As young and late summer

Chapter 1 The School Belle of Suntech No. [-] High School
"An... An Chixia." Pushed by a group of boys, Liu Rui bit his lip and lowered his head to look at the ground, and said humiliatingly, "I like you."

"Ha ha……"

The crowd immediately burst out into violent laughter, which contained unkind sarcasm. The girls watched the farce gloatingly, and the good-for-nothing boys blew their whistles.

An Chixia, who was about to go to the toilet, was blocked by the crowd. She raised her eyes to look around, and finally her eyes fell on Liu Rui, who had her head down.

Liu Rui is a boy from the next class, standing in a group of boys with his small stature, he doesn't look like a high school student.And the reason An Chixia was able to notice this weak boy in the crowd was because Liu Rui, like her, looked like a lonely monster in this school.

Adolescent boys always use jokes as an excuse for bullying, and the weak Liu Rui naturally becomes the object of their jokes.At first it was just a matter of buying water, food, and running errands, but later such things could no longer satisfy their mischievous psychology. Coupled with Liu Rui's swallowing, they intensified.

"Look, this is an ugly duckling with only ambition!"

"No way, there are always people who like to daydream."

……

Seeing that An Chixia was unmoved, there were gradually taunts from the crowd, all of which fell into Liu Rui's ears, and his shoulders trembled imperceptibly.

An Chixia's eyes were a little colder, looking at the smiling faces around her, a sense of anger surged in her heart.Once upon a time, she was as helpless as Liu Rui, she had to endure so much unreasonable ridicule and isolation even though she had done nothing wrong.She clenched her fists and tried to draw the corners of her mouth into an arc: "Thank you, classmate Liu Rui."

All the voices seemed to be silenced by these words. Everyone looked at An Chixia in disbelief, as if they were unwilling to believe what happened before them. An Chixia actually knew Liu Rui's name?

An Chixia, who wears the halo of the school belle, naturally has many suitors. She has become the envy of boys and girls since she first arrived at this school, and there are even boys who are full of hormones rushing to send love letters, but without exception, they are like falling into the sea. The stones are generally silent.

Therefore, the difficulty factor of chasing An Chixia was upgraded to five stars. Knowing that there was little hope, the boy thought of playing tricks on Liu Rui, and comforted himself who was rejected by An Chixia.

Hearing An Chixia's answer, Liu Rui raised his head in surprise, looked at the smiling An Chixia, and opened his mouth in bewilderment: "You..."

"Thank you for telling me." An Chixia put her hands behind her back, leaned her head closer to Liu Rui, "I have received countless love letters, but you are the first to tell me face to face, you are very happy." brave."

The boys around looked at this major change, their eyes widened. They all admired An Chixia's beauty, but in order to save their own face, they all adopted the most conservative method to avoid making a fool of themselves in public.But An Chixia's words undoubtedly slapped them in the face. In An Chixia's eyes, they were not even as good as Liu Rui.

But the girls focused on the words in the countless love letters, and they looked at An Chixia with jealousy and envy in their eyes.

"Thank you!" Liu Rui said his thanks despite being rejected.

After speaking, he lowered his head and pushed away the crowd and ran away.

After Liu Rui turned around, An Chixia put away the smile on her lips, stared at the boy blocking her way, and said nothing.

The boy felt a chill behind him, his body reacted first, and he took a few steps to the side, making way for An Chixia.

An Chixia remained expressionless, raised her feet and walked forward on her own, without looking at the people around her.

After the people around looked at each other in blank dismay, they all dispersed with embarrassment on their faces.

"Ding ding ding..."

When the school bell rang for the last class on Friday, all the students rushed towards the school gate as if they heard the horn of charge. The closed gate in the past was instantly surrounded by crowds.

An Chixia leisurely raised her head from the desk, glanced at the ticking clock above the blackboard, stretched lazily, and began to tidy up the things on the desk slowly.The home must be lonely and cold, since she will be alone when she goes back, why should she participate in this joy that has nothing to do with her.

The deserted school gate in the past has been occupied by various hawkers, and there are various small stalls on both sides of the road, which can be called a small market.

The location of Suntech Yigao is far from the city center, but the surrounding area is not deserted.There are also breakfast shops and supermarkets on both sides. Although Shangde No. [-] High School is a closed school, there are not a few day students. Without exception, they are regular customers of the surrounding restaurants, and the economy of this area has also been improved to a certain extent.

And during holidays, there are even stalls in front of the school gate, which is as lively as a busy city.

"Student, would you like a cotton candy?"

An Chixia glanced at the enthusiastic little brother, and shook his head politely: "Thank you, no need."

Originally, he only thought An Chixia was a potential customer, but after seeing An Chixia's appearance, the cotton candy seller's expression was slightly startled. The pink cotton candy was still in the air, and his eyes were still following An Chi. Summer moves.

There was nothing covering her eyes behind her, and An Chixia had already noticed that gaze, but this kind of thing happened often, and she was used to it.She was told the fact that she was beautiful since she was a child, but these similar compliments did not bring her substantial benefits, but instead left her marginalized alone.

Many people have jealous nerves, and this is also reflected among girls who are not familiar with the world. Even when they have no concept of jealousy, the girls subconsciously have their own small group, and they wear school flowers. The famous An Chixia was the object of their boycott.

Growing up in a special family environment, An Chixia has also become extremely sensitive, and she appears extremely out of place in front of her peers. She has also tried to change her desolate personality, but this emotion has already taken root in her heart, and she let go of her defenses. The long preparation process is always ruined by changing schools.

An Chixia also slowly compromised, getting used to being alone in the process of being isolated, her face seldom showed a girlish radiance, but more of a polite way of alienating strangers.

And all the girls who have met An Chixia are always amazed by An Chixia's appearance at first glance, and also frightened away by An Chixia's cold aura. In their eyes, An Chixia is beyond reach. The presence.

The boys are different, in addition to their hormonal urges, their youthful and frivolous blood hides countless desires to conquer, and An Chixia's uncontested temperament always makes them more frustrated and courageous.

No matter how many schools he changed or where he went, An Chixia always received the most extreme treatment.The boys' eyes are all around her, and the girls have reached a consensus to avoid her. Over the years, she still hasn't been able to change this situation. The only progress is to adapt to this kind of treatment.

The brand-new asphalt road came to an abrupt end here, and the suburbs are not as prosperous as those near the school. An Chixia looked at the almost deserted building area, then thought of the closed cars and the suffocation of motion sickness, then shook his head, and finally set foot on this road Not a safe road.

All the hormones that were young and had no place to rest were taken in here, and the impulsive and crazy appearance of the young was recorded here, and An Chixia was also fortunate to witness several group fights.Probably because of pride, no matter how fierce the fight was, the boy would always make way for her in a gentlemanly manner.

An Chixia always walked away quickly and wisely, trying to stay as far away from this dangerous land as possible.It is precisely because of this that in just a few weeks, she has almost recognized all the boys who dominate the school.

The dilapidated walls were full of mottled marks, and the huge street was silent. An Chixia glanced at the sticks on the ground, and it turned out that the war had ended silently.

The surrounding area is very quiet, the road in disrepair has revealed the original color of the land, and the trees are still shining with leaves on both sides of the road.An Chixia looked around subconsciously, and finally his eyes fixed on a tree, and there was a boy lying under that tree.

The boy looked at her with a half-smile, as if he had been paying attention to her for a long time.An Chixia frowned slightly, dissatisfied with the sizing up, and wanted to leave here.

But that boy didn't seem to intend to let An Chixia go easily. He sat under the tree and whistled maliciously at An Chixia, his tone full of hooliganism: "Hey, beauty, come and sit for a while?"

An Chixia frowned, her pretty face was full of disgust, and she stared viciously at the tree.With just one glance, she noticed the blood on the boy's arm, and there seemed to be blood-red liquid oozing from the skin.

It seems that the injury is quite serious. How can I stay here alone and have no friends like her?

Various thoughts swirled in his mind, and An Chixia seemed to see himself who was once helpless.Reason came before sympathy, she quickly looked away, hinting over and over again that she should not be nosy, and walked straight in front of the boy.

Seeing An Chixia's hasty pace, the boy looked away without any surprise, lowered his eyes casually, looked at the injured arm, and let out a soft sigh, let alone, it really hurts a bit.

"Hello!" An Chixia had a bad attitude, looked down at the boy sitting on the ground, slowly squatted down and turned the backpack in front of him, frowned at the sleeve on his wound, "Put your clothes up. "

A shadow appeared in front of his face, and the boy looked up at An Chixia who had gone and returned, and once again changed back to his unruly attitude just now, with a teasing tone: "You've met a female hooligan?"

An Chixia didn't want to talk nonsense, took out a small bag from her bag, glanced at the boy, and rolled her eyes: "Hurry up before I repent!"

Looking at the gauze, cotton swabs and other items in the small bag, the boy raised his pretty eyebrows: "Oh? Girls all wear cosmetics, why do you have medical supplies?" Although his hands obediently rolled up his sleeves, his mouth He was not idle either, "Did you just wait for me to get hurt, and want me to promise you with your body after saving me?"

At first, he wanted to be gentle, but when he heard this, An Chixia pressed the cotton swab on the boy's arm.After hearing the boy's exclamation, she didn't have a trace of guilt on her face: "At first, I thought you suffered a little skin trauma, but I didn't expect that you even hurt your brain." She looked up at the boy, and said calmly, "It seems that this delusion is quite serious."

With a smile on the corner of the boy's mouth, he looked at An Chixia who was close in front of him. His thick eyelashes were lightly brushed with a layer of mascara, which made them look more slender, and there was still a vague fragrance of shower gel on his body.

"I thought it was a matter of distance, but I didn't expect her to be a beautiful woman at a close look."

"Oh." An Chixia snorted and did not answer.The boy's wound wasn't too deep. She wrapped it with gauze a few times, and finally tied a bow in a playful way. "There's nothing wrong with the trauma, but the brain problem can't be delayed."

"What's your name?" The boy looked at the abrupt bow on his arm, without getting angry, his eyes fell on An Chixia's school uniform, and he guessed in a good mood, "High school student?"

An Chixia had already packed up her belongings and stood up, looking at the group of figures on the ground, the bright red tracksuit looked indescribably good-looking on a boy, he could be considered a handsome guy, but his brain was broken.She rolled her eyes and turned around: "What's none of your business?"

"Yo." The boy seemed to want to stand up, but a certain nerve in his thigh was still in a state of paralysis. After struggling for a while, he sat back on the ground, looked at An Chixia's figure and said loudly, "Gu Zhi, my name .”

An Chixia rolled his eyes again, without looking back, he just stretched out his arms, shook them in the air twice, and snorted coldly: "See you again."

"Brother Gu." Xu Chenming shouted Gu Zhi's name while riding an old tricycle, and the tricycle dangled and struggled forward on the muddy road.

Gu Zhi closed his eyes in despair, stroked his forehead with his uninjured hand, and let out a deep voice from his throat: "Xu Chenming, did you travel to the 80s to borrow a car?"

Xu Chenming scratched his head embarrassingly, and jumped off the tricycle: "The residents nearby only have this kind of car, so please feel wronged." As he said, he saw the strange bandage on Gu Zhi's arm, and endured it. She smiled and said, "You tied it yourself? I can't see that you have a girlish heart."

Gu Zhi didn't bother with Xu Chenming anymore, he stood up with Xu Chenming's strength, and raised his head towards An Chixia who hadn't disappeared yet: "Here, do you know him?"

If it was another girl, she wouldn't be able to recognize her just by looking at her back, but An Chixia was different. The school beauty was someone who could wear rags to give off the air of a fairy sister.

With just one glance, Xu Chenming's eyes were immediately attracted, and he opened his mouth slightly and said cheerfully, "Our school's school flower, An Chixia, isn't she pretty?"

"Look at your worthless appearance." Gu Zhi glanced at Xu Chenming with disgust, sneered, his eyes returned to An Chixia's back, and then stroked his chin thoughtfully, "I've decided, I will go to your school to teach in the future."

"Really?" Xu Chenming's eyes lit up, but seeing Gu Zhi's uneasy and kind look, he suddenly felt a sense of crisis in his heart, "You're not playing any wrong ideas, are you?"

"Why not." Gu Zhi struggled to lift his foot onto the tricycle, and as soon as he sat firmly, he began to order Xu Chenming, "Hurry up and drive, my leg is about to fail in order to help you fight."

Xu Chenming's dissatisfaction disappeared when he saw Gu Zhi's leg, but he still muttered: "Don't waste your energy, I have initially identified that your magnetic field does not match, you should save your energy."

"That's better." Gu Zhi looked at the bandage on his arm, and shook his arm interestingly, "I'm the chosen one, and the mission of coming to this world is to accomplish those seemingly impossible things."

Xu Chenming uttered two words in a low voice, his voice controlled to the decibel level that disappeared when it reached Gu Zhi's ear: "Nervous."

Xu Chenming and Gu Zhi were originally netizens from different places, but they became friends by accident because of a game. In addition, the two have similar skills, so they like to act together in the game over time.A few days ago, Gu Zhi said that he had come to the city where Xu Chenming was, so the two of them "run away" easily.

As a result, that day, Xu Chenming was dragged by his friends to participate in a group fight, which happened to coincide with Gu Zhi's appointment time, so he had to change the meeting place to the place where the incident happened.

And Xu Chenming also vaccinated Gu Zhi in advance, as long as Gu Zhi stood by and waited for him, Gu Zhi was not emotional and readily agreed.

Xu Chenming didn't think too much about it, after all, such things are not uncommon in high school, but Gu Zhi, who could have thought nothing of himself, shook his arms after asking the reason, and said loyally: "Forget it." Me alone."

Gu Zhi was thin and didn't look like he had a lot of flesh. Xu Chenming thought that Gu Zhi was only a three-legged cat, but he didn't expect to fight. Standing alone in the front is simply the MVP (the best player in the game) in the game.

The battle ended within a few minutes, and Gu Zhi, who rushed to the front, was naturally injured, and got a wound on his arm inadvertently, and Xu Chenming also regarded Gu Zhi, whom he had just met, as a life-and-death friend.

The parts of the tricycle made fragmentary sounds, as if they were about to fall apart at any moment.Gu Zhi endured the bumps, endured the bumps, and complained: "Is there anything else in this car that doesn't make noise?"

"Be content." Xu Chenming rolled his eyes, he was able to borrow this car because of his three-inch tongue, "It comes with sound effects, don't you think it's very cool?"

When passing by the supermarket downstairs, An Chixia tilted his head and stopped. The iodine and cotton swabs were almost gone again, so he should prepare some spares.

This is a habit that An Chixia has developed since she was a child. She matured earlier than the average peers since she was a child, and she was even more out of place with the girls around her. Even if some girls wanted to approach her, they always stayed away because of her cold personality.Over time, she became an isolated object, and it was common for people to trip her up in various ways, such as stretching out her feet to trip her in the classroom, stepping on her shoes on purpose when running and exercising...

One time when she was running, she was turning a corner, An Chixia was on the outer circle and had to speed up, but her shoe was stepped on, and due to inertia, she immediately lost her balance, leaned forward, and immediately became intimate with the ground touch.

All the girls in the class laughed out loud when they saw An Chixia fall, but their speed didn't slow down at all, and they ran past An Chixia laughing one by one.

The pain quickly reached the nerve center. An Chixia gritted her teeth and covered her knees, and carefully moved her feet to the side. These movements alone had already made her scalp numb.

After An Chixia walked to the classroom with difficulty, just after the exercise, the girl who caused the accident walked over with a smile, and said without sincerity, "I'm sorry."

An Chixia covered her knees, looked at the girl coldly, and slowly said a word with her thin lips: "Get lost."

Maybe it was because An Chixia's expression was too fierce, or maybe it was because she knew she was wrong, the girl snorted and walked away without any intention of helping An Chixia.

After returning home, An's mother saw An Chixia's strange walking posture, she didn't respond after asking what happened, she just nodded slightly, and handed An Chixia a bottle of iodine.

At that time, An Chixia had long been used to doing things by herself, and when An's mother handed over iodine, she felt a little touched.She and Ann's mother are not as close as usual mother and daughter, and acting like a baby is a skill she has never mastered.

I thought it was over like this, but An's mother didn't go to work on Monday. Instead, she took An Chixia to find the head teacher, and angrily asked the head teacher, "Where is the person who accidentally stepped on my girl during the exercise?" ?”

The head teacher comforted An's mother, and asked the passing students to call out the girl: "Don't be angry, when Wen Qian comes, I'll ask about the situation."

Mother An touched the top of An Chixia's head without softening in the slightest: "I don't think the teacher will take sides."

The top of An Chixia's head was lightly touched by the palm, and a feeling of warmth flowed from the top of her head to her whole body. It was the first time she felt that she was also loved.

When Wen Qian came, she was not as arrogant as before. She stood with her head lowered, her eyes fixed on the tip of her shoes, and her voice was trembling: "Teacher, are you looking for me?"

The head teacher patted Wen Qian on the shoulder.An Chixia knew that the teacher liked Wen Qian, after all Wen Qian was a top student.Sure enough, the class teacher asked softly: "You tripped classmate An Chixia, didn't you?"

Wen Qian looked up at An's mother, and immediately lowered her head, her voice was already crying: "I'm sorry."

"You can't make such jokes in the future." The class teacher easily used the word "joke" to excuse Wen Qian, and induced An Chixia, "I believe that classmate An Chixia won't care about it, right?"

Before An Chixia could speak, Mother An sneered and slapped Wen Qian.Wen Qian shrank her shoulders in fear, closed her eyes and waited for the pain to come.It's just that she didn't wait for the pain, she tentatively opened her eyes slightly, and saw An's mother's palm resting beside her face.

"Hmph." Mother An snorted coldly, withdrew her palm, and pulled An Chixia to her side, "We, Chixia, don't like such jokes." She half bent her body as she spoke, with the corners of her mouth lightly hooked, but she couldn't see her With a smile, "Otherwise, when Auntie jokes with you in the future, it won't be good if she slaps you on the face."

An's mother didn't even look at the head teacher's face after she finished speaking, she pulled An Chixia away.

"Chi Xia, let's go."

An Chixia followed An's mother, but her eyes were full of confusion: "Mom, I'm going to class soon."

"Mom will transfer you to another school." An's mother amplified her voice deliberately, so that the head teacher behind her could easily hear, "Such a teacher probably can't teach you anything good."

That night, An's mother looked at An Chixia's wound, the bruised knee had already been scarred, and it looked extremely hideous.An Chixia looked down at An's mother, enjoying the warmth she had never had before.

After confirming that the problem is not serious, An's mother handed the iodine in her hand to An Chixia: "Mom can't be by your side every time you get hurt, and can't treat your wound every time, so if you still protect me in the future If you don’t treat yourself well, you have to learn to deal with your own wounds.”

An Chixia was holding the bottle of iodine, and her hand was full of the cold touch of the glass.She didn't act coquettishly or mess around, she nodded obediently: "Yeah."

Only then did An's mother laugh, and touched An Chixia's head, she was extremely gentle: "Hey, go to bed early, and I will find you a good school tomorrow."

Watching the back of An's mother leaving, An Chixia smiled sweetly while holding the iodine bottle.Before that, she had never experienced maternal love, but now she knew that her mother loved her, and the maternal love she received was much cooler than that of ordinary people.

"Auntie, pay the bill." An Chixia put the goods on the counter and called out to the proprietress who was addicted to TV dramas.

Hearing the sound, the proprietress came out of the plot, raised her head with tears in her eyes, and recognized An Chixia after blinking twice: "It's Chi Xia, is it on vacation?"

An Chixia nodded. Although the proprietress was nearly forty years old, she had a youthful heart and her eyes were often swollen from watching idol dramas.

"Well, just got back."

"It's 15 yuan in total." The proprietress skillfully put the goods into a bag and handed them to An Chixia, "I haven't seen your mother come back yet, so you probably have to wait a while."

Before An Chixia could answer, a beautiful voice came from outside the door: "Sister Wu, come and pack Marlboro."

"Mom." An Chixia called to An's mother who was wearing a short skirt, and stood obediently aside with her bag.

In An Chixia's memory, her mother only smoked this kind of cigarette.

She was curious about why this kind of cigarette could win her mother's favorite, so she deliberately got to know Marlboro.

The English of Marlboro is Marlboro, which means Man always remember love because of romance only, roughly meaning "men remember love only because of romance".

From then on, An Chixia knew that perhaps in her mother's view of love, romance was paramount.

"Cao Cao Cao Cao is here." The proprietress smiled, and turned to get the lady's cigarettes behind her. When she saw the skirt on Mother An's body, her eyes lit up suddenly, "This skirt is not bad, how much is it?"

Mother An rested on the counter with one hand.Although the emotional road was bumpy for a while, the years were still kind to An's mother, at least not leaving too many marks on An's mother's face.

"I don't know." An's mother smiled brightly, lifted the hair hanging on her shoulders, and her tone was full of happiness, "It was given by someone else."

"It was given by the BMW driver last time?" The proprietress raised her eyebrows at An's mother, and handed the cigarette in her hand to An's mother, "I saw it, you are a good-looking person."

Mother An was elated, and took out a hundred yuan from her wallet and handed it to the proprietress: "If you have time, I will ask you where you bought the skirt."

"I'm just saying this to you." The landlady's eyes were narrowed into a line with a smile, she skillfully found out the change and handed it to An's mother, raised her chin and blinked her eyes, "The change is free."

"Have you eaten outside?" Mother An unscrewed the door, took off her five-centimeter high-heeled shoes, and asked An Chixia as she walked with her slippers on, but before An Chixia could answer, she continued on her own, "There are instant noodles in the kitchen, cook some yourself when you're hungry."

An Chixia put the shoes into the shoe cabinet, knowing that An's mother would not be able to see her, she still nodded her head.When Mother An's figure disappeared from sight, she sighed softly and walked into the bedroom.

There was no sign of any movement in the bedroom, and the diary on the table still looked like it was gone. An Chixia smiled wryly. She was the only one who gained the freedom that all children wanted to fight for during their rebellious youth.

An Chixia opened her schoolbag, and when she was taking the book, a piece of letter paper fell out. Seeing the pink and tender color, she leaned on the chair helplessly to open the letter paper.

"Student An Chixia: Hello, I'm ××× from Class [-]×, Senior [-]. Although I haven't met you for a long time, but..."

An Chixia glanced at the beginning and lost the desire to read. Love letters like this always came to her desk from time to time.

All boys express their love in the same way, starting with self-introduction and ending with hope for acquaintance. All the words seem to apply a common template, and there are probably very few who can be called sincere.

Throwing the letter into the trash can beside the table, An Chixia picked up the math textbook.

The textbooks contained the latest grades. She had just transferred to this school before she met the exam. The transfer did not delay her study progress, so the content of the exam was still within her ability.

Seeing the words No.1, An Chixia pursed her lower lip. Ever since she knew that good grades can be regarded as a gold medal for avoiding death, she has worked hard on her studies.

In order to urge students to study hard, Shangde No. [-] High School requires parents to sign every midterm exam.An Chixia glanced at the report card, stood up, took the report card and went to An's mother's bedroom.

"Bang bang bang!"

An Chixia knocked on the door.

An's mother would also knock on the door when she went to her bedroom. Sometimes they were really polite like a mother and daughter.

"come in."

After hearing An's mother's words, An Chixia opened the door.An's mother was rubbing the makeup remover in front of the makeup mirror, her face without makeup was a little pale.

"The school exam a few days ago." An Chixia put the report card on the dressing table, smiled at An's mother's face in the mirror, "The teacher asked the parents to sign."

"No.1, not bad." Mother An glanced at the report card, then turned her gaze to the mirror, "Put it here first, and I'll sign it for you later."

"Okay." An Chixia looked at An's mother's smiling face in the mirror, and felt a little satisfaction in her heart. This kind of life is actually considered good.

"By the way, you take this eye cream away, and buy one get one free for you." An's mother continued to move her hands, observing the remaining traces of cosmetics in the mirror.

"Thank you, Mom." An Chixia hesitated for a moment, and soon his face was stained with joy, and he picked up the beautifully packaged eye cream on the table.Her makeup path was actually pioneered by Ann's mother.

Mother An glanced at An Chixia in the mirror, and said, "Eye cream is for staying up late, and it's quite suitable for your age, after all, you sometimes have to study late into the night."

An Chixia's hand holding the eye cream froze, her face became a little more shy, she lowered her head a little at a loss: "Yes."

After making sure that there was no residue on her face, Mother An patted her cheeks and stood up.Seeing An Chixia's shy look, she patted An Chixia's head: "Men like pretty faces, and women like sweet talk, so women put on makeup, and men lie, so that they can appreciate each other."

She looked at An Chixia's beautiful face, her voice was very soft, as if she was talking to herself: "So, don't be ashamed of your beauty."

"Yeah." An Chixia enjoyed the warmth of the top of his head, and even forgot to touch his head.

"Go to bed early." Mother An's gentle voice floated into the air, she smiled at An Chixia, and then walked towards the bathroom, "I'll go wash my face."

It was already very late at night, and there was silence outside, the lights on the entire floor were turned off one after another, while An Chixia's bedroom was still glowing with warm yellow lights.

The beautiful face was perfectly reflected in the mirror. An Chixia sat on the chair and looked at the face in the mirror. Her appearance was inherited from An's mother, so much so that she could no longer remember what her father, whom she had not seen for a long time, looked like.

Young people come together because of love, but when life is full of firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, all the conflicts are on the verge of breaking out, and An's mother's first love has come to an end.

The seven-year love ended with two certificates, and the young An Mu took An Chixia to a strange city. With her education and beauty, it was not difficult to find a decent job.

Some people come to this world just for love, and Anmu is one of them. She has an almost obsessive desire for love, and can devote herself wholeheartedly to new relationships every time.

But the word "forever" is a word that can be called a miracle. An's mother is not so lucky to be favored. In her world, most love ends in mutual losses.And her way of healing is to leave. An Chixia followed her all the way from south to north, and has changed schools several times since elementary school.

Although the time in each city is not long, An's mother can always become the protagonist after dinner.

Adults always seem to like to participate in other people's lives, and rumors can always easily enter those ears without doors and windows.

No matter which city you go to, there are always a group of people who pay attention to their mother and daughter all the time. Over the years, the memories have been covered by time and become blurred, but An Chixia will always remember the appearance of those adults, those blurred faces always There are a pair of cloudy eyes and an uncontrollable mouth.

"Fox spirit, let you steal other people's boyfriends."

The woman frantically pulled An's mother's hair, and her mouth was full of obscene words.An Chixia stood outside the crowd formed by An's mother, her crying was left in a corner where no one was around.

"Still raising your head, do you want to be shameless?"

The crazy woman screamed and raised her hand in full view, aiming at An's mother's face.

An Chixia stood on tiptoe and tried hard to push against the wall, but the insignificant strength did not attract anyone's attention.She raised her head and wept for her incompetence, watching her mother stand in the center and being criticized.

The falling slap was cut off by An's mother. She still had a proud expression on her face, as calm as a bystander, and reiterated the fact again: "He told me that he is single."

"Let me go." The woman struggled, and automatically blocked An's mother's words, her face was full of jealousy, "Why didn't he find someone else, and said it wasn't your fault?"

Mother An chuckled, but as soon as she looked up, she saw An Chixia's tear-stained face, and her eyes immediately became sharp.She shook off that palm, and walked towards An Chixia: "I never bow my head for things I did not do wrong."

Everyone tends to be preconceived and follow the trend to condemn An's mother's indiscretion, but they don't realize that An's mother is actually a victim of being deceived.

An Chixia looked at her mother who was approaching step by step, and the panic in her heart gradually disappeared. She stared blankly at her mother, who was still as beautiful as ever, but her lips were a little pale, or maybe the lip gloss that day was not beautiful enough.

Ignoring the voice behind her, An Mu took An Chixia's hand and walked out of the crowd. The noisy voice was still mixed with some ugly words.

After all the voices weakened and finally calmed down, An Chixia held An's mother's hand instead. That not-so-big palm was the source of all her sense of security.

The roar of the train sounded from outside the window. An Chixia was lying on the window looking at the dark sky. They were about to embark on a new journey.

"Are you blaming mom?" An's mother brushed An Chixia's hair, put her head lightly on An Chixia's shoulder, and asked softly.

An Chixia shook her head without the slightest hesitation, looked at An's mother's haggard face: "No."

"I'm sorry." An's mother's face softened a little, she hugged An Chixia in her arms, and sighed deeply, "It's my mother's fault."

An Chixia still shook her head.

Mother An didn't say anything, but hugged her even tighter.

In the later days, they also changed their residences a few times, and An Chixia always stood obediently by An's mother's side.In her memory, several figures of men appeared, and time finally faded all the faces into a phantom, and she only remembered the tender and fiery eyes they looked at An's mother at first.

In An Chixia's eyes, An's mother is the most loveable woman in the world, but the world doesn't treat An's mother kindly, love only stays on An's mother but never stops.Sometimes she is also curious about the shape of love, but after seeing An's mother sad and drunk, she is more resistant to love.

But An's mother seems to be used to joys and sorrows, always waving her hands chicly and quickly throwing herself into the next love.There are so many lonely souls in this world, so love is flooding.

An's mother is a beginner emotionally, and she can't be called a successful mother in her role as a mother, but this kind of An's mother has received all the respect and understanding of An Chixia.

An elementary school composition once used "mother" as a proposition, and An Chixia got the highest score in the class. The mother she wrote was a gentle, beautiful, generous and decent woman. She applied the posture that a normal mother should have, but she knew that An Chixia Mom never falls into a cliché.

For so many years, An Chixia has been looking for a word to describe her mother. Daring to love, daring to hate, and unrestrained wantonness seem to be insufficient to sum it up. Mother is obsessed with love, and "live for love, die for love" is probably right. Her best rating.

As night slowly fell on the city, An Chixia picked up the phone from the table, but there was still no information on the phone. It was obviously expected, but the disappointment came unexpectedly.

Lying on the bed boredly looking at the white ceiling, An Chixia's nerves were extremely active.After five rounds of tossing and turning, she finally picked up the mobile phone on the cabinet resignedly, and tapped the chat software with her fingers.

QQ is the account she just applied for, and she doesn't have many friends. An Chixia looked at the three words "Song Shi'an" on the screen in a daze, until the light on the screen dimmed, and she managed to recover.

Before meeting Song Shi'an, An Chixia sneered at love at first sight. She has been in love at first sight many times, and no one understands the superficiality of these four words better than her.

But there are countless impossibilities everywhere in life, and Song Shi'an is an impossibility in An Chixia's life.

That day, An Chixia reported to the new school.Reporting is no stranger to her. Since elementary school, she has changed schools no less than three times. It can be said that practice makes perfect in adapting to the new environment.

As usual, An Chixia dragged his suitcase into the school.In order to avoid recess, she had waited outside the school gate for more than ten minutes, and only dragged her suitcase in after the school became quiet again.

An unfamiliar school gate and an unfamiliar environment, An Chixia looked around the school. She was already familiar with the next registration process, and went to the Academic Affairs Office with her suitcase.

There was a small step at the corner, and the suitcase couldn't be walked on. An Chixia carried the suitcase and moved with difficulty.

At the other end of the corner, a boy walked hurriedly with his homework in his arms, without stopping at all because of the corner.So, An Chixia carried the suitcase without paying attention, and bumped into the boy's arms.

The homework lost its support and all fell to the ground, and the suitcase fell in front of it due to inertia. An unnameable fragrance gushed out of An Chixia's nose, and she, who had always hated contact with people, was slightly lost in thought.

"Student, are you okay?" A pleasant male voice came from above his head, the boy looked at An Chixia apologetically, and patted the back of his head in bewilderment.

A breeze lifted the corner of the boy's clothes, An Chixia slowly raised his head, and when he saw the boy, there was an inexplicable surprise on his face.

"Classmate, I'm sorry." The boy hurriedly went to help the fallen suitcase, and in three seconds he turned back and handed the suitcase to An Chixia, with obvious guilt on his face, "I was a little anxious just now."

An Chixia shook her head in a daze, as if she hadn't come out of a certain shock, her head was still shaking, but her eyes were firmly fixed on the boy in front of her.

The boy was a little blinded by An Chixia's stare, but because he had a task to do, he hurriedly squatted down to pick up the homework on the floor, still muttering: "Student, I'm here to pick up the homework, so I can't delayed."

An Chixia stood at a loss, while the boy who was squatting on the ground anxiously picked up his homework, while her gaze fell on the top of the boy's hair.

"Student, I have to go back to the classroom first." The boy hugged a pile of homework, smiled apologetically at An Chixia, and then ran towards the teaching building. The voice reached An Chixia's ears from the air, "I'm Song Shi'an from Class One, Senior One. If you need anything, you can come to me."

Memories of the past began to recover, and time went back to that midsummer many years ago like a reversal. The boy's face began to become clearly identifiable in his mind through the fog of time.

An Chixia was still standing where he was, his gaze followed Song Shi'an away, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Song Shi'an."

Song Shi'an has all the beautiful characteristics of adolescence, sunshine, warmth, and heals when he smiles. He likes Totoro, Hayao Miyazaki, admires James, who is known as the "little emperor", and likes white shirts and loose sweatpants.

Although he didn't have much contact with Song Shi'an, once he wanted to get to know someone, he would subconsciously remember every detail.However, the desire to know whether Song Shi'an was in An Chixia's daily life had become her habit. Every time she heard these three words, her ears were almost pricked up, lest she miss a little bit.

"what are you doing?"

"Have you arrived home?"

"you……"

All the edited messages were deleted word by word, An Chixia racked his brains to figure out how to speak, but their lives seemed to be irrelevant, and after thinking about it, only these irrelevant greetings remained.

"I'm home." An Chixia looked at the abrupt and blunt self-indulgence, and when she couldn't think of other topics, she closed her eyes cruelly and pressed send.

"Yes, me too."

The news appeared almost at the same time. An Chixia hurriedly typed while holding the phone. The smile on the corner of her mouth could not be ignored, but her fingers suddenly stopped on the screen, and she was at a loss when she saw that there was no text on it.

"You did well in the midterm exam. I heard that you are No.1 in the airborne class of eleven."

A line of words that suddenly appeared in the dialog box seemed to give An Chixia a heart-saving pill.Just looking at the news, she could imagine Song Shi'an's gentle and jade-like appearance, and she pursed the corners of her lips: "Probably because of luck, almost all of the exams I can pass."

"Haha, so humble."

The corners of An Chixia's mouth rose uncontrollably, rolling on the bed and screaming silently, his fingers flying on the phone keyboard: "After all, if you fail the exam in the future, it can also be said to be bad luck."

"Haha."

An Chixia looked at the phone screen and smiled foolishly. Her unpainted face was reflected on the small square screen. She entered the message obsessively: "The weekend is boring, do you have any TV series recommendations..."

Before An Chixia finished editing the message, Song Shi'an sent the next one: "It's late, I'm going to bed, you should go to bed early too."

An Chixia nodded on the screen, immediately deleted the message, and said following Song Shian's words: "Okay, then go to bed early, good night."

Although she had already sent "good night", An Chixia's hand was still in mid-air. She was staring intently at the screen on her phone, as if expecting something.

The phone had been turned on and off twice, An Chixia looked at the phone reluctantly, she couldn't wait for Song Shian's good night.

An Chixia turned off the chat interface and swiped her fingers on the phone, but Ji Sitong got into her mind from time to time. The name was still heard from others.

Before getting acquainted with the new school, An Chixia was already a well-known figure, thanks to her pretty face.

"The new school belle is even prettier than Ji Sitong."

"It's so beautiful and aggressive."

"How is it? Do you want to get to know each other?"

"..."

Whether in a restaurant or on the side of the road, An Chixia could always hear such discussions, and the male voice with a well-controlled volume could always drift into her ears just right.

An Chixia was very disgusted with the title "school belle". Everywhere she went, she was always given this high hat for no reason, and the only thing she got was the resentment of the girls headed by the former school belle.

Ji Sitong?An Chi and Xia silently read a few times, she needs to pay attention to this girl, according to past experience, this Ji Sitong is likely to continue the tradition of the school belle in the past, and secretly trip her up.

A few days later, An Chixia really saw Ji Sitong in person because of Song Shi'an.

"Sitong, do you understand that question?"

When An Chixia saw Song Shi'an, his feet were fixed in place.It's just that Song Shi'an's eyes are full of Ji Sitong, and he doesn't even leave her a corner of the eye.

After seeing An Chixia, Ji Sitong also stopped in his tracks, staring at An Chixia with obvious resentment in his eyes.

Seeing Ji Sitong stop, Song Shi'an looked away a little: "What's wrong?" Turning around, he saw An Chixia, his eyes froze, and then he smiled and said, "It's you."

An Chixia smiled generously, nodded and replied, "Yes."

Watching the interaction between the two, Ji Sitong frowned, took two steps forward, and looked at An Chixia with a hostile expression: "Are you the new transfer student?"

Seeing Ji Sitong's menacing appearance, An Chixia's expression remained unchanged, he looked at Ji Sitong neither humble nor overbearing, and even forced a slight smile: "Yes."

"You don't look very good either!" Ji Sitong sneered, and looked An Chixia up and down, "Returning the school belle?"

"Sitong." Song Shi'an interrupted Ji Sitong, and apologized to An Chixia, "I'm sorry, that's not what she meant."

"That's what I mean..."

Before Ji Sitong finished speaking, Song Shi'an pulled Ji Sitong forward and turned his head to An Chixia and said apologetically, "We still have something to do, let's go first..."

"Don't follow me, do you like that face, you boys are always so superficial..."

An Chixia looked at the back of the two leaving, the smile on the corner of his mouth slowly disappeared, and his eyes were still stubbornly looking at the two in front of him.

This was the second time An Chixia saw Song Shian. Song Shian apologized to her twice, one for himself and one for Ji Sitong.

In the days that followed, An Chixia undoubtedly became Ji Sitong's thorn in the flesh. Every time Ji Sitong saw her, he would always mock her in front of her.

An Chixia was indifferent to such a childish provocation. After all, compared to before, Ji Sitong's methods were simply childish.

An Chixia was originally immersed in the joy of meeting Song Shi'an, but Ji Sitong was undoubtedly her unpredictable change. From the time she knew Ji Sitong, she was ready to keep a distance from Song Shian.

After lunch, An Chixia was ready to go back to the classroom and take the small road she usually took. Compared with the main road, she liked the feeling of this road better.

Before taking two steps, An Chixia regretted her decision just now. She slowed down and looked at Ji Sitong who was coming.

"The enemy's road is narrow." Ji Sitong's face changed when he saw An Chixia, rolled his eyes, and deliberately stopped beside An Chixia, looking arrogant and waiting for An Chixia to make way.

An Chixia originally wanted Ji Sitong to leave first, but seeing Ji Sitong's provocative appearance, she immediately suppressed her expression.Although she doesn't like to compete with others, she doesn't have the habit of being stepped on by others.

"Don't you have eyesight?" Ji Sitong raised his voice immediately, and all the accumulated anger was on the verge of breaking out, "Don't you know how to make way?"

"Can't you walk?" An Chixia asked back, looking at the open space next to him.

The two successfully blocked the road.Students passing by saw this scene and stopped to watch the show. The confrontation between the former school beauty and the present school beauty is comparable to the feud between popular florets in the entertainment industry.

Ji Sitong also noticed that there were classmates watching around, and seeing An Chixia's unyielding appearance, she walked to An Chixia's side with glaring eyes, gritted her teeth and said, "I'm Song Shi'an's good friend, I don't like you, so you are sensible Better stay away from us."

An Chixia didn't speak again, not even the slightest change in expression, and continued to walk forward as if nothing had happened.The farce seems to be over, but the rumors are like wild grass.I don't know who said it - An Chixia and Ji Sitong were fighting tit for tat for Song Shi'an. For a while, everyone believed it was true.Even Ji Sitong felt an unprecedented sense of crisis, and even his usual attitude towards Song Shi'an's shouting and shouting was restrained, and every time he saw An Chixia, he was in a defensive posture.

An Chixia laughed it off, anyway, the rumors would only get darker and darker.

On the way to the restaurant, An Chixia lowered her head and kicked stones boredly, but a pair of boys' shoes just appeared in her sight, and all dissatisfaction disappeared when she saw Song Shi'an.

"Student An Chixia..."

Looking at Song Shi'an who was hesitant to speak, An Chixia tilted his head slightly, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: "What's wrong?"

"There have been rumors recently..." Song Shi'an stopped, as if making up his mind, he took a deep breath, "Don't waste time on me."

An Chixia was stunned for a moment, and quickly adjusted his expression, but answered irrelevantly: "Don't worry, I won't disturb you."

Looking at An Chixia with a candid face in front of him, Song Shi'an felt that he was treating a gentleman with the heart of a villain, and his face was a little regretful, as if he was at a loss when they met for the first time: "I'm sorry."

An Chixia laughed lightly, her eyelashes brushed with mascara fluttered up and down, she breathed a sigh of relief: "This is the third time you've apologized to me, but you didn't do anything wrong."

"I've never been very good at talking, don't you mind." After getting the answer, Song Shi'an calmed down a lot, looked at An Chixia in front of him and said with a smile.

"You are very similar to a person I met before." An Chixia said after deliberating, but when he saw Song Shian's calm face, a trace of disappointment flashed in his eyes, "That's why I paid attention to you."

"That's it." Song Shi'an laughed, convinced of An Chixia's words.

An Chixia concealed the faint disappointment in her eyes, and a place in her heart seemed to suddenly become empty, but she, who was good at pretending, kept smiling: "Yeah."

"Song Shi'an!" Seeing the two chatting happily, Ji Sitong's eyes were about to burst into flames, as if he had suffered a huge betrayal, and his tone was full of gunpowder, "Don't come to me in the future."

"Sitong..." Song Shi'an immediately became at a loss. He naturally knew Ji Sitong's hostility towards An Chixia. In order to prevent Ji Sitong from making trouble unreasonably, he gave An Chixia an apologetic look, "I'm sorry, I'm leaving first."

Before she could answer, Song Shi'an had already rushed towards Ji Sitong.

An Chixia stared blankly in that direction, seeing Song Shi'an chasing after Ji Sitong, she felt a little envious of Ji Sitong, it must feel great to be so self-willed in front of friends.

Everything in the new school was not very new to An Chixia, she still repeated her old life of three o'clock and one line, eating alone and studying alone, and she lived a peaceful life.

If I had to say something different, it should be the appearance of Song Shi'an, the shining existence in An Chixia's world.

An Chixia didn't know how long she would stay here, maybe a year, maybe half a year, or even less, and during this time, all she could do was to wait quietly and try not to disturb Song Shian's original life.

(End of this chapter)