rebirth, romance, space

314 Chapter 319 Believe in Happiness
"Thank you." I stretched out my hand to cover his folded hands on my protruding stomach, blushed and relaxed my body, and then gently and carefully leaned my back into his freshly bathed and cleaned body. In the arms of fragrance.To him, or all the people I love, I have always tried to love and trust with all my heart.But I can't change my doubts about whether I really have the right to be happy.

But, how to tell him, or how to describe the thoughts in my heart?It is my childhood life in the previous life, which has been affecting me all the time.Or because someone I loved and trusted with all my heart hurt me.If my first love with him can last forever; if my parents have a happy marriage and a happy family; if my two younger brothers and I didn’t have a stray dog ​​who could kick anyone when we were young; if, if I learned I lost my lover and have been strong.

I think, I will believe that I can be happy too.

Every time I can choose to live a happier life, the little devil in my heart who has been hiding very deeply will come out, reminding me of those difficult lives time and time again.To put it hypocritically, in my previous life I was a person who lacked love, and in this life I am still a flower demon who lacks love and dare not love with all my heart, and even more so, an extremely insecure flower demon.

"Fool!" Chen Jinghua laughed sullenly, and breathed hot air on the top of my head.His big palms rubbed back and forth on my huge belly.

"If this is a dream..." I opened my mouth and swallowed back the unfinished words.Chen Jinghua, even if you lie to me, even if we will hate each other in the future, even if we will separate in the future, you will still lie to me until the end.I really, really can't afford to lose!My heart is so small and narrow, so small that I only want to love relatives and friends, so narrow that if I love it, it will last forever.

Chen Jinghua wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, he just let out a long sigh.Hold my trembling arm instead.

I turned around and hugged his neck, stood on tiptoe, and kissed his chin hard.Then, regardless of the tightening of his hands on his shoulders, the color of his eyes deepened, and he quickly broke away. "You and Chen Qin have a good sleep first, and I will wake you up for dinner at night."

I walked out of the room in a panic, pursed my mouth tightly, my limbs were weak, and staggered down the stairs to the first floor while leaning on the wall.In a hurry, I poured myself a glass of water, turned on the TV, turned the volume to the maximum, and then sat down on the sofa with my belly in my arms.What I didn't realize was that at some point, my feet were shaking violently and my forehead was sweating.

The sour eyes were desperately widening, not daring to relax even a little bit, for fear that if he relaxed, his useless self would cry out.Mom and Dad, what should I do?I really want to love this man wholeheartedly, even though he hurt me in the previous life, I still want to live a good life with him now.It turns out that when you really love someone, you don't care about the harm he has done to you, and always remember only his good things.It turns out that apart from your family, there is another kind of person who can love you unconditionally.

Mom, I really understand, I understand the relationship between you and Dad now.

This is a feeling that cannot be scrupled too much.Just like you did with your dad back then, even if both parents don’t bless you, even if your marriage life is not happy, even if you have to live with your dad who has nothing in the end, even if you have experienced all the hardships that others can’t understand, you will Still wholeheartedly by his side.Even if you are middle-aged, you are old, and your grown-up children don't understand you, you still have an optimistic attitude and still help your father in business.All of these are only because you love Dad and us, so you are willing to give.

I get it, because love is love.There are not so many reasons and excuses, because this is life.The life you choose, no matter how difficult it is, is not what you expected at first, but you still have to go through it seriously and hard.

I raised the glass to my mouth, drank the water in the glass in small sips, and then, even though the house is now apart from the three of us, my husband and wife, and even the nanny is not there, I still want to save face and pretend to be nothing. His changed clothes, shoes, socks.

(PS: I downloaded QQ to read, and after logging in, I found that there are many comments that I can’t see on the computer webpage. After reading it, I feel... a bit strange. Although some comments make me a little angry, but in fact, people’s comments are very correct !So, I’m sorry! I, I will work hard. I will definitely not let this book be unfinished....After returning from get off work, I quickly updated three chapters. That, I’m really sorry. I will try my best to write it ...)
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