The Queen Mother's Kitchen Knife

Chapter 54

The slightly parted red lips sucked in the coolness of the night. In an instant, it seemed that the world she was in was not just the early autumn, but the already cold winter and the twelfth lunar month. Her whole heart became a fish frozen in the water, through the clear and transparent The ice, looking outside, can not struggle.

She didn't feel any pain, because at this moment, she completely forgot about the pain, as if she was punched hard by someone, she only knew the feeling, but didn't know the feeling.

But Tang Jingyue heard herself asking: "You..." But she didn't ask anything after all.What are you asking?Her mind went blank!
The bracelets on her wrists were like stars in the sky, and the jade pendant around her waist, which seemed to still have the warmth of his fingertips, became a toy in front of the cat, making her fall into the sway of thoughts and couldn't extricate herself.

That bit of candlelight became the only light in the whole world in the pupil.Jing Zhihao forced himself not to look down.He couldn't face Yue'er's response.He feels guilty for himself.

If he can withstand the pressure and persist for another two years, he can take Yue'er back to the palace without fear or shame!It was only two years, but he was speechless in front of Yue'er.

It took a long time, so long that even Yang Fengrui was tired from crying and gradually fell asleep at night, Tang Jingyue slowly tasted the bitterness.

The heart, as if born with taste buds, understands ups and downs, and understands joy, anger, sorrow and joy.

That year, when she entered the palace, was he the same as she was now?
The same suffering, the same pain, and the same inability to face, the years passed in an instant, leaving only a blank in front of my eyes.

At this time, what Tang Jingyue thought of was not whether she could accept the concubine that A Hao took, but that she really tasted the bitterness of betrayal that A Hao faced back then.Not only the betrayal, but also the heart-wrenching words she said to A Hao back then.While whipping the whip at A Hao, she also stabbed a sharp knife in his heart!
Is she wrong?

Is she really wrong?
In order to protect her mother, she betrayed her lover and stepped into the palace. Was it really a mistake she could not make up for in lifetimes!

Tears flowed silently.

After a long time without Tang Jingyue's response, Jing Zhihao suddenly closed his eyes.He was delusional.One day is wrong, every life is wrong.He couldn't erase his mistakes, they were ink dots dripping on the white paper, no matter how beautiful a painting could be made on it, it couldn't cover up the fact that the ink dots existed.

Just like after Yue'er entered the palace, although he did not give up, he did not forgive.

He took the jade pendant around his waist in his fingers and rubbed it gently.He said: "From now on, I will not bother you again."

Just stay tuned.Now that she is here, he will never touch another woman.But she shouldn't even think about marrying someone else again!He doesn't want to accept him, he doesn't force it, but since he can't stay together, then don't even think about running away!He doesn't care about passing on the incense or something!
After warming up the jade pendant in his hand, the petite person in front of him still didn't speak.

Jing Zhihao opened his eyes, stared at the top of her bun for a while: "Farewell."

Then, jump up!The image of the person rising under the moon is the black eagle rushing into the sky on the cliff, and the cloak is the spread eagle wings, covering the bright yellow moon.In an instant, the sky above the head was like the abyss under the feet.However, no matter how you look at it, it looks like you are going away in embarrassment and fleeing in a hurry.Eagles will also have their own loneliness and frustration.

A gust of wind passed, and the courtyard became quiet.

Tang Jingyue stared at the string on her wrist and the belt around her waist, and when she finally calmed down her thoughts, she couldn't help rubbing the broken soil under her feet with the tip of her shoe, looking a little awkward.

She whispered: "I don't want to be cruel, but... can you just ignore them in the future?"

……

There is no sound around, only the chirping of crickets in the night, breaking the silence of the night crisply.

Why is there no sound?Tang Jingyue bit her lower lip in embarrassment.Back then when she was fighting for favor in the palace, she was merciless in all kinds of traps, but she felt guilty for dealing with A Hao's concubine.She doesn't want to be a person who doesn't care about the lives of others, but this time she really wants to be cruel, really!
"Why don't you talk, don't you...don't want to?" Tang Jingyue endured the sudden pain in her heart, "Do you like them?"

When he thought that Ah Hao might fall in love with another woman, a huge pain suddenly spread all over his body.Ah Hao took a concubine, she only blamed fate, but if Ah Hao changed his mind, she could only blame herself for not leaving a deep impression on his heart.She didn't want to think about how Ah Hao could fall in love with someone else, it's impossible!

Ah Hao even gave her a gift tonight!

Tang Jingyue raised her head suddenly, she didn't believe it!
……

"...What about people?"

When I looked up, I was stupid.

There were still tears in the eyes, and a few crystal clear teardrops hung on the cheeks, showing the same surprised and dumbfounded expression as the master.Tang Jingyue looked at the empty surroundings, embroidered shoes, turned left and right, where is the person? !

This is the small courtyard in Pingye. There are no outsiders. Everything before is like a big dream for her.Tang Jingyue stared, her lips slightly parted for a long time, unable to regain her senses.

"Ah Hao."

When she was distracted just now, did he say anything?

Tang Jingyue stood in the courtyard in a daze for half an hour.A Hao would take the initiative to tell her these things because he must want to know her thoughts.But she kept silent just now, did she misunderstand Ah Hao, so Ah Hao left?

Tang Jingyue frowned at the thought of A Hao's brainless mind and wondered what he would think about. She really wanted to knock on the door of the Regent's Palace right now.

Ugh.

Returning to the room anxiously, she carefully carried the golden peony on the window sill back into the room, feeling that she would not feel at ease wherever she put it.Finally put it on the side of your bed.

Lying on the bed, looking sideways quietly at the flowers standing under the moonlight, I gradually closed my eyes sweetly and sadly.Will there be him in the dream tonight?
She thought that if she went to find him tomorrow, she would go to the front door instead of the back door.

【to be continued】

(End of this chapter)