deep sin

Chapter 263 Zhong Han's Surprise

When taking the neatly folded letter paper from Cai Min, An Changpu's palms became wet with a layer of sweat. He took the letter paper and put it in his pocket properly. Although I really want to see the contents inside, because there are other old classmates who came one after another chatting, I can only bear it for the time being.

Regarding the relationship between himself and Qin Ruonan, An Changpu didn't go to clear up with Cai Min either. It's not that he didn't have a chance, but he had no intention of getting rid of it at all, since he heard about it from Cai Min just now. From the beginning of the "old story", An Changpu was immersed in a kind of inexplicable joy. At first, he didn't even notice this emotional change, until he talked with an old classmate whom he hadn't seen for a long time. After a while, the other party asked him if he was in such a good mood recently, and he suddenly realized that he hadn't been in such a happy mood for a while.

Although he is usually a person with a good temper and not in a bad mood, and rarely has too strong emotional ups and downs, thinking about it now, it seems that he has often felt upset recently, and the reason for the upset is Zhong Han's love for Qin. Ruonan had some inexplicable enthusiasm and hospitality, but today's depression-like mood suddenly disappeared. The reason is that he just heard from Cai Min the fact that he never knew--Qin Ruonan likes him, and he likes him silently For three or four years.

No wonder, no wonder Qin Ruonan remembers the old injury that he sprained his ankle during the obstacle assessment in college, and Qin Ruonan still remembers it so clearly!No wonder when Qin Ruonan saw him for the first time and realized that he didn't remember who she was at all, he erected a defensive thorn in his body!The inexplicable hostility at the beginning was all because of a misunderstanding in the final analysis, because at this moment, there was a letter in his pocket that should have been handed to him by Cai Min a few years ago.

If it weren't for the lively class reunion now, An Changpu probably couldn't help but want to slap his head hard a few times, so that he can be smarter and not be so dull. For such a long time, he and Qin If the man gets along day and night, she should have noticed some signs of her concern and concern for him long ago!
Thinking of this, An Changpu felt an uncontrollable joy welling up in his heart. If he hadn't considered the surrounding environment, he would have already had a smirk on his face by now.

Finally, unable to hold back his strong curiosity, An Changpu slipped out in the middle of the dinner, found a clean place outside, took out the letter paper and eagerly read it.

The characters are still Qin Ruonan's familiar handwriting, and the language is not decorated with too many gorgeous rhetoric. It looks plain, but it also reveals an indescribable sincerity. There are strong emotions gathered in bits and pieces over the past few years. There is a deep lack of self-confidence in himself, a thin piece of letter paper has a lot of densely written words, all of which are the delicate feelings unique to young girls in their early twenties, if it is not because they can recognize Qin Ruonan's handwriting, An It may be difficult for Changpu to associate the person who is full of little women's thoughts gathered between the lines on the letter paper with Qin Ruonan beside him.

The handwriting on the letter paper can be seen from the traces left by trembling hands when writing. An Changpu can almost imagine how nervous Qin Ruonan was when he wrote these words. Can't help showing a smile.

At the end of the letter, Qin Ruonan said that she was not brave enough in emotional matters, but she didn't want to love someone so hard for the first time in her life, but in the end it just died quietly. Feeling humble, she just wanted to tell An Changpu what she wanted with an equal attitude. Even if she was rejected verbally or in writing, it was better than being ignored like a transparent person. She said that although she was not an excellent person, But the personality can be considered upright, no matter accept or reject, just ask for a clear answer.

After reading the last few words, An Changpu smiled knowingly. If it was the first time we met, the situation might be different, but after such a long time of running-in and getting along with each other, Qin Ruonan has a particularly strong love in his bones because of family factors. The sense of inferiority makes her have a stronger, but also more fragile and sensitive self-esteem than others. Back then, Cai Min lost the letter she wrote to him, but lied that he had given it to him, so she waited and waited. She couldn't wait for an answer, thinking that she was being ignored, so her self-esteem was greatly hurt, and a few years later, she became a colleague by chance, and she didn't even remember her name at all, which touched her heart again. Sadness, that's why the relationship with myself was tense in the first days, and it was not gradually relieved until we got to know each other better.

Thinking of this, An Changpu couldn't help being a little angry with Cai Min in his heart. If she hadn't lied because she was afraid of being blamed, there wouldn't be such a misunderstanding between herself and Qin Ruonan, and neither would she. It took so long to realize that Qin Ruonan had silently liked him for such a long time.

But on second thought, he felt relieved again.That's right, if Cai Min really called him the letter back then, he might have known that there was such an unknown admirer as Qin Ruonan by his side, but so what?An Changpu tried to think back to himself when he was in college, and Qin Ruonan who had no impression on him at that time. If he had received this letter at that time, after reading it, he might not have any reaction. It is very likely that you just laughed it off and sent a polite rejection letter back to the other party.

On the contrary, after a few years, after becoming a colleague with Qin Ruonan, the more we got in touch with and the more we understood, when we look back and read that long letter again, because we can imagine what Qin Ruonan needed to write that letter, How much courage it takes and how much love is the driving force to complete it, I feel very moved.

In the final analysis, it was a good thing that foolish Cai Min made a mistake by delaying the letter for a few years until he had understood Qin Ruonan's goodness before taking it out to wake him up from his dullness. Unrefined mind.

In the following time, An Changpu had no intention of continuing to participate in this class reunion at all. He couldn't control his head and kept thinking about the words in the letter, thinking about the medicine Qin Ruonan bought for him when his old injury relapsed, thinking about it. Seeing Tao Yinyin secretly interacting with others, Qin Ruonan maintained his appearance, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that the throbbing in his heart could not be restrained, so he simply found an excuse to take a step first, and drove away in a hurry.

Go home or go to the "liquid" bar to find someone?While driving, An Changpu was thinking about where to find Qin Ruonan.

He is not a quick-tempered person, but after learning that Qin Ruonan had been secretly in love with him throughout his college years, and was awakened by the secret joy after knowing it, he couldn't help but want to find Qin Ruonan, and while she and Zhong Hanzhi were in love, Before any substantial progress has occurred...

Yes, Zhong Han!An Changpu suddenly remembered what Zhong Han had said to him before, and hurriedly called Zhong Han.

The phone rang for a long time before Zhong Han answered, just after feeding, An Changpu couldn't wait to speak: "Zhong Han, do you remember that you told me before that if I have special feelings for Qin Ruonan, you won't Will you provoke her?"

"I remember this." Zhong Han was not caught by his hasty and thoughtless question, and replied calmly, "I still remember when you told me that she was not your ideal type."

"Yes, she is indeed not the so-called ideal type I thought before, but I can tell you very clearly now—"

"You like her, right?" Zhong Han laughed on the phone, "Or I always have a sense of superiority in IQ in front of you, and it's hard not to have a sense of superiority when I meet someone as dull as you! I You, the client, have to waste so much time to think clearly about something that has been seen a few times!"

Now it was An Changpu's turn to be dumbfounded: "You...you see it?"

"What escaped the eyes of a genius like me!"

"Then what is going on with Qin Ruonan?"

"I'm just throwing my temper at her. Didn't I tell you before that I think she's quite interesting, so if I'm idle in City C, I'm idle. Help her if you can!"

"I thought you……"

"Don't think so, idiot," Zhong Han seemed very happy because he had successfully misled An Changpu, "When did you ever hear a word from me that I had a crush on Qin Ruonan? It wasn't you I'm too slow to think clearly, and I keep trying to find imaginary enemies for myself."

Although An Changpu was hit, he was still in a good mood and laughed.

"Come on, I took the night train tonight and went back to city A, and I'm waiting at the station now." Finally, Zhong Han told An Changpu that he was leaving tonight, "It seems that Qin Ruonan will soon not have to avoid the investigation , no one will compete with you for the role of flower protector in the future, you can enjoy it all by yourself!"

"You're leaving? Why didn't you tell me in advance, I'll see you off!" Only then did An Changpu realize that Zhong Han had been in City C for a long time, and it was indeed time to return after training.

"There's no need for that. It's too pretentious for two big men to bid farewell to each other. This time, you have filled in as a helper. In the future, if you are a husband and wife or something, maybe when our five-year agreement expires, you won't lose. Too miserable!" Zhong Han was still as usual, confident to the point of being almost narcissistic, then he suddenly changed the topic, and said with a smile on the phone. "By the way, I have a surprise for you later, don't thank me too much after you get it!"

(End of this chapter)