deep sin

Chapter 21
When Ding Mulan heard this question, her instant reaction was as if someone had suddenly whipped her. She took a deep breath and wanted to speak, but she glanced at the eldest daughter and eldest son-in-law next to her. , as if the balloon had been deflated, it quickly wilted down.

Qin Ruonan understood, and was about to speak to Lu Anju and Lu Ji, when An Changpu pressed his arm lightly, signaling her not to speak.

"Otherwise, the two of you will go outside with me, and your mother's record will be finished soon." An Changpu opened his mouth, stood up first as he spoke, and motioned for the two to get up and follow him out.

Lu Ji stood up in almost slow motion, while Lu Anju was still sitting motionless in the distance.

"I won't go, I want to stay here with my mother!" Lu Anju said, she stretched out her hand and pulled her mother's arm into her own. Instead of standing up, she moved her butt towards Ding Mulan , sitting closer to her.

Ding Mulan dumbly let her eldest daughter hold her arms in her arms, without any reaction to this, and had no feeling for Lu Anju's thoughtfulness and concern at the moment.

"Xiu Xiaoxin, please change the occasion. If you really care about your mother, it's not too late." This time, Qin Ruonan ignored An Changpu's hint that he should not speak to Lu Anju, and raised his hand coldly. Pointing to the door of the reception room, "Now please cooperate with us in our work."

Lu Anju's eyes instantly changed from the sorrow and sorrow just now, to anger. Before she could get angry, Lu Ji immediately took her arm, dragged her from the sofa, and smiled at Qin Ruonan , pulled Lu Anju and walked out behind An Changpu.

In front of her husband, Lu Anju seemed extraordinarily docile.

The door of the reception room was closed again by An Changpu, Ding Mulan only breathed a sigh of relief at this time, looking at Qin Ruonan with a little gratitude.

"Anju..." She didn't know whether she was trying to smooth things over for her daughter, or pouring out her own feelings, "her personality is like her father, she has to rely on her for everything, and her temper is not very good. She is used to being domineering at home. , I don’t know how to restrain myself outside. I have been unable to control her since she was more than ten years old. In addition to kissing her father at home, she can still listen to her father’s words. She ignores what other people say. "

"I think she is quite gentle and obedient in front of her husband." Qin Ruonan said slightly ironically.

Ding Mulan sighed: "One thing will drop one thing."

Qin Ruonan nodded to her, and didn't intend to continue discussing about Lu Anju, whom he didn't like, and brought the topic back to the previous matter: "Just now, you don't want to talk about Lu Min's sex change in front of your daughter and son-in-law. The reason for the surgery, right?"

Ding Mulan didn't hide it this time, she let out a long sigh, and admitted Qin Ruonan's statement. Speaking of this topic, it was tantamount to touching on her sad things again, causing her emotions to fall to the bottom again.

"Actually, Lu Min wanted to be a woman a long time ago." Ding Mulan was silent for a while, adjusted her emotions, rubbed her dry eyes vigorously with rough fingers, "We just got married Not long after, he told me that he didn't want to get married at first, but his parents didn't agree, because of this, his father beat him up, and I was also an introducer to his house to mention it. His parents thought it was good, so they decided on it, but Lu Min said that he didn't want to get married anyway, if he had to get married, it didn't matter who he married, so he agreed."

"Since he had such an idea so early, why did he agree to get married? Normally speaking, if he really refuses to accept marriage, no matter how much pressure others put on him, it shouldn't help, right?"

"When my father-in-law was still alive, I made an agreement with Lu Min, saying that because Lu Min's eldest brother already had two daughters in his family, if we can have a grandson, we will agree to ignore Lu Min's desire to be a woman. Anyway, then The family doesn't have much money at the moment, and there don't seem to be many hospitals in China that can do that kind of surgery, so Lu Min agreed."

"Do people in your village know about the fact that he wants to undergo surgery to become a woman?" Qin Ruonan asked.

"I didn't know at first, I didn't know at first, I just thought that after we got married, he...he didn't want to...touch me," Ding Mulan said with a red face, "We started sleeping in separate rooms after the eldest was born. , because the baby was a girl, so my in-laws tried to persuade him with all sorts of hard and soft words, and finally got him to agree to have another baby. Anmei, maybe my parents-in-law didn't expect that their eldest son had two daughters, and the younger son had two more daughters, so they changed their minds and insisted on us having a third child. I got very angry about this, and broke up with his parents, and since then, his story has spread, and everyone has heard about it."

Hearing this, Qin Ruonan suddenly speculated about Lu Anmei who was thin but stubborn half a month ago: "Because of this incident, Lu Min has always been unkind to Lu Anmei, right?"

Ding Mulan sighed, talking about her little daughter, her eyes were full of distress: "Lu Min is not bad to An Mei, he just ignores the child, and An Mei's personality is more like me than her father, a bit stubborn, He doesn't know how to please others, and Lu Min also thinks that she spoiled his business by being a girl, so he treats An Ju pretty well, and almost doesn't even look at An Mei at home."

"Has Lu Min ever told you why he wants to be a woman so much?"

"No, I'm not afraid of your jokes. Lu Min doesn't think much of me. Even if I ask this kind of question, he can't answer it. Anyway, he is very persistent about this matter."

When Ding Mulan said this, the expressions on her face were very complicated. There was embarrassment from being ashamed to speak out, and sadness when she mentioned that her husband wanted to be a woman: "Didn't I just say that we slept in separate rooms before Anmei was born. After giving birth to Anmei, I have always lived like this, but I found out many times, when I was not at home, he sneaked into my room to wear my clothes, and he always said that I was too careless about my appearance, He doesn’t buy good-looking clothes, he doesn’t have any decent cosmetics, he doesn’t even have any charm that a woman should have, and he also said that if he was born a woman, he would definitely be much better than me.”

Speaking of this, Ding Mulan's eye circles were a little rosy, and the originally dry eye sockets became moist. She raised her face slightly, sucked in her breath, but finally didn't let the tears flow out.

"So, Lu Min wants to do women's affairs, and Lu Anmei is the one who opposes you the most?" After receiving Ding Mulan's affirmative answer, Qin Ruonan continued to ask, "Later he started to wear women's clothes, and everyone in the village After knowing what happened to your family, is there anyone among those people who is particularly disgusted by this matter?"

Ding Mulan recalled it for a long time in a daze, then shook her head: "Except for the fact that the child and her uncle almost got into a fight with Lu Min over the matter of selling the cemetery, others don't seem to hate it too much, anyway, it has nothing to do with them, they are nothing more than Take a look at the excitement, there is nothing to say that you hate it."

"What about you?" Qin Ruonan asked suddenly, "Do you really understand and support Lu Min's surgery?"

Ding Mulan smiled bitterly: "I can't stop him anyway, what can I do if I don't understand? If I had known that he would die in this matter, I would be desperate, and I would never agree."

"It's still not sure whether his death is related to this matter, so don't think too much about it." Qin Ruonan comforted Ding Mulan, hesitated for a while, and finally couldn't hold it back, "Since we know that Lu Min has one heart after marriage, If you want to be a woman, you don't have any feelings for you, why don't you just leave him as soon as possible?"

"How can I just leave when I say leave! I am a traditional person, and I have only lived with one man in my life." Ding Mulan sighed faintly, tears finally flowed from her eyes, "Besides, I have been a girl since I was a girl. I just like Lu Min, even if he doesn't like me, at least he doesn't like others, so it's good to guard him like this."

(End of this chapter)