rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 60 Restoring memory
"Xiaoxiao, what are you doing?" The little uncle and his two cousins ​​were all nestled in the room watching TV after dinner, and came out after waiting for a long time when I didn't come in.

"Little uncle, look, the stars in the sky are very beautiful!" I sat on the edge of the patio and stared at the stars in the sky.

"Really? Go in, there's nothing to see." The little uncle replied casually, in his heart, he felt that he should just sit in bed and read a book or watch TV on a cold winter night.The stars in the sky have always been like this, what's so good about it.

"Little uncle, I want to watch it for a while, is that okay?" I was unmoved, and the gray sky in my mind kept pressing on my heart.

"Then I'll accompany you." The little uncle saw that I was so persistent and didn't say anything, but was frightened by the sad expression on my face. In his impression, my niece always had a smile on her face, even if the adults couldn't stand it occasionally. , and scolded her for not liking meat, she never did.But with her expression now, she felt that she was out of tune with this family, or the world.

"Little uncle, have you decided to really go to Guangcheng to study in university next year?" I turned my head to the little uncle next to me and asked him seriously.

"Little ghost, this is not something you should think about." The little uncle didn't want to tell his niece Fang about the college entrance examination volunteering. She should grow up happily and healthy like the third sister and third brother-in-law expected.What's more, she is only three years old, so she doesn't know these things.

"I heard from Sister Yan from the next door that everyone wants to go to the capital to go to university." I turned my body back and said, looking at my feet. "I will study as hard as you do in the future, and strive to be admitted to the best university in the country."

"Really?" The little uncle felt a little strange in his heart. In fact, he also wanted to study in the capital in the capital.It's just that he understands better that he wants to stay in the province to study, no matter whether he has the strength to go to the capital, it's just that he has made a choice long ago.Maybe going to the capital to study is another life, but ask yourself, can you really go to the capital alone?The answer is no. "Smile, you are still so young, your ambitions are already set. It's really amazing!"

The little uncle didn't think much about it, thinking that children are like this, they always have a lot of thoughts, but only for a while.Just like when I was a child, I wanted to be a doctor, a soldier, and a prostitute at that time, but now that I grow up, those thoughts have long since disappeared.All that is left is to go to a good university, study a similar major, and do business with my sister and brother-in-law after graduation, so that my family can live a better life.This is the most realistic.

"Aren't you afraid that you will regret it in the future?" I still asked uncertainly, "I regret it now. I swore that I would get [-] points in the exam at the end of the semester, but I lost [-] points because of my carelessness."

"I won't regret it, but I still have regrets, but I know my own business." After the little uncle finished speaking, he felt amused in his heart, what happened to him, and he actually talked about his thoughts with his niece.

"Little uncle, I'm sorry." I saw the wry smile on my little uncle's mouth, and blurted out the words of apology.

"Ah?" The little uncle was confused by my apology. "Why do you apologize to me? You didn't do anything wrong."

"..." I didn't know how to tell him, my heart was turbulent, but I just repeated the thought that it was because of me that I changed my life that I thought their future would be bad.

"Xiaoxiao, what's the matter?" The little uncle wiped the teardrops on my face with his palm at a loss.

"Little uncle, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I murmured and repeated three words, and the tears flowed even more fiercely.Even though his eyes were hazy, his mind was suddenly clear.I remembered the memory that Mr. Shangguan had sealed up.

Just because I remembered, I felt sorry for my little uncle, my parents, and all my family members.Because I think their lives are not good, and I use my rebirth to change their original track.As soon as all kinds of past life poured out, my heart became more sad and painful, absolutely not!I don't want them, I don't want them like in my previous life.Even if you feel sorry for them, don't want them to follow the path of the previous life. Don't be like the previous life where everyone is struggling to yearn for the road of happiness, but they are farther and farther away from happiness.

"Smile, don't cry, don't cry, just smile and don't cry." The little uncle hugged me in panic, and patted my back clumsily with both hands. "Don't cry, smile, be obedient, don't cry."

In fact, whether it is because my rebirth has changed the trajectory of most of my life, or because I suddenly remembered the panic of remembering the memory of my previous life, it is superfluous.Because whether it is the me after rebirth or the me with sealed memory, I am still subconsciously changing the lives of the people around me.So which is right and which is wrong, already has the answer.

(End of this chapter)