-blooded life of gold and iron horses, not the throne of power and power in the splendor of the country, but her...

My father's ambition and the layers of entanglement between me and her all came to an abrupt end that cold night.

I buried my father and mother's ashes together.

At the same time, my love and all the past nostalgia were buried.

Then I left the place I loved and hated with a feeling I couldn't describe.

……

I suddenly felt a coolness on my cheeks, which interrupted my hazy memories.

I look up.

I don't know when, the snow finally started to fall.Like a group of lost butterflies, they spread their wings lightly and fly to every corner of the world.

It's another year of winter. How many winters have I spent in this Juyu Pass?How much snow have you seen?
However, no matter how much wind, frost, rain and snow she has experienced, her face is still clearly engraved deep in my heart.

I think of that night, in the vast snow, I hugged her tightly, and she hugged me in the same way.Between this vast world, it seems that only me and her are left.And we have nothing but each other.

Everything in the world has turned into a black and white background, making it difficult for people to see clearly.

The ice and snow no longer simply fall down coldly, but hover around us...

It turns out that she is like the snow in front of me. At the beginning, she flutters lightly, quietly and peacefully, and then flutters and flutters fiercely, but finally freezes into a profound and pleasing picture, which is silent in the deepest part of my heart and never fades. .

……

"General! General..." A distant call interrupted my thoughts.It was the soldiers who delivered the order and ran towards the tower with a letter-like object in their hands.

"General, I have your letter!" He hurried up the tower, and then said cheerfully.

Not a document, but a letter? !
I took the letter in amazement and looked down at the signature on it.

In an instant, I was shocked. I used to think that I would never receive his letterhead. I used to think that everything between us had ended in the contest 16 years ago.

Although in my heart, he is still my best friend, but there is already an obstacle that can never be overcome between us.

Our current identities, the power behind us, our family, our interests... Layers of entangled things lie between us, making me think that the pleasure of fighting with swords, the joy of talking, laughing and drinking... this life, Maybe it can only exist in memory.

Unexpectedly, I received a letter from him at this time.

I opened the letterhead, unfolded the paper,

……

The moment I read the letter,

I forgot the snow around me, the majestic Juyu Pass around me, and everything in this world,
Thousands of feelings come to my heart,
In the end, those thousands of tastes all turned into an inexplicable feeling, entangled in my heart.

I looked up in a daze, not knowing what to do next.

After 16 years of ups and downs, I felt helpless for the first time.

"General, it will be the new year soon, is it the greetings from the family?" The soldier who sent the order was still saying happily.

New Year's? !

I looked up into the distance, the long river gradually fell, and the sky was boundless.

Indeed, a new year is about to begin, and a new beginning is about to begin.

That being the case, what else can't let go? !

A smile played on my lips.

There is joy in the heart, and it is also relief.

Yes, everything in the past is over after all, and a new beginning is about to begin.

In the distance, several fast horses galloped towards the pass. They were the outposts who went to inquire about the intelligence of the Liao soldiers and horses a few days ago, and brought back the detailed military report of the Liao invasion.

Everything is like the snow in the sky, isn't it just in time?
This flower is lonely (End)

"This Flower is Alone" is over, and the extra chapter of the Jinzhi drama is over.In the end, the ending of retiring together together can be regarded as a sad and happy ending.In fact, the open ending is like this, whether it is sad or happy, it depends on everyone's own imagination.

I got up this morning and saw that the monthly pass was overtaken on the last day.

Now that the plot of Jinzhi has come to an end, it is impossible to have a short-term outbreak to ask for a monthly ticket, so I am too embarrassed to say anything more. If you still like this book, please support one vote, ^_^.If it is still the fate of the second child in ten thousand years, Khan...Although there are some small regrets, I am still grateful for everyone's support along the way.And after a month of nervousness, now that it's finally over, a certain lamp secretly breathes a sigh of relief.

There is still one short story "Flowers Blooming on the Mo", which tells the story of the encounter and love between Su Mi's son Qi Zhao and Mu Zimo.It's sort of a sequel.Because Jin Zhi signed a contract to publish, according to the contract of the publishing house, the ending cannot be released before the listing. However, due to the problem of the printing factory, the publishing of Jin Zhi has been delayed from the end of October to December. In order not to affect everyone's reading, I After negotiating with the publishing house, the main text will be serialized, leaving only the last short story, and it will be released at the same time as the publication, probably in the next week, so that everyone will not waste time waiting for the ending.

The book that has accompanied me through this long year has finally come to fruition today. My mood is a bit complicated, and there is also a bit of sadness in the joy.After all, this is my first novel.Looking back now, there are more than 60 words, and I, who has always been impatient and lazy, can persist in writing it down, and I can't believe it.It is also thanks to everyone's support that I have been able to go all the way so smoothly when I was coding for the first time.

So, thank you for your long-term support and company, as well as countless enthusiastic comments and advice, a certain lamp bows here.

In the end, I still whispered, is there a monthly ticket?If possible... hehe...

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