Stardust

Chapter 24 The world's stars are relit because of you (2)
"Chu Xiaoyi, before this, I always felt that you were the only person in this world who could give her happiness, but I have never hated you as much as I do now, and I have never wished she would never meet you like now." .”

"Because all this is going to happen, while making her like this, you're the only one."

After hanging up the phone, Wen Zichen sat beside her and held her hand. Cold tears fell silently from his eyes into her palm, without any warmth.

Bei Xi asked in shock, "What's going on?"

Wen Zichen just shook her head and said, "Everything she did was wrong, because she knew she couldn't bring everything back to the original point, so she chose to keep silent in her own way, only in this way can she not suffer so much."

"Then..." Bei Xi hesitated to speak.

"The only thing we can do to help her now is to guard her until she wakes up."

All are wrong.

【six】

Everything that is done is wrong.

All the stars I like have lost their brilliance and lost their original brilliant dust.

All those people she loves have slowly moved away from her with the machine of time, and disappeared to a place she can no longer touch.

All the pain has slowly started to go away.

All breathing also slowly started to go away as the pain went away.

All of them, all disappeared.

All gone, goodbye.

Goodbye, actually never see each other again.

【Seven】

Another week later, the national tour of "The Brightest Star" has come to an end. At the same time, major media advertisements, television and newspapers are competing to publish a huge missing person revelation——

A huge reward is offered to find the well-known writer who disappeared without a trace after the last signing activity: Ji Moqing.

One week.

Converted into seven days.

Converted into 160 eight hours.

Converted into ten thousand and eight ten minutes.

Converted into 60 seconds.

Ji Moqing, where are you...

Because of looking for her day and night, and without a good rest and replenishment, Wen Zichen had already collapsed on the floor exhausted, and Bei Xi also sat on the floor without strength, saying nothing. by:

"Is she hiding and doesn't want us to find her?"

"This is not her style at all. Seeing us looking for her like this, how can she not show up?"

"Or Qingqing, maybe she was tied up by illegal people, but it's not right. She doesn't have any enemies, so it's impossible for her to have such a thing, but even if she did, someone should call and ask for money."

"..."

Where, where, where, where.

Su Qianxing, where can I find you.

"Have you found her yet?"

"No."

"How could it not be, I don't believe it, if the only person in this world who can find her, there is no one else but you!"

"But, really not."

"Are you sure? You should know the place she used to like the most, have you been there?"

"I tried my best, and I will continue to look for her."

"..."

Wen Zichen threw the phone out forcefully, and fell down again, as if all the strength in his body had been dissipated. She couldn't be found, no one could find her, she couldn't be found...

A few seconds later, the phone that was dropped on the ground suddenly vibrated strongly, and a clear singing voice jumped into Wen Zichen's ears, "I will accompany you to the end of the world, and I will be by your side even when I grow old. To accompany you to the end of the world..."

So familiar, so familiar.

This ringtone is only her ringtone.

She finally called.

Wen Zichen jumped up from the ground all of a sudden, and quickly picked up the phone, his hands trembling.

"Is it Ji Moqing's family or friend? This is the Central Hospital..."

【Eight】

"We've never seen a patient like this who doesn't take life seriously."

"Before we found her, she had taken a lot of sedatives and sleeping pills, and she was also suffering from an unusual depression. Judging from the dosage, it had been a while."

"We have already lavaged her stomach, no life is safe."

"She has been in a coma for two days, and she has no sign of waking up. Her subconscious mind doesn't seem to want to wake up. If you want her to wake up, I suggest finding something or someone that can stimulate her. , let her wake up as soon as possible."

"Otherwise she might sleep like this forever."

The doctor's words seemed to be still echoing in everyone's ears, reminding them all the time, but in the quiet ward, only the beeping sound of the electrocardiogram machine could be heard, which only proved that the person lying on the bed was still alive.

However, it has not woken up yet.

There were three people sitting in the corridor outside the ward——Wen Zichen, Bei Xi, and Chu Xiaoyi.

"It's hard for me to believe what I'm seeing now." Bei Xi lowered her voice and glared at Chu Xiaoyi who was sitting beside her with her head bowed, "How could you hurt her to such a degree, is she already dead now? what a difference."

"Chu Xiaoyi, you must be crazy to say such things to her. You made everything she did a mistake. Now that she is like this, you are happy, happy." Wen Zichen She suddenly turned around and grabbed his collar and pulled him closer, "Why are you the person she loves the most? What qualifications do you have to make her like this!"

"I don't want this result either."

"Chu Xiaoyi, if you can't wake her up, I will hate you forever and make you pay the price." Wen Zichen let go, stood up from his seat and walked towards the end of the corridor.

Bei Xi also followed.

Just for a while, Chu Xiaoyi was the only one left in the empty hallway.

Looking at Ji Moqing through the glass, my heart gradually became empty.

【nine】

She didn't know what kind of darkness she was in now, but when she turned her head, she saw a huge vortex, and she couldn't see clearly what was behind the vortex.

It was his voice that echoed throughout the world, so cold and so clear.

The dream was flooded with tears.

——From the first time I saw you, I already knew it was you, and I also knew what you came back for, but even if they died, could your mother come back to life?No, what's the point of doing this?

——I thought I had the ability to make you give up those things and let go of the hatred in your heart. I thought that if I loved you, I could make you return to the way you were before, but I found out that I was wrong.

——Before this, I have investigated all the things in the past. Uncle Su was indeed in love with your mother. Later, Uncle Su married Aunt Ye because of the persecution of his family. Your father got married and gave birth to you, but unfortunately, he died as soon as you were born. Your mother had no way to raise you by herself, so she turned to Uncle Su, and Uncle Su also regarded your mother as his ex-wife Such a pretense indirectly feeds your growth.

——As for why Aunt Ye went to find your mother, of course it was because of the past me and you. She forced your mother to persuade you to separate from me, otherwise she would tell you your real life experience, but your mother I don't want you to become a child of unknown origin, so I chose to hide it from you forever.

——Now you don't even know what you're doing.

—You must be crazy.

Whose voice is exposing this truth?
Whose face is filled with grief?

——As for the car accident, it's not what you think.

——Indeed, Ye Jing and Su Manlei did this because I fell in love with you, but that night, after I promised Su Manlei to be her boyfriend, she already promised to let you go.

——I didn't expect you to lose control because of the scene where she kissed me, but you don't know, she really wanted to kiss me, but I pushed her away when she approached me, and I haven't met her until now kissed.

——All this happened because of you.

——The fault of all this is also yours.

Is it all me?Is it all me?
Who said it was all me?Am I doing something wrong?
No, I was right!
——You killed two people, your mother, and a person who has nothing to do with you and has no blood relationship.

—You don't even know what's going on.

——What are you going to pay them back.

——No matter what you do, Su Manlei will never come back.

——All this has become a foregone conclusion.

——From now on, Su Qianxing, I will hate you.

Chu Xiaoyi, for me now, besides this method, I can't think of what else to do to make up for the mistakes I made. In this world, I have become a lonely person, and I will be in the future.

don't hate me.

If I leave, don't hate me anymore.

All will become worthless.

As you said, we can't go back, we can't go back to the past.

【ten】

A month later.

Ji Moqing was sitting on a bench in the garden with a blanket draped over her knees, holding her notebook in her arms and typing on the keyboard quickly. She looked like a delicate doll, and suddenly she looked up and looked at the girl sitting not far in front of her. The two handsome teenagers at the place smiled gently, their eyes were as pure as a pure white pigeon
"She has completely lost her memory now. Not only does she not remember me, she doesn't remember you, she even forgot that person. It seems that only her mother's memory is left in her world." Wen Zichen said in a low voice, his deep eyes were on Ji Moqing's face turned back and forth.

"What happened back then? I never really understood!" Bei Xi sighed softly.

"Back then..." Wen Zichen's voice seemed to drift far, far away, "When I met her, she was just a stubborn and kind girl, not what you saw. She was at that time no matter what Whatever happens will be shown on the face, instead of hiding yourself like this."

"Why is that?" Bei Xi couldn't help but asked again.

"Because of her mother's death, she always believed that she and her mother were abandoned by Su Xun. The humiliation she received every time she went to Su's house for more than ten years darkened her originally kind heart, but this was not the root cause. The reason for all of this to happen is because of her mother's suicide and the car accident that almost killed her, plus that person's... "

Bei Xi took a deep breath.

"The person I love the most suddenly leaves, the person I like suddenly betrays, and my life is threatened. I think that no matter who experiences such a thing, the world will fall down, and she is no exception."

"Then Wen Zichen, why do you know so many things?"

Hearing this, Wen Zichen's eyes suddenly darkened: "When you fall in love with someone, her habits, her background, some things she has done, the person she likes, she values The person she hates, you will involuntarily want to know, want to understand, even value her attention, hate her hatred, and I, Wen Zichen, are such a person."

"Back then, I was the one who watched the car crash into her body at that rainy night with my own eyes. She flew more than ten meters away in an instant, and then fell into a pool of blood. That day was also a day I will never forget in my life. , her blood along the rainwater dyed the whole street crimson."

Bei Xi listened quietly, and for a moment, the image of the girl appeared in her mind. She also had a car accident, but she didn't survive.

"I know her hatred, so no matter what she wants to do after she wakes up, even if I lose everything, I will do everything for her, because I know that perhaps no one in this world can replace the love in her heart. That person, but I also want to make no one in this world treat her better than me."

"That's true." Bei Xi interjected, "Abandoned her identity, helped her get plastic surgery, helped her enter the literary world, helped her get revenge, and stayed by her side no matter what happened. Not as good as you, that person, not as good as you."

"You are wrong, we are all inferior to that person."

"That person crushed all her thoughts with the most authentic truth. He told her that she was not Su Xun's daughter. He told her that her mother died because of her. Everything you asked her to do was wrong. Becoming an irreparable mistake, I know her too well, in the face of such a fact, she can't stand, so she chose to commit suicide, she thought that only by leaving this world can she save herself, and I, for my own selfishness, lived again drag her back into this world."

"Wen Zichen, you..." Bei Xi's voice began to tremble, and she was almost speechless.

"However, she lost her memory after waking up. All her memories, this is the only thing I can't think of, but it's also something I hope so much. She will forget all the unhappiness and forget that person..."

For a long time.

Neither of them spoke again.

A few minutes later, Bei Xi stood up from her seat and put a book in front of Wen Zichen, "I'm leaving."

Wen Zichen looked up at him in a daze.

"I want to find the best thing in life, so I will leave Qingqing to you. I warn you, if she is unhappy at all, I will try my best to get her back!" After finishing speaking, Bei Xi showed his usual relaxed smile, turned and walked away, leaving a chic back.

After writing a paragraph, she raised her head and looked forward. The place where the two people were sitting was empty, and only saw Wen Zichen walking towards her with something in his hand.

Ji Moqing frowned and asked, "What have you been talking to him for so long? What is it that you don't want me to know? It's so mysterious?"

Wen Zichen smiled softly, picked up the clothes next to her, and hugged her whole, and whispered in her ear with a gentle and soft voice: "It's a bit cold, you're just fine, don't blow too much, even though it's summer , but don't do that either."

"But, it's too hot..." Ji Moqing pursed her lips in displeasure.

Wen Zichen raised his eyes, his eyes were full of doting smiles, "For the sake of your body, this is the way to go."

She stopped talking, just looked into his eyes, suddenly thought of something, and said in surprise, "Where is Bei Xi, where did he go?"

"Where he wants to go."

"Then will he come back? Why didn't you say goodbye to me? Is it because I don't want to see him anymore? Is he being annoyed by me these days?" Ji Moqing asked very innocently, like a child who doesn't care about world affairs , "When he was taking care of me during my illness, I did tease him on purpose many times."

Wen Zichen was speechless by her question, smiled helplessly, and patted her head, "It's not like that, it's because he has something he wants to do, he said he wants to find the best in life, so like me."

"Oh..." Ji Moqing seemed to understand, turned his eyes, and suddenly saw a book he had put aside, exclaimed: "What a beautiful book!" Just as he was speaking, his hand had already taken it.

A very bold red was used as the main color of the background image. It was bright and eye-catching, as red as blood, and Beixi's name was printed on the cover.

Ji Moqing suddenly realized, "It turned out to be Bei Xi's picture book."

Open the cover, and then open a page of freshly textured red plaid paper. What you see is a handsome boy and a delicate girl. The two people in the painting are back to back with their heads bowed, and their eyes are full of sadness. Behind him are a few intertwined branches and leaves, and a few red Manzhusawa flowers are in full bloom.

Beautiful, enchanting, evil, and fatally tempting.

When she saw the portrait of the boy, these four words appeared in her mind without intervals. She looked at the portrait like this, and suddenly, a tear fell, feeling sad and heartbroken. It spread all over the body, and it hurt even to breathe.

"Zichen, why am I so sad?" Ji Moqing raised her face, her teary eyes were hazy, "My eyes hurt so much, and my heart hurts too, why? Why?" She pointed to the boy on the picture, and her voice started Choked up, "Who is this boy, who is he, do I know him, tears flowed when I saw him, I don't know why..."

Raising his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, even his voice was several times softer than before, "It's someone I know, a friend of yours." Wen Zichen paused, and took out a boxy The little gift box, and said again: "The things in here are what that friend asked me to bring to you, you can take a look."

Ji Moqing was startled, not knowing whether she should take it, she stared at the gift box still in Wen Zichen's hand in a daze, tears fell from her eye sockets silently.

Wen Zichen didn't say anything anymore, but just opened the gift box under her gaze.

Under a tree behind the bench, a handsome boy was leaning against the tree, his gaze was looking at the girl in front of him from a long distance, he pursed his lips tightly, and his dark eyes were full of tears. Faint white mist.

The gift box was opened by a pair of slender hands——

Star.

Countless shining stars bracelet.

A white note was pressed under the star bracelet, and the powerful words on the note leaped before her eyes through countless stars.

It was as if the dark world had suddenly brightened.

The note reads——

No matter how many centuries have passed, how many days and nights have passed, Su Qianxing is still the brightest and most beautiful stardust that shines in my eyes.

【eleven】

Time is round.

Turning round and round, at every moment I experienced, I forgot who was walking towards me stepping on countless stars, I forgot those tangled and dark pasts, I forgot the place I was in Time and space, I even forgot myself.

But I still believe, I still remember—

Even if you search the entire universe, you can't find anything better than love.

Because of your existence.

Stardust all over the world is lit up again.

(End of this chapter)