President, don't be your woman

Chapter 121 The Truth Five Years Ago
"What are you jealous of?" Sang Yu asked strangely.

"Almost! Just a little bit!" Mo Ran shook his head and sighed.

Really, what I want to see most in this life is when Feng Qingyang falls in love, but unfortunately, she is destroyed by this girl Sang Yu.If Sang Yu heard him say that he loved her, would she be so excited that she would wake up laughing in her dreams?
"What are you asking so much for? Let's go!" Feng Qingyang rubbed Sang Yu's hair and led her into the building.

Ruoxi has already come out of the operating room, but she is still unconscious.

Yu Mo stood in front of her hospital bed.

It was almost two o'clock in the morning.

Azi looked at the people accompanying her, and said, "Everyone go back, Ruoxi is out of danger, and it's getting late, everyone go back and rest!"

"I don't want it! I want to stay here and wait for my sister to wake up!" Sang Yu was the first to shout.

"What's the use of you staying here? What Ruoxi needs most right now is Yumo. Don't forget that you still have a child in your stomach, Ayang, take her away!" Azi was very tired, and her tone was a little Impatient.

After a day and a night today, he hardly rested, and there were two operations in a row at night, so he was exhausted.

An Qi looked at everyone, they were all men, although she and Sang Yu were not very familiar, but after all, Sang Yu was Ruoxi's younger sister, so she walked up to her and comforted her, "Sang Yu, you should go back with A Yang , even if you don’t think about yourself, you still have to think about the child in your stomach! Don’t worry, there is Yumo here who will guard you every step of the way, and your elder brother, Mo Ran and I will stay here, once Ruoxi wakes up Come on, I will ask Mo Ran to call Ayang, you go back to rest first. Everyone will replace you, even if Yu Mo is a man, he is not a man of iron, and there will be times when he needs you. "

Sang Yu is born to be a master who eats soft but not hard. Hearing what An Qi said, there is no reason to persevere, and she grumbled reluctantly, "Okay, then we will go back first!"

Before leaving, he repeatedly urged, "You must call me!"

"Yeah! I won't forget!"

Sang Yu and A Yang had no choice but to leave.

Ah Zi saw that Mo Ran and An Qi were also very tired, "You two go back too, nothing will happen here."

"It's okay, let's stay!" An Qi said.

She knew that at this moment, even if Mo Ran went back, he couldn't feel at ease, so he might as well stay here.Moreover, Ruoxi is her good sister, a great matchmaker who fulfills her happiness, she will no longer feel jealous or angry just because Mo Ran has a place for Ruoxi in her heart.

Seeing her insistence, Ah Zi had no choice but to say, "Well, let's go to Sangyu's office to rest for a while. There are beds and simple living facilities in the girl's lounge, and I will temporarily leave Mo and Ruoxi alone." Space."

"Okay! We'll be there in a while!"

An Qi took the key, but she didn't leave immediately.

Through the glass on the door of the ward, A Zi looked at Yu Mo and Ruoxi inside, sighed slightly, and left first.

Only Shen Yumo was alone in the ward, guarding in front of Ruoxi's bed.

Her hand that didn't lose a bit has been held in his palm all the time.

"Ruoxi, I'm sorry! I didn't know until today that we had a child as early as five years ago. Why didn't you tell me? The child you gave birth to after so much hardship? I didn't even know ...Are you kidding me, or is God kidding me? Was Xinxin and our child born on the same day, the same year? You used a clever trick to make me think that Xinxin was yours. Let people all over the world think that it is your own, why do you make such a joke with me? If the old man in the cemetery hadn’t told me, would you have never been prepared to tell me that we had another child... ..."

"If the old man in the cemetery hadn't told me, wouldn't you have never been prepared to tell me that we had a child..."

When Chu Mochi thought of their child who died at birth, he felt heartbroken. What exactly took away their child again and again?What the hell happened five years ago?And all of this, he didn't find out the truth five years ago, who is hiding all this?It won't be Ruoxi, she has no reason to hide it, and it won't be the Lan family, so who else?Who is manipulating all this behind the scenes?
He felt that he still had to investigate carefully, he couldn't keep this time bomb hidden behind the scenes...

Ruoxi has been in a semi-comatose state, she seems to have heard Yu Mo's voice, and heard him mentioning the child.

Child, yes, child... her poor child...

She once thought that even if she loses the man she loves the most in her life, there will be at least one child, which is the symbol of love between her and him, the continuation of their lives, the motivation for her to survive, and the source of her life. Hopefully, she will give all her love to this child.

However, she didn't know why, whether fate was too cruel or she was too incompetent, her children left her one by one, one, not even one.Even her unformed child, whether male or female, even less than two months old, was still so small, so small that it was only a piece of meat in her stomach...

Why did she have to endure such painful pain again and again?Why can't she even keep a child in her life?
The most vivid memory is Xinxin's voice and Xinxin's smiling face. She couldn't help calling out the name that made her heart ache.

Shen Yumo thought she was awake, and hurriedly shouted: "Ruoxi? Are you awake?"

"Xinxin... Xinxin..."

She kept calling Xinxin's name, as if she had fallen into some kind of painful desperate situation, she kept shaking her head, and kept calling: "Xinxin...give me back...give me my Xinxin... ...Mom, help me save Xinxin, save Xinxin...Xinxin..."

"Ruoxi! Ruoxi! Wake up, Ruoxi, you are having a nightmare, Ruoxi, wake up!" Shen Yumo kept calling her name, calling A Zi in a hurry, asking him to come over .

"I don't love him anymore, mother, I don't love him anymore, I won't be with him anymore, I won't miss him anymore... Please, give me back my heart, I will leave him, stay away from him Yes, never see him again...give it back to me..."

She babbled intermittently without mentioning his name, but Shen Yumo knew that the 'he' she was talking about was him.

She always thought it was her love, that she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love, that's why fate was so cruel.

"I want to leave him... Mom, I'm sorry, I hurt you... I killed Dad, Grandpa, Xinxin... and Ruohang... I'm sorry Mom... Dad, I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... ...Ruohang...I'm sorry..."

She kept saying I'm sorry, and kept repeating these words in a murmur, until her voice became hoarse.

Listening to people's ears, there is a heart-piercing pain.

"Azi, come quickly!" Shen Yumo couldn't leave her, and shouted outside holding her hand tightly.

Ah Zi hurried over when he heard the movement.

"Azi, take a quick look, she's been talking in her sleep and can't wake up, she seems to be struggling in some kind of painful dream, you hurry up and save her! You hurry up and save her!" Shen Yumo pulled him to the There was a crackling meal in front of me.

"Mo Ran, please pull him away first!" Azi ordered without looking back.

Mo Ran and An Qi pulled him aside and prevented him from coming.In fact, Shen Yumo couldn't make it through, her eyes were fixed on Ruoxi on the hospital bed, her face was as pale as paper, she kept murmuring mother, Xinxin's name, sorry.

He has been avoiding this kind of situation, he would rather let her hate him, unwilling to explain, unwilling to defend himself, just to prevent her from getting into the predicament she is in today, but she still walked into that desperate situation, She put all the faults on herself.

He hated himself so much, how could he let her go to this point?
Azi put on an oxygen mask for her and continued to maintain her weak breathing.

Shen Yumo heard his slight sigh, but didn't dare to ask, didn't dare to accept any result.

Mo Ran was also very disturbed, but he still asked, "How is the situation, Zi?"

"Not very optimistic!"

Azi shook her head helplessly, and glanced at Yu Mo, keeping her tone as calm as possible: "I don't know how much you know, I also promised Ruoxi not to tell you about her past, but now, I guess I have to tell the truth—”

Shen Yumo had a premonition that what Azi was going to say next must be something he couldn't face, but he couldn't escape it.

"Five years ago, she had a child, and she lost that child. It was that child that made her lose the courage to live. She tried to die several times. My grandfather, me and Ruohang, our whole family She pulled her back from hell again and again. Later, it was Ruohang who brought Xinxin back, and she loved Xinxin as her own daughter. In her heart, Xinxin was not only a daughter, but also her spirit. The pillar is her hope of living, and she finally stopped looking for death. You should not see it now. There is a scar on her wrist, which was caused by cutting her wrist at that time. She used to take medicine. Fortunately, we found it in time. Of course, I am not blaming you, I just want to say that all these disasters have ruined her body, and her resistance is already weak. Later, she lost her appetite, lost her voice, and had a miscarriage, which has already left her covered in bruises and holes. Yes, she is living by 'one breath'..."

Sangzi is used to seeing all kinds of scenes of life and death, but now, he can't go on talking.

An Qi trembled fiercely, grasped Mo Ran's arm tightly, her lips trembled many times, and finally asked: "What about now? Is that breath gone?"

Azi was silent for a while at first.

His complexion was very ugly, even uglier than Ruoxi on the hospital bed, and he was a little more troubled.

Everyone's hearts were hanging in the air, for fear that he would say those two terrible words.

"Do you know what is more terrifying than mourning and death?" Azi suddenly asked.

Everyone thought of it in their hearts, but no one dared to say it.

Azi nodded heavily, "It's life that is worse than death! Ruoxi is living in such a kind of torment that life is worse than death, she puts all the sins on herself, she thinks that she caused her family members to die tragically one by one, The person she wished to die was herself, which made her unable to find a reason to live, and she had no will to live at all. However, that tone forced her to live and to take revenge. Such two fires, It has burned her to pieces..."

After saying this, Shen Yumo suddenly couldn't stand up, and trembled violently.

Life is better than death!

Life is better than death!

Probably none of them can understand what kind of life is worse than death!
"And last night, she was exposed to the rain for too long and contracted a type of aspiration pneumonia. Now she has a high fever, and I can only continue to maintain her breathing. As for what will happen to her, it depends on God. It also depends on her own courage. If you can spend twelve hours, the heat can recede, and she can wake up, she will be fine. Yumo, you can accompany her well and talk to her , give her some strength to live, even though she says she hates you in her mouth, she really hates you in her heart, but you are the only one who can wake her up." After finishing speaking, A Zi turned to Mo Ran and An Qi, "An Qi, Go to Sang Yu's office to rest and take a nap, I have something I want to talk to Mo Ran."

(End of this chapter)