fruity fragrance

Chapter 61 Gambling

In the end, Xiucai was severely beaten by Lin Guoxiang, but no matter whether she coaxed softly or confronted violently, Xiucai refused to agree, and from the beginning to the end, she only replied one word, no!

In the end, Lin Guoxiang lost her temper. She sat on the edge of the bed with her chest crossed and looked at Xiucai, and asked weakly, "Then tell me, what exactly are you going to do to agree to divorce?"

Xiucai also looked at Lin Guoxiang without speaking for a long time, until Lin Guoxiang thought he finally agreed to write and leave the book, and then slowly uttered a sentence: "I will not divorce!"

Lin Guoxiang felt that she was going crazy, so she went crazy completely. She rushed over and grabbed the collar of Xiucai's clothes, and said through gritted teeth: "Why do you disagree, why do you disagree? !" Damn you made your wife and children like this and you still have the face to disagree with the reconciliation, you don't want to show your face, how can you be so shameless?
The scholar stood there without moving, and let the crazy Lin Guoxiang grab his collar and shake him like a rag doll. In fact, he knew what Lin Guoxiang was thinking, and he was responsible for today's situation , but he still couldn't let go, even if the soul in the body of the person in front of him had been replaced by a future descendant.

Maybe he is indeed very selfish and shameless, but Lin Guoxiang and the children are like a ray of light shining through the darkness to him, and suddenly there is a ray of light in the world that has been dark for so many years, just like in the desert. How could it be possible that a traveler who lost his way and was about to give up trying to survive suddenly found his way back and asked him to give up?

So he will not give up no matter what.

Lin Guoxiang felt a headache: "I don't understand, why are you so stubborn? After we divorce, you can marry again, and life will be the same then, why do you insist on me?" Depressed!
"That's different." Xiucai said seriously, "Only you are my child's mother and my daughter-in-law, but they are not."

"Who is your daughter-in-law, hurry up and wake up, don't deceive yourself here, you know I'm not!" Lin Guoxiang said, "It turns out that Lin Guoxiang has long since disappeared, what do you think you are still obsessed with? Besides I don't have any feelings for you at all, no matter how much you insist, we can't live together."

The scholar pursed his lips, and after a moment of silence, he slowly said: "If you don't have feelings, you can cultivate them slowly. Anyway, we still have a long life in the future."

"But I don't want to!" Lin Guoxiang said directly without even thinking about it.

"Give me a reason." Xiucai looked at Lin Guoxiang and asked.

Lin Guoxiang began to wonder if Xiucai was a donkey, otherwise why was she so stubborn?And it's the thick-skinned kind, she asked her why even when she made it so obvious?I don’t want to live with you, what’s the reason? If I don’t want to, I just don’t want to!
Trying to suppress the anger in her heart, Lin Guoxiang took a deep breath and said, "You want a reason, okay, I'll give you a reason! First, I don't like you and have no feelings for you.

Second, I hate your mother and your sister-in-law very much, and I don’t owe them why should I stay there to serve them and be angry with them?

Thirdly, I hate your character. You are a man, even if you feel guilty and want to make up for your mother because of the previous incident, you can’t just watch your wife... Uh, your wife and children are being abused, right? ?You clearly know that your mother abused that former Lin Guoxiang and the child on purpose, yet you persuade her to be patient without saying a word. Is this something that can be solved by being patient? "Lin Guoxiang became more and more excited as she spoke, and her tone couldn't help but speed up a lot, "Everyone knows your mother is wrong, but you still want to spoil her blindly, let her go, this is stupid filial piety at all!"No one will stop you from being a filial son, but why do you drag others to suffer together?Don't you think it's selfish? "

"I'm sorry, I know I made a mistake, so can you give me another chance to correct it?" Xiucai looked at Lin Guoxiang pleadingly, "I want to make up for you, please believe me, I will never let you You are being bullied."

Lin Guoxiang couldn't help sneering: "Compensation? Don't you think it's a little late to say this now? It turns out that Lin Guoxiang is dead, and now I'm just a stranger standing in front of you. Why are you so persistent? In fact, you With the title of scholar, there are still many girls who are willing to marry you."

"But that's different!" said the scholar, "you are different from them!"

Yeah, definitely different.Lin Guoxiang curled her lips in her heart, would it be the same if my future soul escaped into the body of an ancient?Besides, that Lin Guoxiang from before, probably not many women would be as stupid as her, who would still say hello to you when they were dead.It's the only one who is so stupid.

Seeing Lin Guoxiang's disapproving expression, Xiucai pursed her lips and asked nonchalantly, "Were you ever loved by your parents when you were young?"

Lin Guoxiang froze for a moment, but quickly turned her face away. Xiucai observed her carefully, and found a trace of sadness on her face.It seems that he guessed right, she is indeed a child without the love of her parents.In fact, he asked this question to bet that Lin Guoxiang must not have been loved by her parents when she was a child, because from the very beginning when she told herself that her purpose of coming here was to change her fate, he was guessing that her childhood must have been very lonely. It really made him guess right.

Xiucai knew very well that if he insisted blindly, it would definitely not work. Judging from Lin Guoxiang's temper now, he might have a counterproductive effect in the end, but he was sure of one thing, that was Lin Guoxiang's temper. Although her character is a bit stronger, she is also easy to soften her heart. This can be seen from her attitude towards her two children.Then as long as she is not the kind of hard-hearted person, then he still has a chance, the key is to see how he grasps it, that's why he just asked her if she was loved by her parents when she was a child.

"Do you know, since my father died, my mother has never really cared about me. If there are any good things in the house, I will definitely give them to my elder brother first. In winter, no matter how poor the family is, I will try my best to save food and money for my elder brother." I made a new padded jacket, but the clothes on my body were so short that they reached above my ankles, and my mother pretended not to see them. She would still take them out for me to wear in the next year, and my hands and feet would be frozen every winter. Broken, it hurts and itches when the weather gets warmer. And the quilt is cold and hard to cover my body. As soon as I told my mother, she told me that I didn’t have money to buy cotton at home and let me make do with it, but brother It was covered with a quilt filled with new cotton..."

As soon as the past was mentioned, Xiucai couldn't help the red eyes: "In those years, every time I ate, my mother told me to eat less, saying that there was no food at home, but she secretly took the food away when I was away. I gave it to my elder brother, she thought I didn’t know, but actually I knew everything, but I didn’t tell it…” Xiucai wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her fingers, and continued, “When I’m older, she will let me go to the fields to help with the work. , didn’t give me any time to rest at all, but when my elder brother did a little work, she immediately asked him if he was tired and if he wanted to take a break... But she never asked me... until I passed the exam My mother started to treat me well after a scholar came back. Do you know how happy I was at that time? I thought she forgave me... But she told me that I would support my elder brother’s family when no one was around, and said This is what I owe them... saying that if I don't agree to die in front of me..."

The scholar's voice was choked with sobs and he couldn't continue. It's not that he didn't hate Cui Shi, nor was he jealous of his elder brother, but in his heart he still hoped to be forgiven and get her sincere love, but this wish has never been realized. .If it wasn't for Lin Guoxiang's heartfelt love for him after he got married, he really didn't know if he would have the courage to continue living.

Lin Guoxiang's eye circles also began to turn red slightly. Xiucai's words reminded her of her pair of irresponsible parents. Although she was not abused in disguise like Xiucai, she was never really taken seriously. Never looked at her directly, always completely ignored her like air...

Compared with Xiucai, Lin Guoxiang feels that she is very happy, at least she has a grandfather who really loves her.Thinking of this, she couldn't help but start to sympathize with the scholar.

Xiucai said all the words that had been held in his heart for so many years, and suddenly felt a lot more comfortable in his heart, but he did not forget to continue digging holes for Lin Guoxiang.

"You know how hard life will be for a child without the sincere love of your parents. I don't want my children to suffer like this again."

"What do you mean, are you still afraid that I won't be able to abuse them?" Lin Guoxiang exploded, "If I don't like them, don't take them with me. I'm not full and have nothing to do."

"I'm not saying that you will abuse them, I'm just saying that." Xiucai said, "Let's not talk about that, even if I really agree and leave, what are you going to do in the future? I know you have the ability to support yourself and your children , but have you thought about your children? Have you ever thought about whether they are willing to live such a life? Also, it will be very hard for you to take care of two children alone. Let me give you an example. Look at us The widow Li in the village, don’t look at her on the surface, but who knows the bitterness behind it, and who has thought about it? Do you know that others say what she says behind her back? Do you know what words are so important? Is it ugly?"

Lin Guoxiang curled her lips: "I know, it's just some slanderous words." She had already thought of what Xiucai said when she was planning to make up with him, but now he hesitated when he mentioned the two children, she didn't care But can children think the same way?She was a little unsure.

Seeing the hesitation on Lin Guoxiang's face, Xiucai knew that he had already succeeded halfway, so he continued his efforts and said, "Because I have no father since I was a child, and I know how hard it is for a child without a father. No one in the village would look down on it, and I was also often bullied. When I was young, my eldest brother and I were often ridiculed and bullied by adults and children because we didn’t have a father. But other children will not be bullied because their father will help them get ahead.”

The scholar paused for a moment and said, "How about this? Let's call the two children over and ask. If they agree to our reconciliation, then I will write the reconciliation letter now and promise that I will never appear in front of you again."

Do you even need to ask? They must have disagreed.Lin Guoxiang murmured in her heart, only then did she realize that she had fallen into the pit, but what he said was not wrong. Take her for example, she was often bullied when she was a child because her parents were not around, until later she put the bully on her back. After several children were beaten up, few people laughed at her in front of her.

She doesn't want the two children to go through the same thing, it's not conducive to their growth at all.

"Don't ask the children, let me think about what you said and give you an answer tomorrow, okay?"

Xiucai finally breathed a sigh of relief when he heard Lin Guoxiang say this, as long as she still has a little hesitation in her heart, then he still has a chance.A stone in his heart fell to the ground, and Xiucai finally couldn't hold back and passed out on the ground.

(End of this chapter)