I, who lived in seclusion for thousands of years, was exposed by yearning

Chapter 93
"It turns out that Fanyu looks like this."

"No wonder you let him paint a portrait of himself."

Looking at the paintings turned over by the old man, Yixing and Peng Peng said one after another.

It turned out that Fanyu looked like this.

From the painting, it can be seen that the other party's appearance is not very good-looking, with sunken cheeks, it can be inferred that Fanyu is a thin man.

Because she is too thin, her high cheekbones look like she has reached old age.

No wonder his goddess rejected him. According to girls' aesthetic standards, such a face is not liked by others.

In addition, the old man also told them that Fanyu is a short person, which is also disliked by girls, especially foreign girls who don't like tall, mighty and safe.

After all, attacks or robberies often occur abroad, and it is good to protect yourself like Van Gogh.

But the old man said that the reason why he asked him to paint a self-portrait was to let him face himself and break through psychological barriers.

But why do they have the same thing, the old man wants Fanyu to recognize his own appearance, and don't miss his goddess.

But on this point, they dare not say, and they dare not ask whether it is so.

After all, it is a famous painter who is admired by all painters.

"I took this painting with me when I left him. At this time, he was in a much better state of mind than when he first arrived in the Romantic City."

Ye Qing looked at the fan pole on the painting, squinted his eyes slightly and sighed softly.

"Isn't it a good thing that he's in good spirits? Why are you still sighing?"

Yixing didn't understand.

It should be a happy thing to be in a better mental state, but why does the old man have such an expression.

Upon hearing the question, Ye Qing shook his head slightly and sighed.

Thinking of the creation stage of this painting, he was a little at a loss for what to say.

At that time, the child met the painter Gao Geng in the country of romance. The child, Fanyu, confided his heart to Gao Geng and told him all his experiences.

In order to make Fanyu vent the pain hidden in his heart, Gao Geng taught him to use desire to vent.

This method really changed Fanyu. After he vented a few times, he was no longer as melancholy as when he first came here.

He persuaded Fanyu several times not to use this method again, but it had no effect.

So he took this self-portrait with a slightly brighter style and less melancholy, and left the land of romance.

Originally, he wanted to give this painting to Fanyu's younger brother Xi'ao, and by the way, let Xi'ao persuade Fanyu not to use such a method to vent.

As a result, when he saw Xi'ao, he heard that the child Fanyu was infected with syphilis.

And the painting in his hands was kept by himself, and some money was given to Xi'ao for him to pay for Fanny's treatment and living expenses.

The reason why this child became like this is after all because of the romantic country he brought him to.

"Ugh……"

Liu Xiaoyi, who watched Ye Qing sigh without answering the reason, also sighed.

He has read the history of Fanyu. In fact, the reasons for the change of painting style were firstly because he came into contact with new painting methods, and secondly because Fanyu got acquainted with those painters whose private lives were very chaotic in Gao Geng.

Fanyu also followed them to find those women who made money from their bodies, and he got the release of his soul in the vent of desire.

So the paintings of that period began to become colorful.

But also because of this, Fanyu became obsessed with this method, and later shared a woman with Gao Geng, and contracted syphilis.

"Why are you sighing? Tell me what you know."

As soon as Qiao Shan heard that Xiaoyi also sighed, he urged the other party to speak quickly.

She had seen the painting of Fanyu in the book, but he really didn't know what kind of person Fanyu was.

The two sighed at the portrait, there must be a story, if there is a story, tell them.

"Looking at the painting in the old man's house, Fanny's beard is plain, which means that Fanny didn't suffer from syphilis at this time."

Liu Xiaoyi pointed to the beard on the painting and preached to several people.

When he saw this period of history at that time, he was also very incredible.

But after knowing the history of all the artists in that period, he realized that those famous artists had suffered from syphilis.

In addition to Fanny, there are also musicians such as Bedouin and Mozart.

"syphilis?"

Several people opened their eyes wide upon hearing this.

So the famous painter still suffers from that kind of disease?
"Yes, he contracted syphilis while he was searching for himself."

Ye Qing nodded in affirmation of Liu Xiaoyi's words.

It is said that this disease is caused by lingering too much in the flowers.

When he left, he had advised Fanny not to do that again, but at that time he had already been addicted to that method.

Like a rebellious child, he would correct himself when he said it, but when he didn't pay attention, he followed that Gao Geng to find that kind of woman.

"There is also a rumor about his syphilis. It is said that he and Gao Geng often have sex with the same woman, so when they knew they were sick, they had a big quarrel about it. Because of the quarrel, Fanyu's ear was covered by Gao Geng. cut off."

"..."

After listening to Liu Xiaoyi's words, several people frowned.

Is this still the well-known and loved painter? How did he do it? Such a ruin of the Three Views.

"Actually, it's not. It wasn't cut off by Gao Geng."

Not long after Ye Qing found out that the child had syphilis in Western Australia, Fanyu sent him a letter.

It was several years later when he got the letter, and Fanny sent him more than one letter.

The content of the letter is nothing but Fanny's remorse.

But what's the use of regretting when one is already sick.

"He cut off that ear himself."

As Ye Qing said, he turned Fanyu's self-portrait back to the crowd again, and said:
"When I knew that Gao Geng led him in that way, I persuaded him, but he still went there secretly. When I learned that he went there again, I left. Not long after that, he will fall ill. He wrote to me about the matter, and when he and Gao Geng argued about his illness, he regretted not listening to my advice, so he cut off his ear with a razor."

When he checked those letters, he was also quite surprised that Fanny had cut off his ear.

I don't know if it was the reason why he didn't reply, which caused Fanyu to cut off his ears when the two were quarreling because of psychological remorse.

It was precisely because of these incidents and the subsequent tribulations that Fanyu became depressed again and suffered mental problems.

When he got the letter from Western Australia, he also learned that the child had been admitted to a mental hospital.

He was very sorry at the time.

Such a talented person, but his life is extremely bad.

"Hiss... doesn't he feel any pain?"

Hearing this, Peng Peng gasped.

How cruel and painful it would be to cut off one's own ear.

This Fanyu is really cruel to himself.

"You can try it and let us know."

Ye Qing glanced at the other party, with a little disgust in his eyes.

I'm afraid this silly boy is really stupid.

Which part of the body does not hurt when cut with a knife?

He even asked Van Gogh if the child felt pain.

"It's useless for you to say that, he won't know."

Huang Lei stood beside Peng Yuchang with a smile on the corner of his mouth. While the other party's attention was on the old man, he stretched out his hand and gently pinched Peng Zai's ear with his fingertips.

The latter immediately grinned and covered his ears, his face full of accusations.

"Pain... hiss..."

Peng Yuchang covered his ears and rubbed them lightly.

This Mr. Huang is really bad.

Even pinched his ears.

"It hurts if you pinch it lightly. Do you think it hurts when Fanyu cuts his ear with a knife?"

"It hurts." Peng Yuchang nodded with his mouth pursed.

"But Fanyu woke up because of the pain."

Liu Xiaoyi looked at Peng Yuchang blinking his eyes aggrievedly, then smiled slightly, and continued:
"In fact, Fanyu seemed to have some mental problems since he was a child. After the first blow that he couldn't love, he finally stopped being sad, but after he was rejected because he fell in love with his cousin because he went home to visit his relatives, his spirit There was a problem again, so when he learned that he had that disease, his spirit was stimulated even more, and he cut his ears with a knife during the quarrel."

In fact, Fanyu's life was very rough and rough.

The person who has never been liked in his life, actually did not sell a few paintings when he was alive.

This is undoubtedly a mental blow to Fanyu.

(End of this chapter)