lip tint

Chapter 194 The first drop of blood
"Brother, are you asleep?"

Cecilia stood outside Ashburn's room knocking, knocking, and pausing, obviously absent-minded.

The door of the room was opened from the inside, and Ashburn's hair was slightly wet. He rarely wore those neat dresses and suits, but a soft and casual home clothes, carrying the scent of water vapor and body wash —he had obviously just had a bath.

"What's the matter, why are you here?" Ashburn was a little surprised, and Cecilia rarely ran to his room to find him.

"I just want to stay with you."

Xicilia raised her head and smiled at him with a sweet and soft look: "I miss you so much, you can't dislike me, can you?"

Ashbourn had nothing to do with her delicate appearance. He stretched out his hand and scratched the tip of her delicate nose, and turned sideways to make way for the door: "No one who dislikes you will dislike you, come in Well, it's windy outside."

Cecilia's heart warmed slightly.He is the same as Qi Zhi, she is obviously a cold-blooded animal and is not afraid of the cold wind, but both of them are always worried that she will catch a cold.

Ashburn's room was much simpler and tidier than Hecilia's. If no one told him, it would be impossible to imagine that this would be the room of a blood-blooded earl.

Cecilia pushed open the huge clear French window on the balcony.There is a single sofa on the balcony, and a small rattan coffee table in front of the sofa.

"What's wrong today, are you unhappy?" Ashburn took out a plate of well-made desserts from nowhere and put them on the small tea table on the balcony: "Have something to eat?"

"No."

Cecilia shook her head, and led Ashburn to sit down on the sofa. Just like when she was a child, she straightened her skirt and sat on the cushion beside his legs, resting her head on his knees. Lost in a daze.

Ashbourne looked fondly at Cecilia's extremely dependent posture, picked up her hair blown on the ground along her shoulders, and gently held it with her hands, with a clear look: "Really no What's up?"

"Well, not really."

Cecilia unconsciously used her hands to button the pattern on the hem of her skirt, wandering into space.She wanted to be with Ashbourne, and this position gave her a great sense of belonging, as if the decisions and problems that were plaguing her were less serious.

How could Ashburn not know her character, he just smiled and didn't rush her.

The little girl he held in his hands has grown up and has her own secrets and worries. His mission is to stay by her side and give her the strength to stabilize.

The sky was getting dark, and Xicilia stared at the slanting sun on the far horizon, watching it burn the surrounding clouds into a romantic orange-red color, and the glow reflected the gloomy sky next to it, blending with the dark blue , majestic and majestic.

It may be that the evening wind blows people too comfortably, and the depression in my heart seems to be blown away suddenly: "Brother, do you know what it means to love someone?"

Ashbourne turned his gaze away from the distant sky, and fell on the girl's long black hair for a long time, he said slowly: "I know."

"Then tell me, what is love?"

Cecilia stood up and put her hands on his knees, her beautiful light green eyes sparkled with curiosity.The majestic glow behind her shrouded her body thinly, even her eyelashes were stained with golden light, her black hair and pink cheeks, red lips and white teeth, were so delicate that she did not look like a real person.

Ashbourn suddenly wanted to touch her trembling eyelashes, but he stretched out his hand, and finally landed on her temples, and held her arms, which were scattered by the wind: "It's not the wind, it's not the flag, that's it. it's me."

Cecilia shook her head, she couldn't understand.

Ashburn smiled, as if sighing: "Love is a hand that wants to touch and then retracts. Anyone who feels the pain of parting when they meet for the first time, must be in love with him."

Because of love, I can't bear to part with each other every second; but it is precisely because of love that I am willing to push you away with my own hands.

Cecilia listened very carefully, as if she felt something, but she didn't seem to understand clearly.

"Brother, if you meet a girl in the future and you love her very much, will you be willing to pay a price heavier than sacrificing your own life?"

"It should be."

"But won't you put a lot of pressure on the girl by doing this? Maybe in her opinion, she hopes you can live well?"

"So this is called 'love'. Both of them want to give each other the best arrangement, even if sometimes this arrangement is inappropriate or even a bit stupid in the eyes of the other party."

"That's just stupid!" Xicilia felt that she had suddenly found a confidant.

Ashburn took off his coat and put it on Cecilia's shoulders. The coat carried the warmth from his body and wrapped her tightly.I don't know if it's her own illusion, but Xicilia seemed to hear a deep sigh in his heart in a trance, entwined in his heart, lingering, and it sounded particularly depressing and bitter.

"Brother, you are a human being now, you gave me your clothes, you will catch a cold." Xicilia couldn't help but want to take off the coat on her shoulders.

Ashburn held her down, and said in a very serious tone: "But it's still your brother, no matter what I become, this will never change."

Xicilia froze for a moment, the corners of her mouth slowly curled up, and she called him softly and obediently: "Brother."

"Yeah." Ashburn hummed lightly, looking at the pure smile on her face, and told himself again in his heart, it's just a brother, it can only be a brother.

"Then what should I do when I encounter this situation? No, what do ordinary people do when I encounter this situation?"

Ashburn pointed to the location of his heart and told her: "There is no answer, there is no solution, and you can do whatever you want."

Follow the thoughts in your heart, time will always give the best results.

"I see."

As if enlightened, Xicilia hooked Ashburn's finger with her little finger and shook it gently: "Then let's pull the hook and hang ourselves. Brother must keep the content of today's conversation a secret for me!"

Ashburn didn't think she was naive at all, and took the initiative to hook her little finger back: "Pull the hook."

Cecilia laughed, returned the clothes on his shoulders, and ran out like the wind with her skirt, and turned back halfway, lying on the door of Ashburn's room: "Brother, good night~ Remember to cover the quilt at night, so as not to catch a cold."

"Okay." He nodded with a smile, "good night."

Good night, my secret and unspeakable little rose.

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