deep sin

Chapter 63 Guilt
After An Changpu heard Qin Ruonan finished speaking, he didn't say a word, and stood silently beside her table, touching his chin. Qin Ruonan looked at him suspiciously, and it took him a while to recover, realizing that his silence was misleading. He quickly said: "I don't doubt your power of observation, I'm just thinking, the girl Xie Leming mentioned just now who prevented him from beating Lu Min was clearly Lu Anmei, and Ding Mulan was also there, but why? In the previous few contacts, none of them mentioned this matter? This is very strange!"

"What do you mean? Do you doubt Lu Anmei?" Qin Ruonan frowned after hearing his words.

An Changpu made a calm gesture to her: "I know you sympathize with Lu Anmei, but in this matter, you can't be emotional! Her experience and situation are indeed worthy of sympathy, but you can't solve the case by sympathy." Mind, rationality and objectivity can sometimes appear ruthless, but this is also a job requirement."

Qin Ruonan blushed slightly. Although she didn't want to admit it, but what An Changpu said hit her heart, she had a kind of sympathy for Lu Anmei, and because of this kind of sympathy, she subjectively felt it from the bottom of her heart. I don't want to associate that girl in an unfavorable direction.

What An Changpu said is right, when investigating a case, such behavior is wrong.

"I will pay attention to it in the future." She sighed and said to An Changpu.

An Changpu didn't want to make Qin Ruonan even more embarrassed by holding on to this matter. Since she had already realized that her subjective tendency was inappropriate, she would just need to pay attention to it in the future. With her work experience and previous work Performance, I believe this kind of thing will not happen again and again.

"I think it's still necessary for us to go to Ding Mulan's house again, or you can call Lu Anmei alone to ask about the situation." He suggested.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll act emotionally towards Lu Anmei?" Qin Ruonan asked.

When An Changpu heard her question, he smiled immediately: "If you don't ask me, I might really want to remind you. If you ask this, it means that you have taken this matter to heart. I There's nothing you can't believe!"

A faint smile appeared on Qin Ruonan's face, and he didn't dwell on this topic. He looked at his watch and found that the time was getting late: "It's already this time! Originally, I wanted to ask. Let's go to T The composition of the bricks and soil I sent to the county for testing before, now it seems that it may be too late!"

An Changpu was not as impatient as she was. He had already noticed the problem of time when he sent Xie Leming away. In fact, it was not surprising at all. The two of them traveled back and forth between County T and City C all day long. It's no wonder it's early!During the conversation with Xie Leming, even several other people in the serious crime team, whose hours were not fixed in the second half, all got off work and went home one after another. Already home safe and sound began to eat dinner.

"Sharpening a knife is not the same as chopping firewood. Look in the mirror and see how ugly your face is!" An Changpu quickly stopped Qin Ruonan's intention to try his luck, "Let's go! I haven't done anything all day long!" Have a good meal, let's fill our stomachs first, and then go home to have a good rest, and it will not be too late to continue the investigation tomorrow morning when we are full of energy! Solving the case does not happen overnight."

Unable to resist him, Qin Ruonan reluctantly gave up his plan, and was "bombed" out of the serious crime team by An Changpu and proposed to have dinner together. She wanted to refuse at first, but in the end she agreed. This time it was not because of any reason Selfishness, but almost no sleep for two consecutive nights, and busy running around during the day, Qin Ruonan already feels exhausted and top-heavy, thinking about the cold pot and stove at home and the almost empty refrigerator, She changed her mind and planned to treat herself better.

Wanting to be nice to herself, when choosing a restaurant, she still rejected some of An Changpu's proposals and insisted on going to a small noodle restaurant near the Public Security Bureau, and the cost of the dinner was no suspense. system.

When the food they ordered was brought to the table by the waiter, An Changpu looked at the bowl of plain soup noodles in front of Qin Ruonan, a little dumbfounded.

"No wonder you are skinny, how can you be so foolish about eating!" He knew that Qin Ruonan's personality probably wouldn't like to be asked about his personal affairs, but he still couldn't help but open his mouth.

"I won't pay nearly double the price for those two pieces of beef that are more fat than lean." Qin Ruonan glanced at the beef noodles in front of An Changpu, "There is no need to waste money on that kind of place."

An Changpu didn't expect her to say that, so he couldn't hold back his laughter on the spot: "The boss made a mistake for us two partners! If I knew you were like this, he should have let you go with that kid Mo Dou. Two can form an 'Abacus' combination!"

Qin Ruonan didn't smile, and ate his own noodles in silence. An Changpu didn't know if his unintentional joke stabbed her, but he was too embarrassed to ask, so he could only concentrate on eating in silence.

Halfway through the meal, Qin Ruonan's phone rang. She glanced at the calling number, and immediately got up and walked to the door of the store to answer it.

"Sister, what are you doing?" It was her sister Qin Ruofei who called.

"It's time to eat. I just got off work. What about you? Are you off work? Are you tired from working in the factory? If you are tired, don't force yourself! At worst, change a job, it doesn't matter if you earn less! There is a sister at home!" Qin Ruonan put the phone next to his face, and when he talked to his sister, his tone was very gentle.

Qin Ruofei laughed after listening to her sister's series of instructions on the phone. Unlike her sister, she spoke in a soft tone, which sounded like a good temper: "Understood! The sky is falling, and the eldest sister will support you." Now, don’t worry, I know what you need, you just need to take care of yourself, it’s so hard to be a criminal policeman! By the way, I almost forgot to talk about the business, I’ve already sent him the money my brother asked for, so you don’t have to worry about it.”

"He also called you to ask for money?" Qin Ruonan's cell phone was tightened, "Don't he know that you work hard outside? I was investigating outside today, and I didn't bring enough money with me to give He, why can't he wait just one more day? What the hell are you going to do with the money?! You gave him the money, what will happen to your life?"

"Sister, don't worry about me. The factory where I'm recruiting now earns nearly 1000 yuan more than before. It's not like you don't know it! Besides, I went on a blind date a while ago according to my parents' wishes, and now I'm with that person. It’s not bad.” Qin Ruofei, the younger sister, knew that her elder sister was worried about herself, so she quickly said something reassuring.

Qin Ruonan was stunned after hearing his sister's words: "Are you in a relationship? With the man my father asked you to meet before? Didn't you say that you don't have a good impression of him, and you think it's very vulgar for him to talk about money?"

"What's so vulgar, we don't just open our eyes every day to eat, dress and live in the house! Who is more elegant than the other! Forget it! What's the use of worrying about so many hypocritical things!" Qin Ruofei sighed , "Look at the days our parents have lived in this life, sister, do you still believe in love?"

The younger sister's question really overwhelmed Qin Ruonan, her gaze involuntarily drifted to An Changpu who was sitting at the table with her back facing her and eating, and for a moment she didn't know how to answer.

Her silence was exchanged for a sigh on the other side of the phone. After a long time, the younger sister said: "Sister, I was talking nonsense just now. You are the smartest and bravest of the three of us. Don't care about love or reality, as long as you feel happy!"

Qin Ruonan's eye sockets were a little hot, she rubbed them with the back of her hand, softly told her younger sister to take care of herself, then hung up the phone and returned to her seat silently.

"What's the matter? What's bothering you? Why did the clouds cover the top after answering a phone call?" An Changpu looked up and saw Qin Ruonan sitting across from him with an ugly expression, staring at the half bowl in front of him with downcast eyes. But she didn't move her chopsticks, realizing that it was because of the phone call just now that her mood changed.

Qin Ruonan touched the edge of the bowl subconsciously with his fingers, and murmured: "I should really accept your suggestion during the day today, and send money to my brother when I'm in T county, so that he won't go to me again The eldest sister wants money."

"Although I still think that at your younger brother's age, you should no longer be justified in reaching out to ask your sister for money, but since you want it, your younger sister is the second elder sister, so there's nothing wrong with helping to take care of it? Why do you blame yourself so much? Can't you eat?" An Changpu couldn't understand the reason for Qin Ruonan's depression.

"My younger sister is three years younger than me, and she just went to school three years later than me. Before I graduated from high school, I wanted to go to college. My family didn't agree with it. My sister was only in the third year of junior high school at the time. I begged my parents, saying that her academic performance was not very good, she graduated from junior high school and did not go to high school, and asked them to allow me to go to university. I'm so stubborn, she doesn't have to suffer so much at a young age." Qin Ruonan said about his sister, his tone was full of guilt and heartache, and when he spoke, the circles of his eyes turned red involuntarily, and his eyes were covered. layer of fog.

An Changpu did not expect that there was such a story between the sisters of the Qin family, let alone that Qin Ruonan was able to finish college. In addition to personal efforts and persistence, there was also the sacrifice made by her sister. As the only child in the family, although he has never been doted on by his family, but going to school, working, everything goes smoothly, Qin Ruonan's experience is difficult to understand, let alone imagine.

For the first time, he felt that his language function was so backward and his vocabulary was so poor. He wanted to comfort her with a few words, but he couldn't figure out what to say.

An Changpu was stupefied, but Qin Ruonan came back to her senses. She looked at An Changpu's speechless expression, sighed softly, and said mockingly: "I really have a wrong brain to make such a fuss with you. The people in the honeypot say these things!"

After finishing speaking, he pushed the bowl away, got up and walked out of the small noodle shop alone.

[Regarding the situation of Qin Ruonan's family, there was a clerical error in the previous chapter, which has been corrected now.Apart from Qin Ruonan, the Qin family has a daughter and a son. I hereby correct it. I hope you will forgive me! ]
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