Disabled president does not get divorced

Chapter 56

In the early morning, the sun shines softly through the thin clouds.Quietly shine here.The servants in the house seemed to suddenly disappear out of thin air, and the whole house was immersed in silence.

Leng Yichen kissed so deeply, so deeply, so desperately.

Every touch he made broke Zhuang Ling's heart.

Now, she finally knew why he was always so scared.

Since things have passed for so long, since everything has been irreversible.More importantly, she is so sure that she has fallen in love with him.

If you love, then please don't hurt, then please love deeply.

Zhuang Ling raised the corners of her lips slightly, covering up all the sadness of the past few days, stood on tiptoe, and kissed back gently, bit by bit.

In the morning, she just suddenly felt that she hadn't seen Leng Yichen for a long time, so she went to look for him in the study.And saw the file on the desk and slightly delayed a little time.It's just that Zhuang Ling never expected that Leng Yichen had almost turned the whole Leng's house upside down in just such a short time.

The documents are neatly placed, as if they have not been opened.Zhuang Ling didn't know if Leng Yichen had seen it all.The contents of the document worried Zhuang Ling very much.

Leng Yichen was shocked, he didn't expect that Zhuang Ling not only didn't push him away, but would kiss him back instead.

What does this mean?
Does it mean that she doesn't hate herself...does it...

Leng Yichen didn't have time to think, but just deepened, deepened the kiss.

The bright sun shone down on them.

Time passed by minute by minute.

For a long time.

"Lingling, I'm sorry, don't hate me, okay?" He tightened his arms and held Zhuang Ling tightly in his arms.Resting his head against Zhuang Ling's hair, he took a deep, deep breath, and said in a low voice.

The low, begging, helpless, trembling voice echoed over and over again in the huge house.

All pride and status can be abandoned, and he is willing to put down everything to beg her.

Let go of everything about him and ask her forgiveness.

The curtains in the room had been blown open by the wind at some point and flew up.

The long dark room suddenly brightened.The shadows of the two closely leaning on each other overlapped and reflected obliquely and long on the ground.

Leng Yichen's words reminded Zhuang Ling of the forgotten 'fact', and he stood there blankly, letting Leng Yichen hold him in his arms, with complicated eyes flashing across his eyes, not knowing how to react.

And the pleading in Leng Yichen's voice made Zhuang Ling's heart unstoppable and distressed.

That thread of distress slowly replaced the complexity.

She really didn't know that her avoidance these past few days would bring so much uneasiness and fear to Leng Yichen.What kind of affection is it that can make such a noble man let go of everything and ask for himself.

Is this love hers or his?
For a moment, Zhuang Ling was confused.

Can you really blame him?
Is she willing?

If she didn't fall in love, then... But, she has already fallen in love with him.

Zhuang Ling slowly closed her eyes. No matter what, she was unwilling to destroy this hard-won happiness.

But Zhuang Ling's silence at the moment made Leng Yichen misunderstand that she was unwilling to forgive him, the light in his eyes slowly peeled off, and his face gradually turned pale.

The hand holding Zhuang Ling also slipped off Zhuang Ling's body inch by inch.

He has already experienced her unfeeling, hasn't he?What's more, I forced her to suffer so much pain with such despicable means, and even tore her and... I deserve death, don't I?
Such a self, why should I beg her forgiveness.

why...

But, just now, why did she kiss herself back? While giving him hope, she also pushed him into hell.

How could this be……

...Lingling, how can you be so heartless...

Leng Yichen couldn't help laughing at himself, took a step back, and turned his eyes away from Zhuang Ling, not wanting to see the possible hatred in her eyes, and said the words, choked with grief, "I've made so many mistakes The thing is, I caused you too...how could you forgive me..."

Leng Yichen closed his eyes in vain, the pain in his heart seemed to be tearing, until even breathing felt unbearable pain, until the pain became a kind of numbness.But he missed the distress and reluctance in Zhuang Ling's eyes after he opened them.

"Lingling, do you know that even so, I will still make the same decision as before."

Wind, stand still.

Zhuang Ling's hand that was about to reach out to Leng Yichen just now froze slightly because of Leng Yichen's words.She couldn't describe how she felt at the moment.

Very complicated.

Very complicated.

Leng Yichen smiled self-deprecatingly, the light in his eyes gradually dissipated, and gloom appeared in his eyes.

I was such a despicable person, wasn't I?

Now that everything is known, there is nothing left to say.

Those pasts have made him very tired.

Say it.

Anyway, it's already like this.

"Ling Ling, I admit that I am a devil. Seeing you smiling at Mu Jingfeng, seeing you leaning against Mu Jingfeng's arms, seeing you walking together holding hands, seeing your happy kisses, you know that I am How do you feel?"

"I just want to ruin it all."

In a trance of thoughts, Leng Yichen's heart was filled with silence, his eyes were quietly looking into the distance, but nothing could melt into his eyes.

At this moment, he seemed to see the unscrupulous self at that time.

The voice was dark and hollow.

"The bankruptcy of Mu Jingfeng's father's company and his suicide were all just accidents, but I forcibly involved all of this with the dealer. If he knew that the person he loved was the daughter who killed his father and enemy, What will happen?"

Zhuang Ling's body instantly stiffened like a stone sculpture... A faint pain spread from the bottom of his heart...

"However, the time for that wedding is getting closer and closer, but Mu Jingfeng has not taken any action yet. I panicked. Could it be that his love for you can wipe out his hatred?"

Leng Yichen paused, and stretched out his hand unconsciously to stroke Zhuang Ling's hair, but when he was less than an inch away from the hair, he retracted his hand in vain.

My hands are so dirty, how can I try to touch her in vain?

"It wasn't until the person sent out came back to report the news about Mu Jingfeng that I realized that he just lost one person to push him. Then, how can we completely make this matter completely impossible to turn back?"

Obviously the sun is shining, but my heart is getting colder and colder.

Empty, wind blowing, splitting pain.

"I thought of Li Yan. An accident, when I was looking at you, I found Li Yan's gaze looking at Mu Jingfeng. With that gaze, I knew that she also loves Mu Jingfeng." The light in Leng Yichen's eyes Completely overwhelmed by the gloom, after a long time, he recounted that period of the past mechanically, "I saw that she was also wandering between love and friendship, so I gave her the medicine, told her, let her Give yourself a chance."

The pain in his throat was tearing hoarse, every word was like a sharp knife, cutting his throat until it was covered with blood, and then he spit out each word slowly.

The suffocating breath of pain and despair slowly emanated from Leng Yichen's body bit by bit.

"Actually, I still have other ways to stop this wedding. With Mu Jingfeng's ability at the time, if I stopped him, he would not be able to help Zhuang. I think if you use Zhuang as a threat, you should give up. He, but that would make you resent me. That's the last step I want to take."

"But fortunately, in the end Li Yan really did that. For me, that was the best way. You won't have any resentment towards me. Moreover, in the double betrayal of love and friendship, in your When you are most vulnerable, most helpless, and most in need of help, if you reach out, will you be grateful and rely on me instead?"

Zhuang Ling stood stiffly, unable to utter a word, quietly listening to Leng Yichen.

My heart hurts, but I can't tell why.

"But I ignored how deeply that would hurt you." Leng Yichen suddenly smiled, smiling sadly, took a deep breath, and barely suppressed the bitterness that kept creeping up, "Maybe, I had already thought that there would be such a result, but I did it without hesitation."

"The video screens at the airport were also deliberately arranged by me. The purpose was to make you beg me. But, when I saw you appearing in front of me in such despair, do you know how much my heart hurts? But, how much pain , I am so happy. Because I can finally have you. Even though the means are so shameful, I will cover everything up, and I will not let you have a chance to know."

"I thought that feelings could be cultivated slowly. For the harm you have done, I am willing to use a hundred times, a thousand times of love to heal your wounds..."

The pain and bitterness in Zhuang Ling's heart became more and more intense.

Recalling how despicable and unscrupulous I was, recalling how I hurt Zhuang Ling, recalling...

Leng Yichen stared at the gradually bright sunshine outside the window as if in a daze.

Heart, suffocation-like pain.

But the last ray of light burst out from the bottom of his eyes in vain.

"But, Lingling, these things happened three years ago..." The voice paused, and after a while, he held his breath and whispered cautiously, "... Lingling, can you forgive me... Let's let go of the past , still live happily as before, isn't it good?"

The suffocating fragility and pleading in that voice were like a knife, stabbing at the bottom of Zhuang Ling's heart.

My heart is empty.

The word 'love', after all, whose fault it is.

Looking at the dull Zhuang Ling, the dark crack in Leng Yichen's heart was constantly tearing open, the last ray of hope was wiped out, and the pain that filled the sky finally surged up together, drowning him all at once.

She was clearly right in front of his eyes, within reach, but he felt that she was far, far away from him.

Since everything was done by him, then he should bear all the consequences.He had expected such a day a long time ago, but this day was much, much earlier than he expected.

Quietly.

long time.

The sadness, begging, and despair in his eyes were all withdrawn bit by bit.Slowly, Leng Yichen's face returned to the same gentleness.Everything just now was disguised and disappeared without a trace.

It's like this, everything is gone.

"You take a rest first, and I'll prepare breakfast for you."

Leng Yichen gazed at Zhuang Ling tenderly, turned sideways, and walked away from Zhuang Ling's side step by step.Only he himself knows how hopeless it is under that forced gentleness.

"do not go."

A low, almost unrecognizable voice came from Zhuang Ling, who had never spoken.Leng Yichen stopped for a while, but didn't look back.Perhaps, it is the fear of turning back.

After she said everything, she should hate herself, so why did she keep him? Did she want to let her go?
No, you can't.

What would he do if he let her go.

Leng Yichen continued to walk forward, just pretending that he didn't hear Zhuang Ling's words.

However, as he passed by, his arm was tightly grasped by the person beside him.

"Ling Ling, you haven't eaten well these days, I'll go prepare breakfast for you." Leng Yichen found a reason for himself to leave instead of listening to Zhuang Ling.But he couldn't move his footsteps.

Fool, is he afraid that he will say something to leave him?

The bitterness in my heart was completely replaced by distressed.

He always has a way to make himself feel distressed and reluctant to him, which is impossible for everyone.

"I love you too, do you know that?"

Leng Yichen stood still slowly, and turned his head hesitantly and in disbelief.It was as if the air was drawn away at this moment, and there was no sound.

Just when he was about to tell her to leave him, she said she loved him.

Delusion?
But he will take this illusion seriously, he will take it seriously...

Looking at the slender hand holding him, Leng Yichen's cold heart slowly began to warm up.Even an illusion is fine.

"I love you too, do you know that?"

Doesn't he know how painful the dimness and fragility in his eyes hurt her?

Now this happiness is not only what he wants, but also what she wants.

What was right and wrong back then, let it go with the wind.

Is it really necessary to give up this hard-won happiness for what happened back then?
Zhuang Ling raised his head and looked into Leng Yichen's eyes, the bright eyes were crystal clear, and he repeated earnestly.

Maybe she should have said that sooner.

Leng Yichen froze, he heard correctly, Zhuang Ling really said that he loved him, it was true...

Staring blankly at Zhuang Ling, his throat was still hoarse, and his breathing was a little unsteady.

"Did I ever say, I love you?"

Zhuang Ling looked at Leng Yichen, still maintaining the posture just now, his voice sounded indescribably calm, as if he was just saying a very real fact.

Leng Yichen looked closely at Zhuang Ling.

Until this moment, he still felt that all this was just his own illusion.

How could it be possible, how could Zhuang Ling say that he loved him?

How could she say she loved him after knowing everything, after knowing his despicableness?Even if it was a little bit before, but now...

Zhuang Ling held Leng Yichen's arm tightly, "During such a long time together, I have slowly fallen in love with you, do you know?"

"...But, I did a lot of things to hurt you."

Is such an affectionate, domineering, and unscrupulous man her doom or her evil destiny?

However, if you fall in love, you will become a person who will accompany you for a lifetime.

is there any method?
……what else can we do?

Zhuang Ling stared at Leng Yichen, perhaps as Mu Jingfeng said, although everything was designed by Leng Yichen, but the person who really did that was Mu Jingfeng, could Leng Yichen help him do it? choose?And for everything, if not all the people added their faults together, then how could it be the current ending.

Everyone is wrong.

And all the mistakes made today's irreversible.

Since it is irretrievable, why struggle in the past.

If you are willing to give up, you will gain something if you give up. Maybe it is because of the loss of Mu Jingfeng that Leng Yichen has it.

She couldn't bear to ruin the happy days she had finally had.

"The past, let it pass." Zhuang Ling held Leng Yichen's hand tightly, staring at him, everything was suppressed, his eyes were as clear as spring water, allowing him to see himself clearly There was no reluctance in his eyes, "Mu Jingfeng and I are in the past, even if we know everything now, we can't turn back. And I already have you, and I don't want to turn back."

don't want to go back.

Is this her final decision?
Did she finally decide to stay with him?
Although no matter what decision Zhuang Ling made, Leng Yichen knew that he would never let go, but getting Zhuang Ling's willingness to stay by his side seemed to ascend from hell to heaven in an instant.

Unspeakable ecstasy instantly surrounded him.

So much so that his emotions turned so fast that his voice sounded uncontrollably trembling.

"Don't you hate me?"

"If you already have love, you don't want to have hatred."

Zhuang Ling took a step forward, leaned into Leng Yichen's arms, and sighed deeply, "Yichen, let everything go. From now on, we will still be together as happily as before."

Zhuang Ling's words flowed into Leng Yichen's heart like a wave of warmth, slowly warming his warm heart.He has even thought about how to make it up in the future, as long as she is still willing to accept him.This was already the best ending he could think of, but, he really didn't expect that Zhuang Ling would forgive him and not blame him...

"Lingling, thank you."

Zhuang Ling smiled slightly, raised his head, and kissed the corner of Leng Yichen's lips, kissing away his sadness and sadness, pain and despair.From now on, let them only have happiness.

Just have happiness...

The eyes are full of tenderness and happiness, so full of happiness, Leng Yichen suddenly feels like he is in a dream.She lowered her head and slowly pressed Zhuang Ling's lips.

At this moment, Zhuang Ling suddenly pushed Leng Yichen away.

Zhuang Ling only felt that the nausea that had been happening occasionally in his throat for the past few days came back, and he didn't even have time to say sorry to Leng Yichen, so he turned and ran to the bathroom.

Leng Yichen froze, instantly worried, and followed Zhuang Ling's footsteps to the bathroom.

(End of this chapter)