The happiness of crossing every day

Chapter 368
Hearing that the person in front of him said that he and that object were fine, there was no problem between the two of them.

In fact, Comrade Wang Liantie couldn't tell whether he was disappointed in his heart, or whether he had a feeling that it was true.

In fact, she really hopes that she can go back to the past at this time.

As long as she can go back to the past.

Then she would never have made such a choice back then, that is, two years ago.

She will never abandon the last bit of hesitation in her heart just because of the problem of going to the mountains and the countryside.

Instead, choose to marry the present man.

When Wang Liantie subconsciously peeled off the disguise of his appearance and showed his true self in front of Chen Yuanyuan, Chen Yuanyuan was also able to calm down, and showed kindness to her, saying what she said in her heart.

With a smile on her lips at this time, Chen Yuanyuan took the rice bowl she had used and the bowls she borrowed from others to the tap and washed them.

Wang Liantie just stood aside like that, hugged his stomach, and watched her wash quietly.

Chen Yuanyuan saw her in such a state, she thought about it, and immediately smiled and said to her: "If you still want to come to my place and have a meal with me at noon every day, then you'd better do it tomorrow. Bring a bowl!"

"Don't worry, I have a special cabinet here, which is quite suitable."

When Wang Liantie heard such words, he hummed softly without thinking about it.

Chen Yuanyuan didn't make too many demands when she saw it, but just smiled calmly.

Then, after she finished washing her own dishes and the borrowed things.

She took those things and returned them.

After taking all the things away, Wang Liantie was still standing there alone, thinking about it with some puzzlement in his heart, "This matter..., I don't know what she wants me to do..."

"But looking at this posture, it seems that she is purely doing good deeds..."

In the final analysis, Comrade Wang Liantie is a person with strong self-esteem.

It is also very likely that she has been influenced by those in the family since she was a child, patriarchal.

Therefore, at this time, her inferiority complex and those suspicions suddenly arose.

She thought with a little inferiority in her heart, why did she feel like a beggar from the beginning to the end?

It's fine if you can't borrow the money.

In fact, I only ate her for lunch...

At this time, Wang Liantie actually didn't know what he was really thinking in his head.

She just felt that there were too many things in it.So much so that she has not been able to sort out any thoughts so far.

So many that she doesn't even know what she wants to do in the future...

After all, she feels like a meal is a meal if she can eat it.

For now, she has no ability to earn a living at all.

In the past two years, she realized that she couldn't make money at all in that family, so she could only wrong herself, suppress her self-esteem, and flatter the head of that family. everyone.

Trying to make those people satisfied with her in their hearts, hoping that those people can accept her sincerely.

Treat her like a part of the family.

However, in the facts of the past two years, she did not achieve her goal at all.

She compromised, but she suffered the most pain.

……

When Chen Yuanyuan came out of the school cafeteria, she saw Wang Liantie's face with mixed feelings standing at the door.

She could clearly see the anxiety, struggle, grievance and pain on Wang Liantie's face.

She could feel that Wang Liantie was actually thinking seriously at this moment.

How should she live in the next time?
What kind of role should I play in that family?
As someone who has been there, Chen Yuanyuan immediately guessed what Wang Liantie was thinking.

However, at this moment, she still pretended not to know.

She just smiled and walked over slowly.

Then, with a very polite smile, he said to her: "Well..., Comrade Wang. How about, let's take a walk in the school together and talk?"

Hearing these words, Wang Liantie nodded his head heavily, and then hummed heavily.

While walking through the narrow paths in the school, Wang Liantie suddenly opened his mouth and started a topic: "Chen Yuanyuan, to be honest, I actually hated you when I was in the past."

Chen Yuanyuan didn't have any particularly violent reaction to this, the expression on her face didn't change, it was still the same as before, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, she hummed softly.

In fact, there are many people who hate her in this world.She doesn't care at all about those people who have nothing to do with her.

Whether the other party likes herself or hates herself, she doesn't care at all.

Because she knew clearly in her heart that those people who had nothing to do with her were just passers-by in his life.

Just a passerby.

Why should she care?

Why bother with your feelings?
Wang Liantie probably sensed Chen Yuanyuan's true thoughts in her heart.

A self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of her mouth immediately.

Then, he told Chen Yuanyuan what was in his heart.

Of course, when those words came out, it was a bit like her own soliloquy.

"Chen Yuanyuan, when you first came to our house, seeing your fragile, timid and cowardly appearance, my brothers and sisters said, you look like a bully."

"For those children who are not sensible, they will reach out to bully people who look easy to bully. There is no reason for this."

"Sometimes I also feel that this problem is particularly difficult to explain."

When Wang Liantie said this, she began to laugh at herself again: "It is very likely that people in this world are very snobbish... They all feel that they can bully the weak and curry favor with the strong..."

Chen Yuanyuan, who has been here for a long time and has tasted the warmth and coldness of human feelings countless times, only smiled faintly when she heard Wang Liantie's sentiment.

Then he nodded his head lightly.

"Comrade Wang, I actually quite agree with what you're thinking. It's human nature to step on the highs and the lows. We are not saints with high moral character, so it is often difficult to control this nature live."

"But at that time, you didn't seem to bully me. You didn't scold me. You didn't do any tricks in private."

"It's because you looked on coldly at that time, neither helping nor adding trouble, so you encountered difficulties at this time, so, after several times of hesitation, after several times of wanting to distance myself from you, I finally I still followed my conscience and did this thing.”

"I think that your unsatisfactory life at this time does not mean that you will be unsatisfactory in the future. Therefore, I decided to help you from today. I don't make much money at present. In fact, it is mainly state subsidies and help."

"However, considering your special situation now, I think it's actually okay to buy you a lunch every day."

"Of course, my ability is limited, and I can't help you any more. So, just take it as the reward that you didn't make trouble back then..."

(End of this chapter)