President, don't be your woman

Chapter 43 The Storm Is Coming 1
No wonder, what he said the last time that day!
No wonder, before boarding the plane that day, he turned back and hugged her tightly!

She didn't know why his speech and behavior were so strange before, but now, she understands, she understands everything.In the past more than 1000 days, not only did he not forget his hatred, but his hatred increased day by day.

It's just a game, why take it seriously?
This is what she said to him when he was locked in the detention center, and now, he returned it to her intact.

He wants her to suffer, he wants her to live more painfully than to die.

His purpose was achieved.

Thinking about how happy she was when she trusted him time and time again.He must be laughing at her stupidity in his heart, right?

She was still foolishly preparing for their wedding. In the end, he was married, but the bride was not her.

How ridiculous!
What's even more ridiculous is that she couldn't hate him.

She buried herself deeply in her knees.

The sky outside the window was dark, and the night was also shrouded. She was in the darkness and didn't feel it at all.

Sang Yu's voice sounded outside again: "Sister, open the door, let's have some food, okay?"

However, she didn't react at all, and her tears suddenly stopped flowing at this moment.

She can no longer distinguish between reality and dreams, heaven and hell, is there always a thin line between them?Can his kindness to her be faked, and all his concern for her also be faked?

She is no longer sure...

"Sister, even if Sangyu begs you, can you eat something? That man is not worthy of your love at all. You ruined yourself for him, it's not worth it! Just treat it for us, for Auntie, for Xintong, you Eat a little something, okay?" Sang Yu persuaded earnestly.

For many days, she hardly had a good meal, and everyone was worried that she would collapse soon after going on like this.There was no other way, Lanmu called Xintong and asked Xintong to knock on the door.

"Mom, mom, why are you ignoring Xinxin, mom—" Xinxintong slammed on the door vigorously.

"Xinxin is hungry, Xinxin wants mother, mother—"

After waiting for a long time for the door to open, Xintong was so frightened that she cried, knocking on the door while crying all the time.

Ruoxi didn't respond at first, but Xintong kept crying and crying, and the sound of knocking on the door kept coming, her stiff body suddenly shook.

In that year, she chose to die more than once. Even with her mother, grandfather, Ruohang, A Zi and Sang Yu by her side, she still had nothing to love.But now, with Xintong, can she easily walk on this path?

She is no longer the Lan Ruoxi she was back then.

After a lot of effort, she finally got out of bed and opened the door.

"Mother--"

Xinxintong cried and hugged her leg.

She knelt down, hugged her daughter's small body into her arms, and choked with sobs: "I'm sorry Xinxin, it's not like mom is ignoring you."

"Thank God, you finally opened the door!" Mother Lan saw that she was fine, except for her ugly face, she finally breathed a sigh of relief, and gave her the tray in Sang Yu's hand, "Eat something, Ruoxi, you can't I have been eating and drinking like this all the time, my body can't bear it."

"Mom, I'm not hungry!" She was about to refuse, but Xintong tugged at her clothes with her small hands, and said pitifully, "Mom, I'm hungry, I'm hungry..."

"Yeah, Xinxin hasn't had dinner yet!" Mother Lan said hastily, "Eat as much as you want, and let Xinxin eat a little too."

"Yeah!" Ruoxi nodded, and took the tray over, "You guys go eat too, don't worry about me, I won't do stupid things anymore!"

She knew that if she didn't eat, her family would not be able to eat either.

She couldn't drag the whole family to be buried with her.

Mother Lan watched as she held the dinner plate in one hand and Xintong in the other as she went back to the room and closed the door.Knowing in her heart that it would take some time for her to recover from such a thing, she and Sang Yu also went downstairs.

At least, with Xintong around, they don't have to be afraid that she will really do something stupid.

Ruoxi turned on the light in the room, put the dinner plate on the coffee table, then picked up Xintong, and let Xintong sit on her lap.

The mother and daughter ate one bite at a time.

"Mother……"

The little girl looked at her innocently: "Mom, are you missing Dad?"

"...No." Ruoxi choked out two words.

"But Xinxin misses Dad." The little girl pursed her mouth as she spoke, "If Dad doesn't come to visit Xinxin, Xinxin wants to cry too..."

"Xinxin!" Ruoxi hugged her tightly, "Listen to what mom said, Xinxin, that's Uncle Shen, not Dad, you can't call Dad anymore, you understand?"

"Huh?" The little girl looked at her puzzled, not knowing what she meant.

"Xinxin, be good, listen to mom, that person is not dad, next time you see him, you have to call him uncle, not dad, you know?" Ruoxi patiently explained to her.

"Isn't it Dad?" Xin Xintong asked with a half understanding.

"Yes, it's not dad, it's uncle, remember?"

"Yeah! I remember it, it's uncle!"

The little girl was obedient, she didn't ask any questions, and sat on her lap obediently, playing with her fingers.

Other children have fathers, and she has one too, but now they are gone.

Ruoxi knew that her daughter was unhappy, but she had no choice but to hug her even tighter.

The picture of Shen Yumo playing with Xintong and going crazy together appeared in front of his eyes again. Why must he be so cruel?Even if he wanted to take revenge, he could just come to her alone, Xintong is only so young, how could he bear to involve Xintong in it?How could he be cruel enough to let Xintong lose his father after having a father?
Listening to Xintong saying the word father, her heart really hurts like being cut by a knife.

But, she can't let Xintong go on like this, Shen Yumo will one day be someone else's father, whether it's the Shen family or the Mo family, she, Lan Ruoxi, can't afford to offend.She can no longer let the word "father" come out of Xintong's mouth, she must correct it.

As for Shen Yumo, she should forget about it!
As for Shen Yumo's wedding night tonight, she doesn't need to think about it!
But, why, the more I force myself not to think about it, the more I can't drive him out of my mind?

Xintong fell asleep in her arms. She looked at the bright moonlight outside the window and listened to the sound of the clock ticking. She didn't feel sleepy at all.

In order not to let her family worry about herself, she forced herself to cheer up.From then on, the name Shen Yumo had nothing to do with her life.

Sang Yu also took several days off to stay with her at home, try to make her happy, and try to make her forget her pain.

"Sang Yu, you have rested for several days, you should go to work, don't let the boss talk about you." At the dinner table, Mother Lan said.

"It's okay, I took a week off, and there are three days left!" Sang Yu said while eating.

"Please take so long, is the boss willing?"

"it does not matter."

"You child, go to work tomorrow!"

"Mom, what do you think you care so much about? Sang Yu is no longer a child, she knows what she is doing." Lan Ruohang couldn't help but say something.

"It's children. No matter how old you are, you four are still children in Mom's eyes." Mother Lan couldn't help but look at them, seeing the four of them strangely, she asked inexplicably: "What's the matter with you? Did I say something wrong?"

"It's nothing, Auntie, don't worry. Tomorrow is my birthday. I'll go after my birthday." Sang Yu said with a smile.

Mother Lan suddenly realized.

Don't look at Sang Yu's smile, the pain in her heart is not something everyone can understand.To put it bluntly, it was her birthday, and to put it bluntly, it was the anniversary of her mother's death.

Just because her mother died of dystocia when giving birth to her, this child has not had a good birthday for more than 20 years from birth to now.Even if others want to give it to her, it is impossible, because on this day she will go home to worship her mother.

Mother Lan suddenly felt guilty and wanted to say something to comfort the child, but she swallowed the words again.No matter what you say, isn't it just rubbing salt in this child's wound?
Sang Yu, on the other hand, noticed her guilty look, and turned to comfort her with a smile, "It's really okay, Auntie, I've gotten used to it over the years, so you don't have to feel guilty."

Mother Lan couldn't say anything more, so she turned to Ruoxi who was silent at the side, and suddenly said: "Ruoxi, you can go to the countryside with Sangyu and Sangzi tomorrow! Although you don't know your Aunt Mo, but with you and For Sang Yu's feelings, you should pay homage to Aunt Mo!"

This statement is very far-fetched, not only Ruoxi has never met Sang Yu's mother, but even Sang Yu has never met her own mother.But everyone understands that Mother Lan just wants Ruoxi to go out for a walk and breathe some fresh air.Even if it is impossible to be in a good mood, it is better to go out for a walk than to be bored at home all the time.

Ruoxi didn't object, she nodded quietly: "Okay!"

The one word I have said the most to everyone recently: good!

No matter what everyone asks for, she always sticks to this word, she doesn't object, she doesn't protest, as if there is nothing in this world that deserves her attention.

She seemed to have completely closed her heart.

Everyone hoped that she could cry, cry, and cry out all the pain and pain in her heart.

However, she just couldn't cry.

The next day, she drove to the countryside with Sang Zi and Sang Yu.

"Sister, look, isn't our hometown beautiful?!" Sang Yu got out of the car and pointed to the endless golden wheat fields in front of her.

"Hmm! It's beautiful!" This is a different sky.

"Passing through this wheat field, we will be home if we go further north." Sang Yu pointed in front of her and said, "My mother's cemetery is also buried there. Every time we come back, I have to get out of the car when we pass by here." Take a look. My elder brother told me that my mother’s favorite place was when she died. When she died, she told my elder brother that she must be buried in this place, and she must stay in her hometown, because my father was in this wheat field when he was alive. worker. She wants to accompany her father and never leave her for the rest of her life."

I will never leave you forever!

It is really a beautiful sentence!

However, how many people can walk together for a lifetime?How many people can not leave, never give up?

she does not know.

I don't know whether this life is long or short, I just feel that this life is so difficult!
Sang Zi noticed her sadness, and said with a smile, "Stop talking about Sang Yu, let's go, Mom is waiting for us!"

"Yeah!" Sang Yu nodded.

The three of them came to Mo's mother's grave.

The cemeteries in the countryside are different from those in the city. The cemeteries here are piles of small hills, and there is another grave next to Mo's mother's grave.

"Dad, Mom, Sang Yu and I are back! We are all doing well now, you can rest in peace!" Sang Zi said softly.

"Yes, Mom and Dad, we are back again! I brought you another person!" Sang Yu sat on the ground in front of the grave, pulling Ruoxi to sit down as well, "Have you seen this, this is Ruoxi, I often follow you The mentioned Lan Ruoxi, she also came to see you, are you happy?"

(End of this chapter)