The brothers who traveled westward in those years

Chapter 35 0035, I wish you happiness after breaking up
Zhu Ganglie only thought Gao Cuilan was angry, so he didn't look for her these days.Coupled with the need to sort out new songs, it took me half a month to find Gao Cuilan.

As soon as he entered Gao Laozhuang, he heard that Gao Cuilan was going to get married.It is said that she is going to marry a wealthy family in the county city as a daughter-in-law. Her future husband has married three wives in total, and she is the fourth.

Zhu Ganglie stopped outside Gao Cuilan's door, although he had fantasized about going in countless times.But even though he is mature enough now, he still doesn't have the courage to take this step.

He knew what Gao Cuilan wanted, but he also had his own persistence.He has always wanted to give Gao Cuilan a stable life, at least the two of them don't have to travel around for a living after they get married.He didn't want Gao Cuilan's parents to look down on him, and he hoped to get their approval with pride.

But then again, success is as simple as that.It doesn't mean that you can get it if you persist, and you can get rewards for your efforts, but not all your efforts will be directly proportional to the rewards.If Gao Cuilan continued to wait for him today, maybe the guilt in her heart would accumulate day by day, until one day she couldn't bear it.

Zhu Ganglie stood at the door of Gao's house, he instinctively avoided the eyes of passers-by.Standing under the opposite tree, silently watching Gao's house which was putting up lanterns and festoons.The girlfriend is getting married, but the bride is not him.But speaking from the bottom of his heart, he sincerely wishes Gao Cuilan to marry a good family.

From morning to dusk, Zhu Ganglie never left the door of Gao's house.He wanted to see Gao Cuilan again the night before she got married, and of course he also prepared something for himself.As long as he drank the thing after seeing Gao Cuilan, neither of them would suffer in the future.

He didn't know who gave him the thing, but it suddenly appeared in front of him that day.He knew all the small characters on it, and he also knew the function of that thing.For him, that thing was indeed the best choice.

As night fell, Zhu Ganglie went to the back door of Gao's house and hooked the door bolt with a wire.He quietly walked into the backyard, and found Gao Cuilan's boudoir with ease.Opening a window at the back, Zhu Ganglie jumped in without hesitation.He should have moved softly so as not to make a noise, but the scene in the boudoir forced him to rush in immediately.

Holding Gao Cuilan off the beam, Zhu Ganglie grabbed her.He never dreamed that Gao Cuilan would seek death.It took Zhu Ganglie first aid for half a stick of incense, and then pulled Gao Cuilan back from the gate of hell.If he came one minute later, he might be separated from Gao Cuilan.

"Lan Lan, why are you so stupid? If you don't want to marry someone, we don't have to marry. There's no need to commit suicide." Zhu Ganglie, who was hugging Gao Cuilan, said tremblingly.

Gao Cuilan slowly opened her eyes, pushed Zhu Ganglie away, curled up and hid in a corner.As if seeing something terrible, he waved his hands trying to drive Zhu Ganglie away.It lasted for several minutes before Gao Cuilan came back to her senses.Sitting at the table, he looked at Zhu Ganglie with dull eyes, and just smirked without saying a word.

This really scared Zhu Ganglie, Gao Cuilan wouldn't go crazy because of the lack of oxygen in her brain.He hurried over to hug Gao Cuilan, and talked about their past to test his thoughts.

Luckily, Gao Cuilan was only a little emotional when she saw Zhu Ganglie.She was still the same Gao Cuilan from before, but her emotions were a little out of control at this time.Zhu Ganglie kept talking to her, but he never got a response from her.

Zhu Ganglie hugged Gao Cuilan, even though she was crying and laughing for a long time.Finally Gao Cuilan finally spoke, but she was very surprised when she spoke.

She said that she wanted to die not because of Zhu Ganglie, but because she felt that life was meaningless.Hearing this, Zhu Ganglie immediately guessed the reason, it must be something wrong with Gao Cuilan's sister-in-law.Otherwise, she wouldn't have married so soon, and she would have married a wealthy family as a daughter-in-law.

Gao Cuilan said: "Since we have broken up, I hope not to see you again in the future. Whether it is my home or other places, since you can't give me a future, then please don't appear in my life, even if I beg you Please be well."

Zhu Ganglie let go of Gao Cuilan and kept a certain distance from her.He just quietly listened to Gao Cuilan's words, maintaining a full incense stick of silence.

Gao Cuilan said: "If you feel that you owe me, then today we will pay off the debt. You saved my life, even if you have paid off the debt to me. From now on, neither of us owes the other any more. Be safe each other, goodbye is a stranger."

Zhu Ganglie said: "Are you really going to be so unfeeling? Can't you wait any longer? Wait for me for another year. After one year, no matter whether my career improves or not, I will marry you."

Gao Cuilan smiled wryly and shook her head, "Xiao Zhu, I know you work hard and you don't want me to suffer. But have you ever thought that what you said is just an excuse. You don't have me in your life plan, or In your plan, only I can be sacrificed."

"If you really marry me, our family's marriage will not delay your career. Even if we have no money, we will not starve to death. If you continue to pursue your career, I can find a job to support myself. Wait until your career is successful. , let’s live the kind of life you want together again.”

Gao Cuilan's tone was very flat, as if she was talking about other people's affairs.After Zhu Ganglie heard it, he felt extremely painful. He really didn't think about the problem Gao Cuilan mentioned.

Gao Cuilan said: "Don't be entangled anymore, thank you for being with me for ten years. Thank you for everything you have done for me, but I hope you can understand that I have always been just a passer-by in your world. You do not belong to me, nor do you Belongs to everyone. You belong to everyone, and you will have your own career in the future."

Zhu Ganglie frowned and said, "Lan Lan, did someone tell you something?"

He knew Gao Cuilan, even better than herself.If someone hadn't said something to Gao Cuilan, she would definitely not have become like this, let alone say what she just said.Although Gao Cuilan has attended a private school for two years, she does not have such a high language organization ability.

Gao Cuilan smiled and said, "Is it important?"

Zhu Ganglie nodded.

Gao Cuilan sighed: "Well, someone did look for me. But I don't know who that person is, I don't even know if he is a man or a woman. The marriage in the county city was arranged for me by him, yours He also told me the story. He asked me to leave you, saying it was for my own good. "

Zhu Ganglie asked: "Then you believe it?"

Gao Cuilan said: "Xiao Zhu, I'm tired, and I don't have much energy to make troubles. I'm going to get old if I don't get married again, so I can't make things difficult for my parents. You have your choice, I have mine, we can't I don't blame you for walking together. I don't even blame anyone, but please don't come and disturb my life again, okay?"

Zhu Ganglie nodded, taking advantage of Gao Cuilan's time to pour tea, he put the things in his arms into the teacup in front of him.He insisted on asking Gao Cuilan to pour tea into this cup for him, and then he was ready to drink it and finish it off.

It was a glass of forgetful water, which was given to Zhu Ganglie on purpose.He also encountered the same strange thing, but he didn't see that person.He just received a bottle of Wangqing Water, but he didn't want to understand it.Why did that person only give him the dose for one person, wanting to make this incident never happen, shouldn't the two of them drink the water of forgetting love together?

Looking at the beautiful and moving Gao Cuilan, he had a thousand words in his heart but couldn't express them.I used to play with her on the mountain, and I used to watch the sunset with her.We once made a wish together by the lake, and we once made an appointment together to grow old together.

The most painful thing in the world is not that you like someone and that person doesn't know.It's not that you like each other but you can't be together, but that you two obviously like each other, but there are always people who make trouble.Let you not be together, or voluntarily give up the opportunity to be together.

Zhu Ganglie handed the teacup to Gao Cuilan, and at the moment when he was about to drink the water of forgetting love, he suddenly understood.Since he doesn't have the ability to break free from fate, let him be the one who suffers.

Since ancient times, there has been love and hatred, and this hatred has never ended.If one of them was destined to remember this memory, he would rather let Gao Cuilan forget him.A glass of Wangqing water is not enough for two people, so he left this opportunity to Gao Cuilan.Watching Gao Cuilan drink the water of Wangqing with a smile on his face, Zhu Ganglie finally fulfilled his last wish.

He wanted to hug Gao Cuilan one last time, but he noticed the gradual change in Gao Cuilan's eyes.It seemed that the Wangqing Water had worked, so Zhu Ganglie had to leave the boudoir before the Wangqing Water could take full effect.He jumped out of the window, but was reluctant to leave immediately.He wanted to see Gao Cuilan one last time, and see Gao Cuilan's current appearance.

When she recovered, Gao Cuilan had completely lost that memory.The cowherd on the mountain is no longer in her memory, and she is the only one in her memory at that time.And the little things she had with Zhu Ganglie in the past ten years will never appear in her memory again.

Watching Gao Cuilan throw their token of love into the trash can, Zhu Ganglie held back his tears.He has been pretending to be strong and working hard for the life he wants.Gao Cuilan said that she was not included in his life plan, but Zhu Ganglie wanted to tell her.If there is no her in the days to come, no matter how much wealth and glory there is, what is the use.

If we compare life to a journey, then we don't care about the length of the journey, but more people care about who we spend it with.It's like a person who lived 80 years compared to someone who lived over 100 years.The former grew up with his family, experienced with his brothers, and went to another world with his wife.This is life, and such a life has no regrets.

As for the latter, most people don't have his lifespan, so when he lives to be a hundred years old, he has few friends and relatives around him.He will spend every day in loneliness, and will even be regarded as an outlier by many people.What's the point of living like that even if you live for decades.

Zhu Ganglie left Gao Laozhuang, turning his head while walking.He really couldn't let go of Gao Cuilan, but he couldn't drag her all the time.He has already asked someone to inquire, and the rich family in the county is quite good.Presumably even if Gao Cuilan marries in the past and becomes a young daughter-in-law, she will have a future with no worries about food and clothing.

That night Zhu Ganglie couldn't fall asleep for a long time, his mind was full of Gao Cuilan's appearance after taking the water of forgetting love.She seemed to have figured it out a long time ago, before drinking the glass of Wangqing water, she gave Zhu Ganglie a meaningful look.

The more he wanted to forget, the more Zhu Ganglie would think of that scene.While he tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, so did Gao Cuilan who was far away in Gaolaozhuang.Although she forgot about that relationship, she always felt empty in her heart.It's like losing the most beloved thing, but no matter how hard we try, we can't remember it.

Gao Cuilan forgot about it, but Zhu Ganglie was obsessed with it and never let it go.

(End of this chapter)