The brothers who traveled westward in those years

Chapter 94 0094
Everyone hopes to achieve their wishes, but everyone is full of expectations for the future. Is this life?

Situ Yan thought of everything too beautifully, and she even thought of the problem too simply.If it really came true as she envisioned, then the plot would have long been unknown.

Master Situ told Tang Seng clearly, although he didn't refuse in person, Tang Seng's expression was not good.He hoped to have an interview with Situ Yan.Being followed by Situ Yan these days, Tang Seng was on the verge of collapse towards her.If the matter is not resolved, it may affect whether they can leave the county.

On a sunny afternoon, Tang Seng was sitting in the backyard of Situ Mansion basking in the sun.He hasn't been so leisurely for a long time, and every time he encounters this kind of situation, it means that it's time for him to set off again.This time, he has not announced his departure because he has something that cannot be completely resolved.Procrastination is not his character, and he will not leave if he can't settle it completely.

Situ Yan was dressed very beautifully today, because it was the first time Tang Seng took the initiative to ask her out.Situ Yan's heart almost jumped out of her throat when she heard Tang Seng asked her to meet in the backyard.She has always believed that she can impress Tang Seng, and she also firmly believes that one day she can keep Tang Seng by her side.

The process of trying to realize your dreams is bitter, but the moment of realizing your dreams is happiness.Situ Yan came to the backyard full of joy and sat quietly beside Tang Seng.

She doesn't want much, to be able to be with the one she loves, even if she doesn't hesitate to eat chaff.Her requirements are not high, but she hopes to meet a caring person and support each other until they grow old together.There are more than tens of millions of capable people in the world, but there may be only a few who can suit themselves.

"We are leaving in two days. Before we leave, I must tell you clearly. I know your feelings for me, but we are really not suitable." Tang Seng, who was sitting on the recliner, closed his eyes and said.

Situ Yan was taken aback when she heard the words, she didn't expect Tang Seng to say this.She was a little caught off guard, and trembled twice like an electric shock.Standing up and walking in front of Tang Seng, she said, "Since you know everything, why can't you give me a chance? Is it because I'm not doing well enough? Or do you already have someone in mind?"

Tang Seng said: "Don't guess, you won't know my difficulties, and I don't want to bring up the past with you. Since you think so, let it be, I'm just a passer-by in your life. Gathering by origin and parting by fate, this is is the best outcome."

Situ Yan said: "I will definitely not let you go. Even if you really want to leave, I will leave with you. Since I am not even afraid of everyone's criticism, am I still afraid of going away with you?"

Tang Seng sighed and said: "Don't be like this, what should I do before you give up?"

Situ Yan looked at Tang Seng blankly, and said softly: "Unless you tell me the reason, even if I die, I will die on the road walking with you."

Exhaling heavily, Tang Seng was finally defeated by Situ Yan.Although he was very reluctant to bring up the past, he absolutely could not let Situ Yan leave with him, absolutely not.

Slowly opening his eyes, Tang Seng's eyes were full of sadness, and he recalled all the past.He thought of his life in the monastery and the great monk who took him in.

Time flies, those things seem to be yesterday.If Situ Yan hadn't forced him to have no choice, Tang Seng would never have let himself fall into that kind of memory.

From the love between parents, to being named on the gold list, from being appointed magistrate, to the tragic death in Jiangzhong.Every episode of the past is vivid in my mind, and it is so gloomy and cold when it comes out of Tang Seng's mouth.He didn't show any emotion, as if he was telling someone else's past.Hearing this, Situ Yan felt a chill in his heart, and felt that his whole body was uncomfortably cold.

He has sworn in front of the Buddha countless times that as long as he can reunite their family, he can do anything for the common people.He once promised that Master Avalokitesvara would successfully complete the task of learning Buddhist scriptures.He also promised Tang Wangyi brother that he would not turn back, take the scriptures and return to his hometown when he arrived in Xitian.

He is a person who regards commitment as more important than life, and a person who regards filial piety as more important than life.He did this not for himself at all, but for his parents and the common people.If someone really needed to do this, he hoped that he could exchange himself for the eternal peace of the common people.

The king of Tang also personally promised him that as long as he can reach the west to retrieve the scriptures, he will pardon the world and give all sinners the opportunity to make up for their mistakes.As long as he can bring back the scriptures, the king of Tang will come forward to make peace with the surrounding small countries.The friendship from generation to generation will never go to war, so that the people of the world can share the peace and prosperity.

Once the floodgates of memories are opened, countless memories are like a flood out of control.There are many old people in Tang Seng's mind, some are no longer alive, some have been brought to justice, and some have been blessed.But there are some people, he wants to see each other but there is no news from now on.

He was already trying his best to control his emotions, but he still couldn't control the speed of his speech.His emotions became extremely agitated, and he even wanted to go back to the past at one point.I hope I can go back to the great monk and listen to him recite the scriptures to himself.He really hoped to take another look at the great monk, so that he could act coquettishly with him.

No matter how old a child is, there will be times when he makes trouble for no reason, and no matter how old he is, he will have things on his mind that he can't let go of.Without the kindness of the great monk at the time, Tang Seng would not have the reputation and prestige he has today.But he would rather everything had never happened, and only hoped that he could return to that beautiful childhood.

The great monk sat in front of the monastery, holding him in one hand and holding a scripture in the other.Read a paragraph and look at him, then smile and read another paragraph.Ever since he was babbling and learning to speak, the great monk stayed by his side every day.There are twelve hours in a day, and the great monk was with him for at least nine hours.

It's a pity, a pity, it's a pity that the great monk couldn't see Tang Seng today.Others in Fahua Temple were not optimistic about Tang Seng, and many people secretly talked about him as an orphan.But the great monk has always loved him a lot, no less than any parent loves his children.

It is precisely because of the great monk's love that Tang Seng continued his kindness.But of course it is not only kindness, but also the rigidity of the great monk.One is one, two is two, I don't know how to be flexible, and I don't know how to compromise.That's what the great monk taught him, so he will still only do it after a few years.

He thought of his mother with gray sideburns, the woman who had endured hardships for more than ten years.If she hadn't adhered to a certain belief, how could she be so tenacious.No matter what kind of difficulties they encountered, they never gave up, and finally ushered in the reunion they dreamed of.

Speaking of this, Tang Seng looked at Situ Yan with tears streaming down his face.If she hadn't kept asking, Tang Seng would never have told her these words.Wounds take time to heal, but reopening is bound to bleed.It takes longer to heal again, and only those who have been hurt understand the pain of healing.

Situ Yan wiped the tears from her face, she didn't know how to comfort Tang Seng.Just now he looked calm and composed, but now his face was ashen.Obviously, he has completely fallen into memory.Tang Seng has been unwilling to recall the past, this time it completely sticks out of his mind.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to, I don't know."

"Needless to say, I know you didn't do it on purpose. I don't blame you. I should have told you these words long ago. I hope you can understand. I have this character. I have never changed my temper. .I don't want to delay you, so I hope you can take the initiative to leave." Tang Seng said.

Situ Yan said in a low voice: "I can go to Xitian with you, and I will have someone to take care of me on the way. I don't expect you to give me anything, but I ask you to give me the opportunity to accompany you on the journey."

"Impossible, you don't have to think about it, I will never agree." Tang Seng said.

Situ Yan asked: "Why? Do you hate me so much?"

After speaking, Situ Yan's eyes were red, and tears rolled in her eyes. If Tang Seng didn't make a sound, the tears would probably flow towards the flood that burst the embankment in the next second.

"First, you are a woman, it is inconvenient for us to travel together."

"Second, because of your companions, you should know a few of my apprentices."

"Third, this is fate, you will meet better men in the future."

Tang Seng explained to Situ Yan indifferently, this time he did not look into Situ Yan's eyes, but closed his eyes and said.

After hearing the words, the corners of Situ Yan's mouth curled up, and an imperceptible trace of relief flashed across her face.After a fleeting change, Situ Yan returned to her previous appearance.She repeatedly asked Tang Seng, couldn't she be given a chance.She no longer expects to be with Tang Seng, but only hopes to accompany him for a while.

Speaking of this, it has indeed proved Situ Yan's infatuation with Tang Seng.During the past few days with him, Situ Yan devoted all her energy to him.When I don't see him, I don't think about tea and food, and when I see him, I am very excited.Situ Yan's mother once reminded her that she hoped she could restrain her emotions.

She is just a young girl who has just begun to fall in love, how can she restrain her emotions.And even if it was really possible, she didn't want to do what her mother said.People live a lifetime of grass and trees, and they should do some crazy things when they are young, so that they will not regret it when they are old.

There is a very classic saying, I would rather regret what I did than regret what I didn't do.It sounds a bit convoluted, but this sentence is indeed the real truth.

Situ Yan didn't believe that Tang Seng didn't have feelings for her, that's why she begged to give her a chance.She just wants to get Tang Seng's response, so that she can know her position in Tang Seng's heart.

But Tang Seng never mentioned it, he just kept persuading her not to force her.Dependent origin gathers and extinction leads to dispersal. This is the law of nature.Even if Situ Yan tried to force her again, she still couldn't get the answer she wanted in the end.

One sat on a recliner with his eyes closed and rested, without any emotion on his face.One stood not far away sobbing softly, tears stained her delicate pretty face.Situ Yan cried all afternoon, from after lunch to before dinner.Tang Seng didn't know how to comfort people, so he could only sit there and worry.

A servant girl came to report, and the master called them to have dinner.But Situ Yan still didn't stop sobbing, and the helpless Tang Seng explained to her.It sounds a bit like making excuses, but those words were indeed what Tang Seng was thinking.

He didn't want to delay Situ Yan, because he didn't know the danger ahead.After dark, he doesn't know if he can see the sun tomorrow, so he won't make promises to anyone.He didn't want Situ Yan to wait for him, waiting was sometimes crueler than disappointment.If there is really a break, then the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain.

(End of this chapter)