rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 84

In the previous chapters, I revealed my cousin’s hope that my brother Leslie Cheung would not end his life in that way.

To be honest, I regret it.I don't want to alter his fate with words.

I'm not a fan of my brother, just someone who likes, or rather admires, the few movies he's starred in.As for my cousin, I think she also purely likes my brother's songs and movies, as for his private life and relationship, we don't know anything about it.

I don't want to fantasize about my brother's life, and continue to write stories about him after he has gone to another world. Both my cousin and I think that liking someone is to let him rest in peace.Even if few people read the book I wrote, if someone reads it, it is my fault.

Because, in everyone's heart, there are people who like it, and there are people who like it.Just like everyone likes differently, my cousin and I like it just because we were touched and humorous by my brother, not because of his private appearance and feelings, I think that's enough.As a star and an actor, all you need is this kind of love, right?

Yesterday I accidentally saw a fan book about my brother Leslie Cheung. After reading a few chapters, I didn't want to read it anymore.I think the author is a fan of my brother Leslie Cheung. It mentioned my brother's childhood, studying abroad, entering the industry, etc. I don't want to read it anymore.

In my opinion, those are all personal opinions.Just like my impulsive desire to prevent my brother Leslie Cheung from committing suicide by jumping off a building in the first few chapters.I don't know what kind of mentality the author used to write it, sorry?pity?Unable to accept the death of your brother?

But what I don't understand the most is falling in love with my brother after being reborn. Leaving aside other things, the only thing I am puzzled about is that it is really possible to fall in love with someone who is obviously not in the same world as me just because I like it?I also can't understand the girl who fell in love with Andy Lau a few years ago. Obviously we are all ordinary people, and the stars and actors we like seem to be very close to us, but the horizontal gap in it is insurmountable.

I also chased after stars. When I was young, I liked twins, SHE, Stefanie Sun, and Jay Chou. Even if I didn’t have the money to buy a CD, as long as I passed by a store or broadcasted their songs on campus, I would happily stop and listen to them.I have bought their CDs, stickers, and endorsed snacks, and I have been infatuated with some of their stories, and I think they are so good.But I never thought about being close to them. Maybe I would spend hundreds of dollars to buy their concert tickets, even if I would have to save money for a month.Maybe you'll fantasize about being their assistant, or even a babysitter, while chatting with your confidants.

But falling in love with them is something I cannot accept.The reason why idols become our idols is because of their shining points.None of us can deny that it was those luminous spots that first fell in love with.

Well, I have said a lot of nonsense, what I want to say is that my cousin and I both understand that we like, just like and appreciate, and those who have left us to another world, the best way is to miss him, Listening to the songs he sang and the movies he acted in is enough!
Yes, my cousin and I both regret that he chose to leave this world in such a way, and we were shocked, saddened, and regretted by his passing.But I think the most enduring way to mourn him is to remember him in my own lifetime.

Brother Leslie Cheung, in heaven, is he still safe?
(End of this chapter)