rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 5 Determination
After being shown off by my grandmother, grandfather, and father, I was finally carried back to my mother's room. I was a little worried to see my mother's expression. Just now, the three aunts and six women outside deliberately spoke loudly, and I heard it myself.But I didn't see anything on my mother's face, she just leaned on the head of the bed calmly, flipping through my uncle's complete Jin Yong novels. (According to the information obtained by Kugou, Cha Liangyong began to log in to Guangzhou in 1980. The first novel I heard from my grandfather’s old radio was Jin Yong’s The Legend of the Condor Heroes, and the first martial arts novel I read was also my uncle’s Favorite Deer and Ding Ji. Here is an outline, please forgive me if there are any mistakes.)
"Qiuqiu, are you hungry? How about I prepare some food for you?" Dad put me to sleep beside my mother, and asked softly.

"Just now, my mother brought it in for me to eat. Go outside and talk to my brother more." Mom put down the book and smiled softly.I naturally heard what those people said, and I also understand that my thin body is unlucky in the eyes of others, but I went to Guangcheng to work as a nanny, but I met her employer because of her bloated gourd-like body. Disliked by her husband, although my husband doesn't say anything now, but since Xiaoxiao gave birth, there have been several rounds of fat on his stomach. Fortunately, he recovered quickly, otherwise he would really have a headache.Just now my sister-in-law and sister were surprised how their body and complexion are better after giving birth than before giving birth.As for having a son and being able to do things, it is not judged by fat or thin.

"Okay, then I'm going out." Dad quickly pressed a kiss on Mom's cheek, before Mom could react.I subconsciously covered my eyes with my hands, this kind of situation often happens recently, ahem, it is not suitable for children!

"Our smile, do you know how shy it is? Ha ha." Seeing my actions, my mother couldn't help but burst out laughing, ignoring that she was blushing just now.

Of course I don't know how to speak, I just hum and chirp, talking about things I only know, but the sad thing is that the baby's mouth is not bright enough, and I will choke on my own saliva if I am not careful.Made me cough in embarrassment.Mom stroked her back again and hugged me.

I enjoy the gentle treatment of my mother comfortably. In my previous life, I was very withdrawn. When I was six years old, my parents were sent to my grandmother's house because my youngest brother was born.At that time, although the two grandmothers and their families were very kind to me, because it was an unfamiliar environment, I was not used to always running towards home while the adults were not paying attention.

My grandfather arrested me several times. He is also a man of few words, let alone how to treat my stubborn niece. He had to keep busy, so he had to lock me up in the room.At that time, I always cried and hiccupped every day, looking blankly at the blue sky and white clouds outside the wooden window and the bamboo forest next to the house.In the end, of course, I thought my parents didn't want me anymore.

Even though I couldn't go to the elementary school in the town, my parents finally took me home.But I'm not used to it anymore. I finally got to know the children from my grandmother's house, but when I got home, I didn't know the children from the village.At that time, my parents contracted with the state to set up a fruit farm on the top of the mountain, and they also had spare money in their hands. In addition, they felt indebted to me, so they always stuffed me with [-] cents to buy snacks for me.

Because of this, the little friends in the village like to play with me, and I am also generous. I always share with them any delicious food given by my grandparents and parents.For example, Mei Guan who stole my man after growing up, Sun Yun who was adopted by others after growing up, and Mei Dan who became a good friend of Mei Wan after growing up, these are all my age.

But apart from Mei Dan who has always had the same relationship with me, Mei Wan and Sun Yun both disliked me. The most classic thing is that when my parents’ fruit farm couldn’t go on and they went to work in Guangzhou, the two of them got together. All the children in the village stood at Mei Guan's house and insulted me.I could say any nasty things, and I was stubborn back then, but they just listened to the radio silently at home, let alone complain to grandparents.Because at that time I already knew that my parents were not at home, and my grandparents were old. They would not help me for the sake of harmony in the neighborhood. They just told me to be patient and said it was my fault.

And my uncle also married a wife, and even drove my grandparents and us out of the building built by my grandparents, and asked us to move back to my house.The little aunt was very vicious, she threw the bowls and chopsticks of grandparents directly on the ground.But obviously the family is separated, and my uncle and aunt let their grandparents pay their electricity bills every month. They won’t give their grandparents anything for Chinese New Year and holidays. More than half of the chicken, only the chicken head, chicken feet, chicken blood, and chicken viscera are left.Anyway, the six years of my elementary school were full of poverty and bullying.Bearing the slander from Mei Wan and Sun Yun at school, and any neighbor at home can make my grandparents, me, and my two younger brothers dare not talk casually.This situation did not improve until my parents saved enough money to open a fruit wholesale store in junior high school.

In this world, I will never let my family live like that again!I thought about all the things in my previous life, and I clenched my fists and secretly made up my mind.

My parents probably built a house when I was three years old. I heard from my mother in my previous life that she and my father didn’t want to separate the family, but my grandma was afraid that it would be inconvenient for my uncle to marry a wife. , The small room was given to Dad.When it came time to build the house, the materials were paid by the parents themselves, and the labor was built by the grandfather with his uncle and several cousins.

And the grandma saw that the parents had finished building the house, and the uncle hadn't demolished it yet, so she sat in front of the house and cried to relatives and friends on the day of moving in, saying that it was the mother, a vicious woman, who coaxed her son to separate the family, causing her and Grandpa has nothing to rely on, and grandpa and uncle are also cold-hearted when they see their mother-in-law being so aggressive. After all, when my mother gave birth to my second brother, she separated from my parents before three dynasties. The son washed clothes and did everything a mother could not do, but she just hugged her brother on the day he was born, and she refused to kill a chicken for her mother.It's still grandma who walks from the town every day before dawn to help mother wash the diapers and cook the meals before rushing back to the town to do her own farm work.And my mother asked grandma to help me wash the clothes, and my mother had to pay for it, and I would only do it if I was paid one or two yuan.The same goes for firewood or something.

My mother was cold-hearted on the spot. Her grandparents treated her well in the first two years after she married, but they separated as soon as my grandmother passed away.It's fine for my husband to be allocated a small room, at most he will be teased by the three aunts and six wives in the village; but now that it is finally built, the mother-in-law actually sits in front of the door and starts crying.I still can't tell the difference, but once I do, she will catch me and say it.Immediately I felt suffocated in my heart, thinking that since you said that I was a vicious wife, I will show you viciousness in the future.

It directly led to the fact that when my parents took away the fruit farm and went out to work, my mother gave the food expenses of our three siblings to the grandparents in front of the whole village, and they were willing to help take us, but what my parents didn't know was Grandpa and grandma didn't treat us three siblings kindly. They turned around and gave the money to my uncle to marry a wife.In fact, my younger brothers and I held our rice bowls and watched my uncle eat, watching with greedy eyes.

(End of this chapter)