Stardust

Chapter 17 Ignorant and Confused Another Different Me in the World (2)
Ji Moqing looked up at Bei Xi who had been chattering since entering the door, and said, "Don't worry, I'm fine, it's just some tricks, it's not a big deal."

"Then do you know who it is?" Bei Xi jumped up and sat beside her, frowning and asked, "Who are you telling me?"

Ji Moqing shook her head, "I don't know who it is, it should be just a prank, it didn't hurt me, so don't worry about it."

"You are like this. You always say that this is nothing and that is nothing. If you say this, you will be bullied."

"Really?" Ji Moqing closed the laptop on her lap, and put it beside her, "Bei Xi, am I really so easy to be bullied?"

"Yes." At least he thought so.

"If that's the case, then I'll only be 'easily' bullied by you." After finishing speaking, Ji Moqing turned her head to look at Bei Xi's distorted handsome face and smiled, "Bei Xi, you are so cute."

Bei Xi was startled, then smiled slightly, "So, Qingqing, do you like me?"

"Eh?" Ji Moqing asked as if he didn't hear what he said clearly, "Bei Xi, what did you just say?"

Bei Xi smiled, her tone became extra gentle, "Qingqing, how much do you like me?"

"Of course I like you, because you are my friend." She replied seriously, "What's wrong?"

"I don't mean the liking between friends, but..."

"Beixi." Putting away his faint smile, Ji Moqing looked into Beixi's eyes seriously, and his tone was extraordinarily solemn, "I understand what you mean, but Beixi, I don't have that kind of affection for you. I'm a friend at heart."

"Anything but friends?"

"Yes, nothing else."

"Is it because of Wen Zichen? I know he is better than me, treats you very well, and even likes you, but..."

Ji Moqing stood up and looked at Bei Xi fixedly, "No, Bei Xi."

"What is that?" Bei Xi asked, "It's not because of him, but who is it?"

Ji Moqing closed her eyes, and her low voice echoed in the small space: "There is such a person who will forever be hidden in my heart, and no one else can take his place, and now I won't either. If I fall in love with anyone again, for you and Zichen, I really can't do anything other than say sorry."

I believe that in this life, I will only fall in love with such a person.

I believe that there is no one else in this world who can take his place.

"Is this your wallet?" Ji Moqing chased all the way and handed the black wallet that he picked up from the ground just now into his hands, "Should it be yours?"

Chu Xiao was slightly taken aback, and after searching all her pockets and found that she couldn't find the wallet, she embarrassedly took it from her hand, opened it for a look, and stuffed it into her pocket casually.

"Thank you, it's my wallet, but you..."

Knowing what he was going to ask, Ji Moqing smiled slightly, and pointed to the pocket he put in his wallet, "Because there is your photo in it, so it is easy to find the owner."

"Oh, so too."

"However, seeing the girl who appeared in the photo with you, I seem to understand why you asked me where she is. She must have an unusual relationship with you."

As if someone had figured out her mind, Chu Xiaoyi's face had the five characters "How do you know?" written on her face, "The writer's mind is really not so delicate!"

Ji Moqing pursed her lips and smiled, "Maybe."

"She is my girlfriend." Chu Xiaoyi took a deep breath, "Your work "The Farthest Distance in the World" is very similar to the story between me and her."

—Like the story that happened between you and her?
——That was the story that happened between you and her.

Don't you feel it at all?

"Isn't your girlfriend Su Manlei, the chairman's daughter?"

When asked by her like this, Chu Xiaoyi didn't know why she panicked, as if she was afraid that she would know something, and replied: "That's just the request of the family, both families want us to be together, it doesn't count at all. .”

Ji Moqing smiled understandingly, "Is that so?"

--Is it really?This kind of thing is what you love and what I want. If you didn't have half of the willingness in your heart, would you become boyfriend and girlfriend with her?

"Yeah." He replied in a low voice, "In my heart, she will always be the only girlfriend."

--yes?If so, was what I saw in the rainy night three years ago all fake?Liar!
"You will write such a work, and there will be a protagonist in the picture book with the photo of me and her as the script. For sure, you know her, right?"

Ji Moqing nodded, "Yes, I know."

"So, now she..."

"I've told you before that she went to a distant place and told me this story before she left, so now I've written this story into a book."

"why……"

Ji Moqing took two steps forward, her voice was very soft, "I think she is another me, another character of me that no one knows."

——I think she is another me, another kind of Weige who is unknown to me.

——If we really have the same place, if you can, you can take me as her, just me as her.

"Ji Moqing..."

Hearing his call, Ji Moqing turned around, her eyes were full of his reflection, "What's wrong?"

"You really look like her, very much like her..." As soon as Chu Xiao approached her, her hand in the air almost touched her forehead, "Especially these eyes, looking at me, let me I always thought she was looking at me."

"But I'm not her..."

The next moment, her body was stiffly embraced by Chu Xiaoyi, her head was deeply buried in his warm chest, the strong and rapid heartbeat and his sad voice came from the sky above her head all the way to her chest. Bottom of my heart: "I know, I know, I know..."

"But, I beg you, please, just for a while, let time stay for a while, please become her, become her in my heart..."

【Seven】

morning.

When Wen Zichen opened "Ji Moqing's official website", his eyes were attracted by a post titled "Idol Writer Diva Ji Moqing is finally in love, and her boyfriend is a student at the same school!" When he clicked on the post, his hands immediately froze I even forgot to breathe.

It was a few photos taken by the mobile phone, which were a little blurry, but it was not difficult to see that the boy and girl hugging were Ji Moqing and Chu Xiaoyi.

Ji Moqing sat beside him with sleepy eyes, and asked lazily: "What are you looking at, Zichen?"

"look by youself."

Rubbing her eyes, Ji Moqing looked at the computer screen, and a few photos immediately fell into her eyes. She smiled faintly, "Haven't you seen a lot of this kind of photos? What's so strange?" After finishing speaking, Ji Moqing Turn around and leave.

"Wait a minute." Wen Zichen's voice was a little annoyed as he pulled her wrist hard, "Did you see what's on it?"

The force from her wrist made her frown, "Let me go."

Wen Zichen was startled, and when he realized that he was using too much force, he let go of his hand, and his eyes returned to the computer screen, "Mo Qing, can you explain what this is?"

"Didn't you see it?" Ji Moqing looked into his eyes lightly, "Do you still need me to explain? Isn't the matter in front of you?"

Su's house.

Su Manlei's scream broke the tranquility of a morning. She was sitting in the living room looking at the blurry mobile phone photos on the school forum, and she was so angry that she just wanted to throw the computer on the ground.

Ye Jing came down from upstairs and looked at Su Manlei, "It's hard to have a weekend to rest, Manlei, why are you making such a loud noise, I thought something happened to you."

Su Manlei snorted coldly, and jumped up from the sofa completely disregarding her image, "Mom, come here quickly, come here quickly and have a look!"

"How many times have I told you, girls should look like girls, don't always be like this." Ye Jing shook her head, feeling very helpless.

"Mom, hurry up, hurry up."

Ye Jing quickened her pace, walked over to her and sat down, "Come on, let me see what made my precious daughter so angry and abnormal!"

After seeing the content on the computer screen for a few seconds, the expression on Ye Jing's face also completely darkened.

"Is this Chu Xiaoyi?"

"Yes, it must be, I will not admit my mistake."

"Sure?"

"I'm sure."

"Then he..."

"He's with that shameless woman Ji Moqing. Mom, I'm going to die of anger." Su Manlei cursed angrily, her eyes fell on the teacup on the glass table, so she picked it up and threw it out forcefully.

Snapped--

Shards of glass were scattered all over the place.

"What are you doing, making such a loud noise early in the morning, where have you learned your upbringing?"

Su Manlei looked at the voice, and couldn't help but burst into tears, "Dad, Chu Xiaoyi...Chu Xiaoyi...he hugged that woman named Ji Moqing, they did such a thing, It was also photographed and posted on the Internet..."

Su Xun said nothing, walked up to her quickly, bent down to look at the photo on the computer screen, and immediately frowned, "From the photo, it's not very clear, Man Lei, are you sure it's Xiao Yi?" ?
"It's definitely Chu Xiaoyi." Su Manlei replied crying, "I won't admit my mistake."

Su Xun said dully, "Call him, I want to hear his explanation."

Bei Xi drove the taxi driver all the way here, and after getting off the car, he ran all the way to Ji Moqing's apartment. He leaned on the wall and panted, "Qing...Qing, the photos on the Internet are not Really?"

"What's the matter, Bei Xi?" Ji Moqing asked, "You can rest for a while before talking."

"The girl hugging the boy in the photo is not you, right?" Bei Xi asked, as if she had exhausted every word.

"it's me."

"It's you?" Bei Xi didn't believe it, and looked at Wen Zichen who was sitting beside him and said nothing, "Wen Zichen, tell me, the person in the photo must not be Qingqing, right?"

Unexpectedly, Wen Zichen raised his eyes to look at the place where Ji Moqing was standing, "It's Mo Qing." Then he looked at Bei Xi who had a hurt expression on his face and replied firmly, "Bei Xi, you are not mistaken."

"Then, if I'm not wrong, the boy in the photo is the son of the chairman of the Chu Media Group, right?" Bei hoped for Ji Moqing, his blue eyes full of despair.

Ji Moqing looked at Bei Xi and didn't speak.

"If you don't answer, that's the default, right?" Bei Xi approached her step by step, her voice was different from the usual laugh, but extraordinarily heavy, "Qingqing, the photo you gave me when I was drawing the picture book is now on the Internet. The person in the photo above, the son of the chairman of the Chu Media Group, isn't it a coincidence? Qingqing, what is your relationship with him?"

Facing Bei Xi's pressing questions, Ji Moqing became more indifferent than usual, "Bei Xi, this is not something you should care about."

"Then what should I care about?" The voice seemed to be roaring.

Wen Zichen stood up from the sofa suddenly, staring at Bei Xi, "Bei Xi, don't act like this, you know Mo Qing well, Mo Qing has her own reasons for everything she does."

"I don't understand." Bei Xi glanced at Wen Zichen coldly, "I don't understand the reason, nor what her heart is made of, why, why she wants to be with such a person .”

"Bei Xi." Ji Moqing's tone became more indifferent each time, "Don't go too far, I don't need you to comment on my affairs."

Bei Xi was blocked by her words, she swallowed what she wanted to say, "Okay, I don't care, I don't care." Blue eyes fell on Ji Moqing again, but she angrily He said to Wen Zichen: "If you are doing her best, you shouldn't indulge her like this, no matter what her reasons are. I believe that you actually don't want to see such a thing happen in your heart, so Wen Zichen, your heartache should be like this, everything is the result of your indulgence."

After Bei Xi said this, the living room suddenly fell silent, only the sound of the door being slammed heavily, as if a gust of wind had blown over the faces of Ji Moqing and Wen Zichen.

Unspeakable pain.

"Mo Qing, have you ever cared about my feelings..." Wen Zichen looked at her expressionless but perfect cheeks, and said in a very light tone, "Am I really treating you like Beixi?" It's too indulgent..."

It seemed to be talking to her, and it seemed to be following her. It was impossible for Ji Moqing not to hear the fragility of that voice.

"Tell me, are you acting now, or do you really still love Chu Xiaoyi?"

Still in love?She couldn't tell.

At the moment of hugging, her body was obviously stiff, but her heart seemed to be looking forward to something. At that time, she leaned against his chest unexpectedly had a moment of tranquility...

"I don't know." After leaving this sentence, Ji Moqing turned around and walked into her room quickly, as if she was escaping from something.

Wen Zichen watched her fleeing figure, and sat on the sofa weakly. He hugged his head with both hands, and buried it deeply in his arms.

a long time.

He couldn't even hear his breathing in the living room.

As soon as Chu Xiao walked into Su's house, she heard Su Manlei's sharp voice, "Chu Xiaoyi, if you don't explain clearly today, I, Su Manlei, will never forgive you easily, nor will I let that woman named Ji Moqing go, As expected, all women named Ji Moqing are hateful."

"Chu Xiaoyi, come and sit down first. Man Lei, sit down first too, let's listen to his explanation together." Ye Jing said coldly, "We must find out what's going on today."

Chu Xiao nodded to express her politeness, walked quickly to the living room, and then sat down quietly without making a sound.

The living room was silent.

Su Xun asked: "Xiao Yi, have you seen the photos on the school forum? Now it's not only on the school forum, but even on some other news pages."

"I know, Uncle Su."

"Almost everyone knows about your relationship with my daughter, Su Manlei. Now that you have done something like this, how are you going to explain it to us? If you don't like my daughter, you can speak out directly, but please don't hurt her self-esteem like this. , and hurt the relationship between the two."

"Dad..." Su Manlei called, tears welled up in her eyes.

"Chu Xiaoyi, I know you are a very good child..."

"Uncle Su." Chu Xiao raised her head, "Please listen to me first."

"You said."

Chu Xiao glanced at Su Manlei, lowered her voice, "I'm sorry, but my apology is not for what happened now."

"Then what are you talking about?" Su Manlei stopped crying, and looked at Chu Xiaoyi suspiciously, "It's not about what's happening now, so what is it referring to?"

Chu Xiaoyi took a deep breath and said slowly, "It's been a misunderstanding all along. She and I were together under the wishes of the two families, but I've been taking care of her like this, so that's all. It's because Man Lei has always been just a younger sister in my heart, always has been, and has never changed."

As soon as Chu Xiao looked seriously at Su Manlei, whose face was still covered with tears, her eyes really looked like she was looking at a younger sister, "I'm sorry, I didn't tell you my true feelings until now."

"I don't believe it, I don't believe you have the same feelings for me as my sister, you are so kind to me..." Su Manlei burst into tears, and the whole living room echoed her mournful cry Voice.

"I'm sorry, Uncle Su, Aunt Su." Chu Xiaoyi apologized again, and when he turned around, he glanced at the huge family photo hanging on the wall, and said, "Uncle, do you remember her?"

Su Xun raised her head and looked at him with eyes full of confusion, as if she didn't understand who Chu Xiao was asking.

"Remember her? Your other daughter."

"she……"

"Did you look for her during the three years she was missing?"

"..."

"Have you ever wondered if she is doing well, and where is she now?"

"..."

Su Xun couldn't say a word, the breath of silence spread throughout the living room, mixed with Su Manlei's low sobs and Ye Jing's soft comfort.

After a long time, his slightly hoarse voice came from the living room, "Then... do you know... where is she? In the past, your relationship with her was like..."

Chu Xiaoyi had already walked to the door and opened it. He turned around and said, "Maybe you never imagined that she is by your side, very close to you."

【Eight】

Right beside you, in a place very close to you.

So close that you can't find her at all.

【nine】

Opening the memorial book of youth, reading word by word, like a familiar reincarnation, all those happy and unhappy things seem to emerge in front of my eyes.

Painfully, happily, dullly, lonely.

The memory is all you at this moment.

——Since this is the case, then from now on, you can be my boyfriend, so that you are qualified to protect me.

Where are you who said this?
How long will I have to search before I can find you?
【ten】

On the afternoon of March [-]th, at seventeen fifty.

"Have you found Mo Qing? Bei Xi, have you found it?" Wen Zichen's hand holding the phone trembled, his handsome face was full of anxiety, and tears were about to drip from his eyes.

"I couldn't find it in the library. I searched all the places she frequented, but I didn't see her."

"Guo Xiaoya, have you found her? Didn't you know her best before? Don't you know where she will go?"

"Not in the company. I also went to the cemetery you mentioned, but..." Bei Xi was too anxious to speak.

Can't find her.

None can be found.

Where did it go?

【eleven】

Where did she go?

This heart can no longer bear the pain of losing her.

(End of this chapter)