all the mornings

Chapter 4 Wake Up This Morning (3)
Li Sichuan didn't expect to be able to convince her right away, she was too compliant with him last night, which gave him the illusion that she would be grateful for the former relationship between husband and wife, and let him push forward.It's like the old saying, "The heart of poverty is still there, but the heart of sex rises again", but this "poor" is the poverty of exhausting lovesickness, and "sex" is the color of deep lovesickness.In order to cure his lust, he had another small quarrel with her.It was only after the quarrel that he remembered that he still hadn't told her that he loved her.But maybe this word is not a panacea at all, not as effective as it is said to be.Li Sichuan didn't dare to try it lightly, if it didn't work, then he wouldn't have the capital to make money.

Li Sichuan sighed, rolled up his sleeves, and cleaned the dishes and stove.Just now when he was with Yingying, he was so happy that he spilled milk and egg liquid on the table, and he had to clean up by himself when it was over.

It's just that it's easy to clean up the countertops in the kitchen, but it's really difficult to clean up their situation.

After washing the cups, dishes, knives and forks, wiped off the water stains, wiped the tabletop, dried his hands with a towel, and tidied them up together. Li Sichuan immediately went to see the garage his daughter built.

After they separated, Xiao Yu moved out of the house where they lived.He had never been to this new house, and he was not familiar with the layout of the house, so he found the children's room after searching a few rooms.

Yingying sat on the carpet to build toys, and Xiaoyu sat leaning against the widened window sill, which was covered with cushions and became a resting area.A pillow was placed on her lower back, her head was tilted to one side, her eyes were closed, and she seemed to be asleep.

The carpet in the room was thick, and when Li Sichuan walked in, there was no sound at all.But Yingying still noticed it, and put up a finger in front of his mouth and hissed.Li Sichuan nodded, feeling sore in his heart.

Such a pair of mother and daughter, the mother is sick, the daughter is too sensible, he was able to leave them cruelly at that time, I really don't know how he did it.

Li Sichuan saw that she seemed to be in a deep sleep, so he took a thin blanket from his daughter's bed and put it on her body.She also noticed it in her sleep, and frowned slightly.He stood by the side in fear, for fear that she would wake up.Fortunately, she just moved.Li Sichuan relaxed, sat on the carpet, and watched his daughter play.

Yingying showed him a high-rise garage that had been built.

The small building has four floors, each floor has two small compartments, and a two-inch-long car is stuffed in one compartment.He looked at it carefully, picked a piece, built a ramp for the second floor, and used two fingers to drive a few steps on the ramp to indicate the road.Yingying smiled, held down a small car with one finger, and slowly slid down the ramp.Li Sichuan gestured OK to his daughter.

This kid is really smart, Li Sichuan thought.She can fully understand what the adults mean, and can respond accordingly.

At the beginning, it was Xiao Yu who wanted a child wholeheartedly, but he objected, thinking that it would be better not to have a child for the time being in her situation.But when facing her tenderness, his weak objection is like spring breeze in the winter, he doesn't allow him to think about it, and the ice and snow melt immediately.How did Li Sichuan know that from the day Xiaoyu had this child, it was time for them to separate.It wasn't until later that he realized that she didn't want to leave him because she had a child, but she wanted this child for the sake of leaving him.She even married him just for this day.

To put it bluntly, Xiao Yu and Li Sichuan got married just to have a child.Xiaoyu is not the kind of avant-garde woman who goes to a sperm bank to help her conceive in order to have a biological child, or as long as the child does not marry.She is honest and honest. In order to have a child, she first finds a man to get married seriously, and puts all her effort into getting married. She doesn't care about spending a lot of time and money on divorce.

From the day Li Sichuan met Xiaoyu, he knew that she was the most trouble-free person.And it is absolutely true, Xiao Yu is also the kind of vicious woman who crosses rivers and demolishes bridges, turns her face and refuses to recognize anyone.At that time, he was stunned by her attitude, and he kept his breath in his heart. He signed the divorce paper without saying a word, and regretted it not long after.

While he was meditating, Yingying built a kitten with building blocks, then stretched the cat a few times, and silently made two "meow" mouth shapes.

Li Sichuan couldn't help laughing, and gave Yingying a thumbs up.

There is a painting shelf against the wall in the room, and Li Sichuan picked up a brush and drew a cat fluttering butterflies.Yingying was delighted to see it, and squeezed over to look at his painting.Li Sichuan immediately picked up his daughter, let Yingying sit on his lap, put his arms around her small body, and continued to add kittens and balls of yarn to the painting.

After drawing two, Yingying looked up at him, Li Sichuan tilted his head, and touched the top of his daughter's head.Yingying stretched out her fat arms to wrap around his neck.Li Sichuan put down his pen and held her in his arms.The daughter called softly in his ear: "Daddy."

Li Sichuan felt palpitations, like having a heart attack, and like a saw was squeaking through his heart.He kissed the top of her head and said in the same soft voice, "Baby."

The baby nestled quietly against his chest, playing with a button on his shirt.

Li Sichuan picked up his brush again and drew this peaceful scene in the room.Father hugs daughter, mother sits by the window.Slightly different from the reality, there are three kittens at the feet of the daughter in the painting, and the mother is smiling, watching the father and daughter playing with the kittens.

After the painting was finished, Li Sichuan asked Yingying softly, "Do you like it?"

"I like it." Yingying said, refusing to let go of the arm around Li Sichuan's neck, looked at him with round eyes for a while, and then kissed him on the face.After kissing, he touched his cheek with a soft little hand and said, "Mao."

Li Sichuan found it funny.He hadn't shaved when he took a shower just now, so there were naturally no personal items for him here. After a night, a light blue mustache shadow appeared on his cheeks.The daughter has never kissed such a hard face, straight to the point.

Li Sichuan looked at Yingying's face, it was pink and water-red, and it was really blown.The daughter is like her, born a beauty embryo.Xiao Yu's skin is also so delicate, like porcelain, like jade.When they were the best friends, Li Sichuan was not willing to use his unshaven face to rub her pink cheeks.He always felt that if he rubbed it a little more, Xiaoyu's face would be scratched by his beard.He has a vigorous beard and hair, and the word "little boy" has never been with him.When I graduated from university, I was working on a graduation project. I didn't shave my beard for two months, and threatened to grow a beard to show my ambition. Later, my hair and beard became one piece, and the girls joked that I looked like a savage.

Li Sichuan held his daughter's little hand and rubbed it gently against his chin, and asked, "Does it look like a file?"

"What is that?" The daughter opened her eyes wide.

Li Sichuan laughed.Such a small child, how would he know what a file is.He remembered that one year at an exhibition, he saw a set of miniature hand-made clamps made in Germany, which were very delicate. Children could learn some simple fitter techniques, and adults could also use them to make gadgets.He was moved by seeing it at the time, and wanted to buy it and put it in the studio, but he was a step late and was bought by a colleague.This buddy used this set of tools to make jewelry for his wife.The boxwood comb is inlaid with shells to make a comb, and the lamb leg bone with gnawed meat is cut short and the lettering becomes a private seal. It is worth mentioning that in order to match this private seal with a leather case, This buddy removed the cowhide logo from a pair of designer jeans he had, and sewed one by hand.

Li Sichuan watched this colleague make all kinds of trinkets for his wife after work, and he was really envious in his heart.Originally, he thought that if he had a son, he could also buy such a set of tools to play with him and teach him some manual basics.But after having a daughter, the idea gradually faded from memory.

Of course, if he really likes that set of tools, he can also buy them, like that colleague did, to make a tinsel comb or bone medal for Xiao Yu.It's just that Xiaoyu doesn't lack anything, and the various accessories she wears every day have never been repeated.The gold armlets she had worn last night were samples of the latest styles she would be designing for the new season.She is a ready-made model and the best model, and she is very convincing when she shows up wearing her latest products.

When Xiaoyu got married back then, the amount of dowry gold ornaments was jaw-dropping. People said that Li Sichuan married a treasury.Later they divorced, and Li Sichuan only took away a few boxes of his clothes and dozens of cartons of books.Li Sichuan wanted to show that in their marriage, what he cared about was never her assets.

So what does he care about?Now that Li Sichuan was holding their little daughter, he suddenly thought of asking himself.

If he really only cares about her, then he shouldn't divorce her.After thinking about it this way, what he really cared about at that time was his hurt feelings.

Although they spoke in a low voice here, they still woke Xiao Yu up.She looked at them for a while before asking, "Are you still there?"

Li Sichuan had no choice but to say: "I'll wait for you to wake up so I can tell you. Let's go now."

Xiao Yu said "hmm".

Li Sichuan looked at her face.There was no trace of blood on her face, it was as white as porcelain, and there was a little blue under the eyes, which showed the appearance of long-term sleep deprivation.

"Have you slept well?" Li Sichuan blurted out.

"It's okay, I can always sleep for two or three hours a night, which is much better than before." Xiao Yu replied.

When Xiao Yu mentioned the past, he fell silent again.When they were still sleeping together before, she couldn't sleep all night, and she finally fell asleep. A little noise from Li Sichuan would wake her up again, and then she had to sleep in a separate room.For a while, she was so nervous that she couldn't hear a little sound, so he had to be careful in everything he did.Later, he couldn't take it anymore and lost his temper, and she gave an ultimatum.

Li Sichuan thought that his and her married life in the past few years was the process of constant suppression of self-esteem, so he made up his mind to get a divorce. After a few days of recovery, he began to make trouble for himself again.

He let go of his daughter, stood up and said: "Then I'm leaving, you take care of yourself." Then he bent down and said to Yingying: "Thank you for your breakfast, this is the best I have ever had. Maybe you can become a chef and open your own restaurant."

Yingying looked up at him, biting her lip, as if she wanted to say something.Li Sichuan squatted down again, looked at his daughter at the same level, and asked, "What do you want to say?"

Yingying said, "A file."

Li Sichuan was surprised, and his daughter said it again: "The file."

He understood instantly, and asked Yingying: "Do you want to know what a file is?"

The daughter nodded.

Li Sichuan suddenly became happy and said: "Okay, I will bring it next time."

The daughter pursed her lips and smiled, her eyes curved into cute pods.Li Sichuan couldn't help kissing her on the cheek, biting his lips while kissing, afraid that his hairy cheeks would rub against her tender cheeks.

(End of this chapter)