rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 279 Chapter 283

Father-in-law Chen Yong and Chen Jinghua returned to the army after their vacation, and there were only four people in the house: mother-in-law, me, son, and nanny.Every day, the house is quiet, and life revolves around my son, who is busy and happy.

Autumn in the north is not like in Guangcheng. The autumn in Guangcheng is still hot, but here it is very obvious. The small maple trees and persimmon trees that have not been transplanted in the yard for a long time are turning red leaves with the wind leaving the branches.After breakfast, my mother-in-law invited friends to drink tea and play mahjong. The nanny was busy cleaning the inside and outside of the house lightly, while I was lying on the sofa with my son in my arms, doing nothing.

Looking down at his son who had faded from red and turned white and tender, he was sleeping soundly with his eyes closed, and he didn't look like a little devil when he was crying.He is so cute and quiet that I have the urge to hold him in my arms and rub him into my heart. I always feel that I don't know how to get along with others or how to love.But for him, it is natural to want to take out the little stick, wishing to give him all the best of himself.

The corners of the mouth curled up. Before, I imagined that the life with only the mother-in-law and the nanny to help take care of the children was too difficult.Actually, it's not that difficult.It's a little tired, and I'm not as free as before, and I can't do whatever I want, but the life of being a yellow-faced woman at home and raising children makes me really feel comfortable.

As for her husband not at home, will she miss her?Worried that he can't help being lonely and cheating?Want to be there when your child is sick? ...There is a little bit of it, but I am not a person with strong physical needs, or I would not have been an old maid at the age of 27 in my previous life.Although it is said that when two people are in love, they will not be able to control things, but I think this is due to personal persistence, and I always firmly believe that the women taught by the elders need to be loved by others, and they must first love themselves.As for the question of whether my husband will betray me, well, I can't bear it, let alone accept it.Although I don't want to admit it, I am definitely a person who can't rub the sand in his eyes.But you can't be crazy about thinking about things that haven't happened yet, right?

However, if a man betrays, I think every woman can feel it.This is not how good a man is at hiding, but a woman's natural sixth sense is better than a lie detector.It's just that every woman makes different choices when her partner betrays.Lamented that people's hearts are not old in today's society?Think society used to be complicated?Blame social morality being trampled on?Forget it, it's not acting in a Qiong Yao drama, no one is sorry for anyone in this society, the reason should be found in oneself.

I have always wondered about my mother's feelings for my father in my previous life.She had the courage to marry and have children for her father when she was a teenager, even if her father had nothing; only one craft to barely support the family; she was not yet educated, and it was not absolutely good for her. She was ranked among her parents, brothers and sisters Behind him, he blamed her for the failure of the loan and investment field, and he blamed her for the dislike of his parents, siblings, and obvious instigation; After a little money, he cheated on her, and even caused her daughter to be cut a big wound on the back by a third party...

But she still insisted on it, even though the love has disappeared unknowingly after more than 40 years of marriage.It's like Jackie Chan said with confidence after having an affair with a young female star openly and aboveboard, that now he only has family affection for Lin Fengjiao.I don't know if women in their 50s and [-]s still need love, and I don't know if women really don't mind such a statement after a long marriage, and they can live happily around their children as always, and live their own lives chicly.

But now, I kind of understand that Chen Jinghua is important, but his son is the most precious.You don't need to understand or learn about marriage, just love and cherish with your heart.This is how I feel right now.

My movements have been habitually gentle, I stood up, and carried my son upstairs to take a peaceful and soothing afternoon nap.Only the sofa is warmly touched by the bright sunshine, and occasionally there is the soft sound of collision when the nanny washes, life does not need to be deliberate...

(PS: Girls should respect themselves, women should love themselves, don't become ugly because of love... This is my biggest feeling after listening to the second cousin's sister-in-law's cry to the second cousin... My emotions should be more peaceful and calm Come on, don't be too easily influenced...)
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