The Peerless Tangmen Star God Returns

Chapter 124 The author's self-report (collapsed...)
(Volume 1 at the beginning of this book was also published, not Chapter 1)
Because there are too many characters in my book, sometimes even I may not be able to figure it out.And I personally feel that the writing style of this book is really bad, so I won't write it
The new book I released "Douluo Dalu 2: Ice Flame Star God" has the same main story as this book, except that it has been slightly modified.

Because some chapters in this book have too few words, and some chapters have too many words.This affects the signing of the contract, so I discarded the book.

But my book was somehow taken off the shelf because my content was suspected of violating regulations.

I read it for a long time, but I can't see where my book violated the rules?I really didn't understand.

Let me tell my story here.

I am Longdie Xinghe, I am a high school student party.Because I sometimes like to fantasize about something, I embarked on the road of writing.The main thing is to write down what you want to mention.

It wasn't until later that I realized that I had gradually fallen in love with the path of being a writer.But I also want to continue on this road, because this is my dream.

When I was in school, I never knew what my dream was.Going to and from school every day, I am always confused, and I have no idea what I am studying for.

Both teachers and parents say that learning is for a better future.But for me, is it really meaningful just for my own better future?
I prefer to do what I like than to live a better life in the future.Doing things you don't want to do can be tolerated for a while, but not for a lifetime.

I know that studying is my main task now, so I have not given up my study.However, I really love writing this way.

My parents are very realistic, and they all persuaded me to give up this path.It is said that in this society, only money is the most important thing.

Yes, in this society, money is indeed the most important thing.But I don't want to live only for money and forget who I am.

The reality is cruel, my parents cut off my living expenses.If it weren't for the fact that I still have some good friends, I guess I'm almost finished.

Originally, my new book had already applied for the first signing.I also thought about signing the contract twice, as long as I don't make random updates and the number of words doesn't get unstable, the chapters will be published steadily.I thought that within a month, I would be able to send out two signing applications.

But what I didn't expect was that when there was more than a week before the second signing application could be sent out, the news that my book was taken off the shelves came to me.

I collapsed in an instant.Everyone will encounter setbacks more or less on the road to their dreams. This sentence is true and I can understand it.

But the thing is, what I told my parents was that I would definitely be able to sign in a little over a month.That way I could be considered a writer.

Only in that way can I successfully prove that I can do it.Only in this way, my parents will provide me with living expenses again, until finally I can not rely on them, and even support them.

No matter what kind of news, there is nothing more depressing than this block notification of a work.

Especially the following reason for blocking: "content violation", I read my draft carefully, but I didn't figure out where I violated the rules?

I think it's possible that the network's clean network action banned my work by mistake.But I will not give up this path, not for anything else, just to prove myself.

Let me do what I don't want to do, I can bear it for a while, but not for a lifetime.

Because for me, writing is something that I really love to the bone and blood. Writing has already become a part of my genes and cannot be separated at all.

Everyone knows a truth: paper cannot contain fire.So if the fire goes out, the heart is gone.Love cannot be hidden, like fire wrapped in paper.If it goes out one day, then being alive is no different from walking dead.

It is estimated that some people will laugh at me, it is too naive to dream or something, and say let me be more realistic.

That's right, in today's society, if you don't have money, you are nothing.But I really don't want to live only for money, I also want to live for myself.

It takes a long time for a person to make a decision. He has to argue with himself repeatedly, and he has to be 100% sure that what he is doing is right before making this decision; A voice keeps telling you that you are doing the right thing.

I have always had this voice in my heart telling me that what I really like is writing, and it can't be anything else.

It took me almost ten years to understand what I really wanted.Therefore, I will not give up lightly on the road of writing.

There are fifteen strokes for giving up, and sixteen strokes for persistence. Persistence is only a little more than giving up. Therefore, only by persisting in what others cannot persist, can we have what others cannot have.I believe that as long as I persevere, I will definitely walk out of my own path on this road of writing.Because I believe that there will be miracles in this world.

If there is a miracle in this world, hard work is another name for it.Working hard for my own dreams has also become my motivation now.

In fact, I also wrote about giving up writing.However, giving up is just two words, but regretting is a lifetime thing! ! !
I still remember my brother telling me: Don't give up easily, don't give up this world to those who think you can't do it.Because a man has to be a little unrealistically confident if he wants to be successful.

I don't want to be a famous writer, I just want to prove myself.

What my parents said was: If I can earn money to support myself through writing, then they will never interfere with me.

My parents only gave me a little over a month.For more than a month, I was penniless.I often think that if I can just get through this period, when my signing is successful, I will be able to prove my parents that I am right.

That way I can really stick to my dream.Similarly, I can also go further and further on the road of writing.I can support myself by writing, and I can live independently without relying on my parents.

However, blocking notifications for this work almost broke me completely.I tried my best to code carefully, and I never committed those violations.I really can't figure out why my work was blocked.

I also sent an application to unblock, but this time, I feel that it is difficult for me to pass.

Some money was told to me by the author, and generally they will hardly return you for this kind of application.It also means that even if I start a new book immediately, it will take more than two months to sign the contract successfully.

I'm just fighting for my dream, but blocking notifications this time will most likely cut off my writing path.

Likewise, there's a good chance I won't have the support of my parents again.This also shows that from now on, my survival is likely to be a problem.

I really hate this world, why is it so unfair to me?I have a friend who is an author. He wrote later than me, and it was also the first time he wrote it. He personally felt that his writing style was worse than mine.But because he knew the rules, he signed and made it.

I didn't choose to give up, but reopened a book, thinking that one day I would be able to sign a contract successfully, so that I could prove to my parents that my path was correct.

The first book could not be signed. I endured it and did not collapse. Instead, I chose to reopen a book and work hard again.

And the second book was directly blocked, this time it really almost defeated me.

I also wrote novels on other websites before, because those editors cheated people, so I left those websites directly.It just so happened that my friend recommended China Literature to me where I could write.I officially stayed here and became a writer under the China Literature Group.

But I really don't want to give up, I really want to work hard, I really want everyone to see that there is nothing wrong with me fighting for my dream.But this time, I'm really likely to be unable to hold on...

I'm just doing it for my dream, and even this has to be erased.Is there anything wrong with fighting for your dreams?People living in this world should really be realistic.But people can't forget their original aspirations and dreams!You can't live like a money slave!
why?What did I do wrong, why should I be treated like this, I really don't understand.

I don't beg for anything, I just hope that the editors of China Literature Group can take pity on me as a new author. I don't want the editors of China Literature Group to kill an author's dream and ruin the purest beauty of an author.Really, I don't want to...

I just want to live for myself once, to be what I love the most!
I want to be successful, not because of how much money I can earn, but as long as I can support myself and no longer rely on my parents.

I want to be successful, not to be a famous writer, but to be able to prove myself right.

I want to succeed, never for anything else, just to make up for my lost youth.

Just like the youth that everyone else has had, work hard for your dreams once.

To be honest, I really don't know if I can go on this road. The pressure of life, the burden of study, the expectations of parents and teachers, the comparisons between relatives and friends, and the comparisons between classmates to show off their wealth, all of them Like a knife, it pierced my heart fiercely.

I feel that I may not be able to hold on, but I will force myself to hold on.I just hope that my dream won't be shattered just like that, don't...

(I can't write anymore, I'm really about to collapse, let the author calm down for a few days...)
(End of this chapter)