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Chapter 60 60. The Blue Whale Who Incarnates on an Island (2)

"Your clothes are shabby / But your singing is gentle / Adrift with me aimlessly / My back is like a barren hill / But you smile and shake your head / Think of it as the whole universe / You wave your hands with the sun / Greet seagulls / Accompany me to love the world and love the world."

Ji Canghai saw the empty road in front of him, and the weight of the head hammer behind him. He supported his waist to keep stable, and just acted like a human frame, listening quietly.The sound reaches the heart directly through the back, and the heart beats with the rhythm.The chanting became lower and lower, the articulation became more and more vague, and finally seemed to be choked up.He wanted to turn back, but held back.

An Zai sniffed conceitedly, pretending to be calm, but her nasal murmur betrayed her.

"There is another paragraph, this is my favorite, you must listen to it."

"Your fingertips are gentle/touched all of me/the ugly sores from the wind and waves/you have spring and autumn in your eyes/better than all the mountains and rivers I have seen and loved/I thought my shoulders/ were so generous/enough Hold up the tower on the bottom of the sea / And after you come / It looks so thin / I want to give you a shore to run / Make you like a queen.”

The pause button in the body was finally eliminated, and all emotions returned instantly.The sadness that was several hours late is now tumbling and rising like a resurrection, gushing out with billowing moisture.An couldn't help it anymore, her shoulders shook violently.Tears, like a flood that has broken a dam, fell wantonly down the cheeks one by one.

Originally didn't want to cry, she didn't like the tears of failure, so she laughed.Just a vain fake smile can't take away all grievances, unwillingness, regret, and sadness.She gave up so much hard work for so long, just wanted to win a championship to prove herself, all of which failed in the end.Having said that, for this championship, who doesn't work hard?Who doesn't deserve it?Who doesn't deserve it?She couldn't find a reason to cry.

With his head supported by his back, he searched for a point of support and handed over his center of gravity.Anyway, no one saw it, she could unscrupulously distort her facial features and desperately output sadness.

Ji Canghai knew what the people behind him were doing, but he didn't want to expose it.Since the cub didn't want to be seen crying, he didn't want to watch it.Besides, he didn't want the other party to see his expression, the sourness in his heart was really unbearable, and that expression must be ugly.

He said "you can cry for me", but he really didn't know how to deal with the heartbroken cub.Should I continue to mock some trash talk with a cold face?Or should I hug him and comfort him?Should we do some pale encouragement?Or should we keep trying if we fail?He couldn't say it. At this time, apart from letting the sadness go unrestrained, everything else is nonsense.

An Zai finally stopped crying, calmed down slowly, and could feel Ji Canghai's heartbeat in his head.Boom.Boom.Boom.Boom.Listening, the two tuned into the same frequency.Ann stretched out a toilet paper again and blew her nose.The weight behind him suddenly lightened, and Ji Canghai's heart was inexplicably empty.

"Ji Canghai, tell me, is it me or OD who is with me when I'm with OD's romantic love? Tell me, that person with shabby clothes but a gentle singing voice, is it me or OD?"

The nasal voice of the person behind him was thick, which made people feel blocked.Ji Canghai thought for a while and said, "It's both. We are mutual achievements."

"That's right. OD took such a big risk and gave me a chance to go out and go crazy, but...but I didn't win the honor that should belong to him after all. I still lost after all. Not good enough for him."

As the tears flowed down again, Anzai wiped the tears with the back of her hand irritably, stop shedding!Stop streaming!Don't be so worthless!

"Ji Canghai, you're right. I'm pretty good. I don't know myself, I'm crazy, and I want to be recognized by the whole world. Don't you think I'm ridiculous?"

"Yes. It's ridiculous." Ji Canghai frowned, as if he had heard some joke.

"Yes. I think so too"

"It's ridiculous for us. As for me, I don't sleep most of the night, and I run out to drink cold wind and listen to you singing songs with incomplete tone. As for you, you are obviously a king, but you still feel like a piece of trash." Ji Canghai finally turned around and picked up The cup took a sip of wine and looked up at the stars.

"Ji Canghai, are you comforting me?"

I got two acknowledgments from this person on the same day, and today the five elements are really wrong!When did a person like Ji Canghai ever praise others?
"It's okay if you think it's comforting, or it's okay if you think it's the truth. Anyway, I said it, you can think whatever you want." Ji Canghai shrugged indifferently.

"Just talking about it." An didn't bother anymore, and rubbed her face with her palms vigorously, trying to wipe away all her disappointment.

"Ji Canghai, why do you always look up at the sky? What's in the sky?" An Zai followed Ji Canghai's gaze and looked up. There were scattered stars, not magnificent.

"Move your eyeballs, staring at the screen all the time, your eyes are sore."

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I thought it would be a romantic answer, but I didn't expect it to be so practical.

"Ji Canghai, thank you for coming out to find me. But... your way of comforting people is quite unique."

I knew early in the morning that it was no accident that we could meet in this place. This cold-faced and warm-hearted guy must have chased him out because he was afraid that he would be overwhelmed.

Ji Canghai spread his hands and said nothing about his thanks. "No way. I'm not good at this. If you were a girl, you might be able to stimulate my creativity, but unfortunately, you are a brat."

"If I were a girl, how would you comfort me?" Would Ji Canghai also hug and whisper softly?
"Um?"

"Suppose. Suppose! I am a girl, the girl is very lost, the girl is very sad, and the girl is crying in front of you, what will you do?"

"Emmmm, it depends on what kind of girl it is. Ugly, you can run as far as you can."

"Where is the beautiful one?"

"Maybe take advantage of the opportunity."

".Ji Canghai, you are so nasty!"

"Men are dirty."

this person!I really can't chat well!

"Ji Canghai, what kind of girl do you like?" An Zai didn't know why she asked this question, maybe it was just following the topic.

"Do your shit?"

"Can't you be curious? With your virtue, I really can't think of that unlucky girl who can make you look sideways. Do you have a girl you like?"

"emmmmm." Ji Canghai was evasive, looking very unaccustomed to having a heart-to-heart chat.

"Let's talk, let's talk, the love life of an e-sports male model is very interesting!" An Zai seized the opportunity and refused to let go.

"Two-dimensional count?"

"Two-dimensional? Forget it. Forget it"

"Then Maorilan."

"Huh? Detective Conan? Ji Canghai, are you a primary school student?" After all, she must be a cute girl with big breasts, right?

"What's wrong with Mao Lilan? She is beautiful, has a good figure, is gentle and tough."

"So you like the Lion Roar type!" This answer is too unexpected!Otaku's heart is really a needle in the sea!
"It's not the lion's roar from the east of the river, it's softness with strength. Girls, what's the point of drawing eyebrows and eyes every day, you have to have character to be strong."

"Ha ha.."

It turns out that he doesn't like Jiao Didi.
(End of this chapter)