The happiness of crossing every day

Chapter 798

Conditions in the countryside are really poor.

Wang Peng's hometown doesn't even have a complete bathroom.

The toilet in their place is the most typical dry toilet in ancient China.

All the way, you can enjoy the pungent smell of the toilet.

That dry toilet is a very typical pit.

It was full of feces from Wang Peng's family and his family for several years.

Whether it's winter or summer, it's always smelly.

As a city resident, Gao Xinyue was not used to going to that place to go to the bathroom every time.

Because as long as she lowered her head, she could see those white and fat maggots with the naked eye, arching and arching in the shit.

Then, she could still see those green blowflies, all around her all the time, turning around, turning around.

Makes an annoying buzzing sound.

In addition, the smell of the dry toilet is extremely strong, extremely thick, and extremely pungent, so every time Gao Xinyue goes to the toilet to go to the toilet, she feels that her eyes are about to be smoked open Not open.

And every time she went in, she had to pinch her nose tightly and hold her breath hard.

Every time she came out, she felt that her brain was short of oxygen.

It is because going to the toilet is so inconvenient, so Gao Xinyue is in her husband's hometown, no matter whether she wants to go to the little one or the big one, she can hold back as much as she can.

After a long time, something went wrong with her intestines.

She doesn't like diarrhea, she just likes constipation.

In addition, in that rural area, there is a hard life and heavy labor.She needs a daughter-in-law like her all day long, to take care of the family's laundry, cooking, cleaning, and taking care of the children. As time goes by, the skin on her body has become particularly yellow.

She now feels that she is almost the same as that little yellow man.

……

When Gao Xinyue was in that bathroom, she washed her hair and took a shower in front of the mirror.

She was in the bathroom. For the first time in all these years, she saw her current image carefully.

Seeing the withered and yellow straw-like hair on his head, seeing the dry and flat skin on his body without much luster.

Then I noticed the dense crow's feet on the corners of my eyes, and the deep and hard nasolabial folds on the corners of my mouth.

Gao Xinyue pursed her lips and started crying again.

"What's wrong with me? How did I become so ugly, so old?"

This is the first time for Gao Xinyue to reflect on herself and what she has done these years.

In Gao Xinyue's mind, she recalled the days when she was a cow, a horse, a donkey, and a pig in other people's homes.

After thinking about it, she began to ask repeatedly in her mind.

"Gao Xinyue, what are you doing?"

"What have you been doing all these years?"

"Is this the love you want to pursue?"

"Giving for one person, dedicating for one person, sacrificing for one person, what are you asking for? What are you asking for?"

"Is it worth it? Is everything you pay worth it?"

Gao Xinyue asked herself repeatedly while thinking.

As she asked, she began to frown tightly, covering her mouth and crying.

She now feels that she is really crazy.She felt that she needed to think about it.

After Gao Xinyue washed her hair and body, she came out slowly.

She spent almost an hour in the bathroom, so Chen Yuanyuan, who was sitting in the living room talking to her husband about her daughter's situation, felt relieved to see her come out at this time.

"Girl, the hair dryer is still in its original place, blow your hair yourself, don't catch a cold."

Gao Xinyue heard her mother's words of concern for her, and thought of how over the years, after washing her hair every time, she didn't have a hair dryer to blow it on. She felt particularly wronged and uncomfortable in her heart.

Thinking about it, her eyes turned red again, and she began to cry again.

Chen Yuanyuan noticed that her daughter was so vulnerable at this moment.

After thinking about it, she opened her mouth and comforted her daughter, "Girl, let's not think too much, since the matter is over, we should look ahead."

"To be honest, no one's life is always smooth sailing. No matter how happy or perfect, there are always some regrets."

"As the saying goes, you gain wisdom by eating a fall. If you were fooled once, you should be careful next time, and don't fall in the same place."

"Since you've come out, hurry up and blow your hair. Don't cry. Your eyes are swollen from crying. Besides, you are getting older now, so you should pay attention to maintenance. Don't live your life too rough .”

When Gao Xinyue heard her mother say such words, she quickly sucked her nose and suppressed all the tears in her eyes.

She felt that she really should take care of herself.

She never thought that she would look so old.

She is obviously only in her thirties, but from the outside, she looks like someone in her 50s or [-]s.

Gao Xinyue felt that standing with her mother now, she seemed to be older than her.

In her heart, she felt particularly uncomfortable.

After Gao Xinyue finished blowing her hair, Chen Yuanyuan asked her to put on a down jacket.

This down jacket is bright yellow.

And it's brand new.

"Girl, you sit here. Can you tell us how you have lived all these years?"

"Back then, you eloped with Wang Peng, and your dad and I were really anxious! Your dad didn't even go to work, he went to an acquaintance at the police station and called the police. At that time, we were looking for you all over the world. .But you are just like the one who disappeared, and you can’t find it.”

"Your father couldn't find you, that's because he didn't sleep well for ten days and a half months..."

When Gao Xinyue heard her father say this, she finally felt a little bit ashamed in her heart.

She looked at Gao Jiangyuan with red eyes, and whispered, "Dad, I'm sorry..., I..."

Gao Jiangyuan looked at her tenderly at this moment, and interrupted her directly.

"I'm sorry. I'm your father, and I won't hurt you. You were born by your mother, and your mother won't hurt you. So, don't be hostile to your parents because of that man." OK, okay?"

When Gao Xinyue heard this, her heart choked up.

After that, she quickly returned to her normal expression.

And she nodded slightly to her parents.

But after nodding, she began to refute.

"Dad, Mom, I'm not hostile to you. I, I just didn't understand you at that time."

(End of this chapter)