rebirth, romance, space

Chapter 221 Chapter 222 Chen Jinghua, I'm Tired

Mai Yanni and Qin Rong didn't speak when they came over, they just watched Luo Guoqing leave with me.Luo Guoqing seemed to feel it, turned around and waved to us with a bright smile, then turned and left again.It's just that this time he turned around and left more firmly, without the confusion just now.

"Xiaoxiao, you are a public figure, don't just agree to rude requests from irrelevant people in the future." Mai Yanni patted my shoulder, took my hand and went back the same way, not letting Qin Rong and I continue to hang out. "It's not that I'm strict with you, it's just that you have to understand that eating salty fish will quench your thirst."

"He's the same as me." I nodded, but what I said casually stunned Mai Yanni.Of course she knows that I come from the future, but it doesn't mean that there are people like me in this world. "That's why I agreed."

Taking a look at Qin Rong beside her, she is obviously out of shape, although her face is calm, but even if I don't use my sudden ability to look at it, I can know what she is thinking.The radiance in her big bright eyes has already proved that she is in love with her.

"Is there any way..." Mai Yanni didn't finish her sentence, but her meaning was obvious.

"I did a little trick." I did do a little trick, especially when it came to rebirth, but the trick was to suggest to him that I was his reborn sister.I admit that I once again avoided unknown and lurking dangers with my own ability, but this is also good for him, because his sister was indeed slapped away by him.And his so-called younger sister is also his biggest secret, because that is the child of his teenage girls and schoolmates.

But his rebirth did not go back to his own past, but to someone else, which is the legendary Duoshe.I think I understand that Qin Rong has deliberately concealed it these years. The world I live in now is said to be the one I used to be, but it is not, because of my rebirth, his rebirth, this world has deviated from all tracks, and formed another The parallel world is changing when I take it for granted to use the memory of the previous life to change.

I think this is also unexpected by Qin Rong, right?Although I left school back then, apart from the unavoidable small rift with my parents, it was more about making sure that this world was no longer the world of my previous life. Everyone was real, but all of them were fake to me. of.Therefore, I am used to choosing to escape when I can't accept it. After eight years of avoiding, I finally figured it out and came back.

Now, seeing Luo Guoqing, the sadness I had been deeply suppressed rose again.For rebirth, I am still the ultimate. If possible, I hope that I will not be reborn, even if my parents and family are in pain because of my accidental death in a car accident, I don’t want to.I am so selfish, even if I get to this point, it is because of myself.In all my thoughts, I persist in thinking that the family members in my previous life are my family members, even if they are poor and have irreconcilable disputes with each other; but they are my family members and cannot be replaced by anything else.

Later, I didn't listen to what Mai Yanni said. I just got into the nanny's car, rested my head on Chen Jinghua's shoulder and closed my eyes.

"Chen Jinghua, I'm tired." Yes, I'm tired!I am tired of all the emotions and thoughts in my mind.I feel that I have changed, just like what my parents said in my previous life, people have to live to think about it; but now I don’t want to live anymore, because I really can’t stand this kind of situation where everyone is real, but I am the only one. fake loneliness.Even if I have Qin Rong by my side and never give up, I can't get rid of this loneliness.

Chen Jinghua paused, and under Mai Yanni's cannibalistic gaze, he took me into his arms.As a young man, even though his height has grown rapidly and his muscles have been strengthened due to training, he still has a youthful fragility.But I just want to rely on him at this moment, maybe anyone, but no one can rely on me, Qin Rong, who is the most dependent on each other, is troubled by her own temptation, Mai Yanni only has Ling Jianle in her arms, No one except Chen Jinghua.Yes, no one, I stubbornly think that there is no one, even if there are two assistants in the nanny car sitting in front of me, I still stubbornly think.

Chen Jinghua is very familiar with me, and he understands me more, so he hugged me according to his heart, just like how he hugged me who was lonely in the crowded airport eight years ago.Although he is asking for something from me, but more is distressed.As he grew up, he became more aware of his actions at the beginning, was he moved because he loved her, or was he inexplicably close when he first met her?All of this has long been indistinguishable.

(PS: Rebirth, not the biggest... This is my deepest feeling after reading so many heavy articles)
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