President, don't be your woman

Chapter 64 Where is His Heart Left 1
"Housekeeper Wei, are you kidding me?" Lian Xin said with a smile.

"How could it be? Well, that's it, I'll take Ruoxi to see her room." After the butler Wei finished speaking, he walked into the living room again.

Ruoxi was sitting on the sofa in a daze, she walked over and called out twice: "Ruoxi? Ruoxi?"

Ruoxi followed the prestige in a daze, and asked wordlessly.

"Take you to see your room." Wei Butler said.

Ruoxi nodded, stood up and walked into the second bedroom with her.

"This room has always been used as a guest room. It is not as big as the one in Lianxin, but I think it is enough for you. Look at what is missing, and I will help you buy it."

Ruoxi shook her head.

The size of the room doesn't matter to her, those glamorous and luxurious lives are over since she walked out of Shen Yumo's place, and she has had enough.For her, free air is more precious.

"Okay, you all take a break first, and I'll make lunch for you."

Ruoxi nodded again.

Housekeeper Wei knew that she wanted a free and independent space, a space without Shen Yumo, so he closed the door when she left, giving her a quiet world.

From now on, I will start another life, completely erase Shen Yumo from my life, and when my body recovers and I can speak, I can return to my loved ones.

She can't continue to be decadent. If she gives up on herself, no one will be able to help her.

I opened a small suitcase I brought, slowly took out every piece of clothing in it, and took it to the balcony to bask in the sun.Finally, under the empty box, there was only a book of wedding photos lying there quietly.

This is something that belongs to her. She knows that even if she leaves it to Shen Yumo, he probably won't even take a look at it. It's useless to him.So when she was packing up her things this morning, she brought it here without thinking much about it.

Maybe it's the old saying, memories should be kept at the bottom of the box!She doesn't need to take it out to look at it anymore, and she doesn't need to deliberately avoid it, just look at it every day, until one day she can look at it with peace of mind.At that moment, she really walked out of that memory.

Taking a deep breath, she closed the suitcase.

Peaceful days are finally here!

Gradually, she was no longer as depressed as she was in the hospital, and she could eat something occasionally, but she was still speechless.

She thought, it doesn't matter if her voice doesn't get better and she can't speak, she can go home when she gets better, at least her mother doesn't have to worry so much.

It's just that she seems to be born to eat and not gain weight. No matter how she raises her weight, her weight has been hovering in place.

As time goes by, winter is getting colder and colder.

On this day, the three of them were at home, and none of them went out.

Lian Xin found a guitar for her, "Ruoxi, play the guitar, I really want to hear you play the guitar."

Ruoxi shook her head apologetically.She didn't want to play, she didn't want to touch all the memories about music, and she didn't want to think about that night, in that villa by the sea, she talked about guitar for a man all night.

She was so stupid at that time!

Lian Xin pursed her lips regretfully, "Okay, if you don't want to play it, let's not play it."

The housekeeper Wei went to get some snacks and dried fruit, and said with a smile: "Let's eat something, it's such a cold day, there's nothing to do, let's chat while eating!"

"Okay!" Lian Xin agreed happily, and said while eating melon seeds: "Housekeeper Wei, I remember that you didn't like to smile before, you were always serious, why are you smiling more and more now!"

Butler Wei said with an awkward smile: "Everyone is subject to change."

It was Ruoxi who changed her. This girl who makes people feel distressed to the core, always makes people want to warm her with a smile.

"Yes, people are subject to change. Each of us is changing. There are always a few people and things in our lives that make us learn to grow."

Lian Xin sighed suddenly.

Housekeeper Wei laughed again, "Missy has also changed!"

"Really? Where have I changed?"

"You have become sensible, kind, and able to take care of others, and you will no longer put on airs."

"Really? What do you mean, I used to be ignorant, vicious, unable to take care of others, and only put on airs?" Lian Xin couldn't imagine that she was such a person before.

"If you want to say that, it has not changed, because it has changed back."

"Oh, Housekeeper Wei, you have learned to hurt people."

"..."

Ruoxi sat quietly at the side, listening to their chatting and laughing, without making any sound.

In fact, the current housekeeper Wei is not like the housekeeper Wei before, and Lianxin is not like the previous Lianxin. They are all trying to make her better.She understands everyone's painstaking efforts.

The housekeeper Wei chatted with them for a while, stood up and tidied up the coffee table, "Okay, let's talk, I'll make lunch for you."

"Okay, you go, I have to go to the bathroom, I drank too many drinks just now."

However, when Lian Xin came out of the bathroom, she found that it was snowing outside again!

The difference is that the last time it was discovered that the snow had stopped, this time it was the real heavy snow.

She probably likes the snowy weather very much, and immediately cheered, "It's snowing, it's snowing! Ruoxi, look, it's snowing, it's so beautiful!"

Ruoxi looked out of the window following her cheers, large flakes of snowflakes fell from the sky like goose feathers, subverting the whole world, it was really beautiful!
It's just that no matter how beautiful the scenery is, no matter how happy the cheers are, it seems that it has nothing to do with Ruoxi.She is like a person living in another world. Everything in the house and everything outside the window has nothing to do with her. Her heart is a small world.

Lian Xin turned her head from the window and saw that she was still sitting on the sofa in the original posture, so she ran over, "Ruoxi, don't be like this, it's so fun to see the snow falling, let's go to the window, we watch the snow , while chatting, okay? I'll tell you a story, by the way... just wait!"

Lian Xin didn't know what to think of, so she ran up to the second floor and went to her own room. After 5 minutes, she came out, holding a hand warmer in her hand for Ruoxi, "I bought it a few days ago, it's still new, just turned on the electricity, you hold the hand warmer."

Ruoxi smiled at her, thanking her.

In fact, there is air conditioning and floor heating in this room, so it's not cold at all, but Ruoxi's hands are always icy cold.

Lian Xin dragged her to the window.This is a very spacious and bright floor-to-ceiling window. There is a glass tea table and a few small chairs under the window.They sat up, and Lian Xin started talking again: "Ruoxi, I don't think Yu Mo must have told you how he and I changed from lovers to brothers and sisters, right?"

Ruoxi nodded.

"That was seven years ago. At that time, my mother was a servant of Feng's family. I have been with my mother since I was a child and lived in Feng's house. I don't have a father. I don't know who my father is, I don't know Where is my father, and I don't know if my father is alive or dead. I asked my mother many times, and my mother always shed tears silently. Until one day seven years ago, Shen Wenyang took Yumo to visit Mr. Feng at Feng's house , I just found out that Uncle Feng and Shen Wenyang are family friends. At that time, I didn’t understand why Shen Wenyang was so kind to me, always buying me new clothes, always buying me a lot of delicious food, and taking me to the playground , like treating a biological daughter. I don’t understand, I only know that I fell in love with Yumo at first sight, and he treats me like a little sister. When I am alone, I always think of him and always want to see He. And Feng Shao and Yu Mo are also university alumni, Yu Mo's juniors, you know, Feng Qingyang is a flirtatious person, and he will never refuse the request of a beautiful girl. I told him To be honest, I like Yumo, so he generously took me to their university campus, so I have more opportunities to contact Yumo.

I really fell in love with Yumo. In order to be with him, I gave up my reservedness as a girl and confessed bravely. We became official boyfriend and girlfriend.Until one day three years ago, Yu Mo took me to Shen's house. At that time, Shen Wenyang strongly opposed him, and then he began to try to separate us.

But at that time, I just thought it was because he disliked me as a servant, even though he usually doted on me, he still thought that I was not worthy of Yumo and wanted to separate us.And my mother, who loved me very much since I was a child, didn't even support me when this happened, and insisted that I break up with Yumo.I didn't know what to do, so I found Yu Mo and asked him what we should do, he said that no one can stop us from being together, give him time, and he will figure out a way.I have been waiting for his news, waiting and waiting, waiting for a whole month, but what I waited for was the news that he wanted to break up with me.

I was about to collapse at the time, I didn't know why he broke up, I went to Shen's house several times, but I didn't see him.I went back and asked my mother. My mother cried and said it was all her fault. I asked why, and she didn't talk to me for several days.Later, under my constant crying, my mother finally told me that she was not a servant of the Feng family, but a servant of the Shen family. Because of an accident, she had a relationship with Shen Wenyang. Due to the disparity in status, he couldn't marry her, and he was worried that this matter would be betrayed, so he arranged her to Feng's house.She said she was a servant, but in fact, my mother didn't have to do anything at Feng's house, and she bought us a nice house outside, saying that we could leave Feng's house to live our lives when the weather was calm.It's just that my mother has a strong personality and doesn't like to rely on men, so she really did it in Feng's house.

When I knew all this, I was going crazy, my mother, how could she be such a random woman?My father, how could it be Shen Wenyang who I loved and loved but was irresponsible since childhood?I couldn't accept all this, and my temperament changed drastically from then on, ignoring my mother and even sneering at her.Finally one day, my mother couldn't take it anymore, left a suicide note and committed suicide.

I regret it too much, I forced my mother to death, I forced to death the person who loves me the most in this world, I forced to death the person I love the most in this world, I don’t know what I should do in the future... Later, my grandfather took me back to the Shen family and asked me to recognize my ancestors.As for Shen Wenyang, he couldn't bear the hatred that Yu Mo and I had towards him, so he left the Shen family..."

There is no need to say more about the latter.

This pair of lovers who once loved each other deeply, because of the relationship of blood and the relationship of the previous generation, they live together under the same roof and love each other but they can no longer relive their old dreams.

(End of this chapter)