all the mornings

Chapter 2 Wake Up This Morning (1)
This is a room located in a 29-story building, and the large glass windows reflect the stars in the dark blue sky.A window full of stars.In the middle of the night, the stars are moving, and there is a picture of Pegasus embedded in the window at this time.The four stars of Pegasus shine brightly in their windows.

One of Xiaoyu's hobbies is watching constellations.She can sit in front of the window with her knees hugged and watch it be midnight.Sometimes I close my eyes and take a nap in the middle.But she would wake up at any time, not knowing that she had just slept.

She has a name in the circle of relatives and friends called "the person who doesn't sleep".

When she heard this name, she didn't distinguish between it and just smiled.

Who can not sleep?Isn't that a fairy?Xiao Yu thinks she has not reached that level yet.

"But Xiaoyu's cultivation has already become somewhat immortal." They all said.

Of course, in front of Xiao Yu, they said it was immortal energy.But when they carried her on their backs, they said that she was very dark and ghostly.But Xiao Yu ignored all these, just pretending not to hear.After all, the only person who is willing to get close to her these years is this person beside her.

Thinking of this, she came to her senses, and only then did she feel that her arms stretched out of the quilt were cold.She pushed Li Sichuan beside her and said, "It's almost midnight."

Li Sichuan was pushed awake by her, and said "um", indicating that he heard it, but did not answer.He turned his head around in the tangle of pillows, trying to find a more comfortable position.

He always thought that Xiaoyu's pillow was too soft and too much.They are stacked one by one at the head of the bed, like advertisement pages for products.With so many pillows, you have to put them on the sofa one by one before going to bed, and pick them up on the bed one by one after you wake up. Isn’t it troublesome?Li Sichuan forgot about her eccentricity when she was drunk just now.Now her head was sunk in a pile of pillows, and she didn't know where her face was.I just felt that her voice was near and far away, floating in my ears.

"I really drank too much wine." Li Sichuan thought.

He struggled to get up from the pillow, grabbed one and put it under his neck—the neck should be sore again tomorrow morning.

"If you're still drunk, I'll call a car for you?" Xiao Yu continued, very considerate.

Li Sichuan's consciousness is not fully awake yet.He was lying in the cotton pile, greedy for the pleasure of the day.He pulled Xiaoyu's arm into the quilt and put it on his chest to warm it.Her arms had been left outside for so long that they developed little rashes from the cold.Li Sichuan turned sideways, pressed his chest, and stroked her shoulder with one hand.Sure enough, her shoulders were also cold, but the skin on the shoulders never had rashes, which was really a strange phenomenon.Li Sichuan had thought about this problem for a long time, but in the end he had no choice but to let it go.

It seems that not only Li Sichuan had this discovery, but she also knew it.Her shoulders are round and smooth, and her shoulder blades are thin and light. Wearing a strapless evening dress with a backless back, the pair of butterfly bones are really like a pair of butterfly wings. They flutter with her gestures and waist, and seem to be ready to vibrate at any time. Wings and fly.

The ice is like jade, and the night is as cool as water.

Li Sichuan threw a pillow between their heads under the bed, and then they pressed their bodies tightly together.He hugged Xiao Yu tightly, pressed his hot lips to her cold skin, and kissed her little by little, until the ears.Xiao Yu's earlobe is soft, like a drop of half-melted wax, under his tongue, it can be molded into any shape he wants.

Xiaoyu felt the numbness spread from the earlobe to the heart, and from the heart to hypnotize the whole body.

There was a night wind blowing in, and an iron bell in front of the window rang, with a "ding", which was very crisp in the quiet night.

She woke up, paused, and said, "Oh, don't."

Seeing that Li Sichuan didn't intend to stop, she added: "If you don't want to get up, then I'll sleep somewhere else, don't disturb you to rest."

"When did she become so considerate? She was always the one who thought he was bothering her to rest." Li Sichuan thought like this, but he wisely kept silent and continued to do what he wanted.He knew Xiao Yu's temper.Although he treats people coldly, as long as he is patient, he can always coax her to soften her heart.In the first two years of his marriage, he rarely had impatient days, and in the next two years, there were more and more such days...

However, tonight Li Sichuan made up his mind to be patient, he wanted to reward himself - after drinking two bottles of wine and sleeping for two hours.

Therefore, Li Sichuan whispered in her ear: "I've had a good rest."

Xiao Yu heard the iron bell ring again, and the night breeze brushed her hot face coolly.She was a little embarrassed, hesitated for a while, and then said: "Now that you have rested, then... let's go..."

Li Sichuan naturally refused, and immediately squeezed her towards her: "It's only been two or three hours, and the alcohol concentration has not gone away. If you are caught by the police, you will be in prison for half a year, and you will not come to deliver meals, so you deliberately want me to stay in prison for half a year. Are you driving?"

Xiao Yu spat lightly, and then fell silent.But to Li Sichuan, this was a rare gentleness.He knew it, so he also knew how to cherish blessings, and he didn't dare to do it again, he just kissed her ear gently.

As if resigned to her fate, Xiao Yu sighed and said, "Wait a minute." Then she used her right hand to turn the gold bracelet on her left wrist.The golden armband was made into a silk-wrapped shape and wrapped around her arm several times.Xiao Yu twisted, trying to take it off her arm.Li Sichuan knew that according to her habit, she would have taken off this jewelry before going to bed, but she fell asleep somehow, with the gold bracelet on her arm, and placed it on his chest, and it lasted until midnight.

Li Sichuan stretched out his hand silently, and said, "I'll do it." After speaking, he supported her left arm with one hand, and touched the golden armband with the other, and slowly pulled it out.

At the reception just now, she wore a sleeveless, knee-length tube top little black dress, paired with this gold armband, she looked elegant and beautiful.He was disturbed when he saw it, and couldn't help but go up to say hello, and then brazenly followed her home with the help of wine.Unexpectedly, when the spirit of wine came up, he fell asleep without saying a few words.

"It must be because of the peace of mind." Li Sichuan argued in his heart.Lying next to Xiaoyu means that he has returned home. His heart tells his body "you are home", so his body is completely relaxed, and there is no need to rush to do what should be done. Let's rest first and then talk. Go home, there are plenty of things to do. Time, no rush.

However, I don't know what Xiaoyu thinks...

Li Sichuan took off Xiaoyu's armlet while taking a peek at her, and was relieved to see that her expression was also quite happy.

The golden armband came off, he weighed it in his hand, and said with a smile, "Is there three taels? Don't you think it's too heavy?"

Xiao Yu also smiled, shook her head and said, "No, it's hollow." She is from the south, but when she talks to Li Sichuan, under his influence, she always unconsciously puts on a little voice.

It was rare that the two of them were in such a good mood, Li Sichuan casually put the golden armband on a cabinet beside the bed, and leaned over to kiss her.

That night, the iron bell kept ringing in front of the window, and the starlight on the 27th floor enveloped them gently until the morning star rose.

It was not until early in the morning that Xiao Yu fell asleep.This kind of sleep is really rare for her, Li Sichuan knew it, so he didn't want to disturb her, and only let her sleep comfortably in his arms.

Later, Li Sichuan also fell asleep, thinking in a daze, Xiaoyu's mattress is not bad, when did you change it?How could she be willing to change her precious water bed?She has always been afraid of the cold, her hands and feet are always cold in winter, and the constant temperature design of the water bed seems to be tailor-made for her.She can take a nap whenever she lies on it.But he is not used to it, especially when he wants to do something, the water bed is not firm enough to support his knees.Sometimes when I turn over, I still feel seasick...

Li Sichuan was dreaming, dreaming of Xiao Yu's water bed from before.The bed had done him such a bad job, and they had fought so many times to replace it.Unexpectedly, he was in a good mood tonight. He remembered the absurdity of the past, and he almost laughed out loud when he fell asleep.

Li Sichuan was startled, and really woke up.

He was afraid of waking Xiao Yu who was asleep - even if he was asleep, he still paid half of his attention to her.

The moment he woke up, Li Sichuan felt someone watching him.His mind was still in a daze, he just realized what the two people in the quilt looked like if they were naked.Then he wondered who would show up in someone's bedroom early in the morning?This is so rude.

Li Sichuan opened his eyes, wanting to get angry, but also felt that getting angry at this time would make Xiao Yu unhappy.Just when he was thinking about whether to get angry or not, Li Sichuan came to his senses completely. He must be in good spirits. In front of him was a pair of serious eyes and a round face.

Li Sichuan was so embarrassed that he didn't know whether to worry or laugh.His hands quietly grasped the corners of the quilt tightly in the quilt, trying not to let the two people's necks fall out of the protection of the quilt.The pair of eyes beside the bed were still staring at him seriously, not speaking.Li Sichuan had no choice but to raise his head from the pillow, showing a gentle smile, and took the initiative to say hello: "Good morning."

The owner of those eyes looked at the couple on the bed with a sullen round face, apparently unprepared for this situation and didn't know what to do.After a while, she blinked her eyes and opened her mouth, as if she was about to raise her voice to scream, so scared that Li Sichuan immediately said: "Hi! What do you want to eat in the morning? Blueberry pancakes? Add more maple syrup."

Hearing what Li Sichuan said, Xiao Yuanlian closed his mouth, thought for a while, and shook his head.

Li Sichuan hurriedly said again: "Then mango pan? Pour more chocolate sauce?"

Xiao Yuanlian shook his head again, but his face was not so serious.

Li Sichuan knew that [-]% of the success had been achieved, so he continued to fabricate lies: "Milk toast?"

Little round face nodded this time, and left with a serious face.

After Xiaoyuanlian left, Li Sichuan pushed the person in his arms and asked, "Are you pretending to be asleep? I know you've woken up a long time ago."

Xiao Yu was still sleeping on his chest, buried her face in the quilt, and let out a muffled laugh.

In the last two years of their marriage, Xiao Yu seldom laughed, even less often out loud.Li Sichuan was quite surprised, sat up and looked at her.She hid her face in the pillow and avoided him.Li Sichuan refused and turned her shoulders, only then did he see the unconcealable smile on her face.

After a night like that, there was an early morning like this, which made no one lose his temper.Li Sichuan leaned over to kiss her, Xiao Yu avoided it, and said in a low voice, "Get up and get dressed, don't let her be stuck on the bed again."

Li Sichuan had no choice but to throw off the quilt and get out of bed. While walking towards the bathroom, he muttered, "I've grown up so much, and I've lived to this age. This is the first time I've been stuck under the quilt and can't get out of bed. It's not someone else, it's my daughter." He walked to the door of the bathroom, then turned around and said, "But you made a mistake just now, I'm not the only one stuck on the bed by her, you are the same."

Xiao Yu continued to laugh after hearing this.

Li Sichuan was also smiling, and the person in the mirror couldn't even close his mouth.He gave a thumbs up to the one inside, then took a quick shower and put on Xiao Yu's bathrobe.Her bathrobe has always been white, like hotel supplies, and it is fine for him except that it is short.There was only one toothbrush in her bathroom, and Li Sichuan brushed her teeth with her toothbrush without any psychological barriers.Then he took a dry towel to wipe his wet hair, went out and asked casually, "Where did she go?"

"I'm going to get you milk toast." Xiao Yu replied with a smile.She lay on her side without looking at Li Sichuan.But he saw his own shadow in the glass of the window.

"What?" Li Sichuan asked.

"Didn't you say you want milk toast? She went to get it for you." Xiao Yu said with her eyes closed.

"No," Li Sichuan looked surprised, "I asked her if she wanted milk toast. I started to ask her if she wanted blueberry pancakes, and she shook her head. I asked if she wanted mango pancakes, and she shook her head again. I I just asked her about the milk toast."

"She nodded, indicating that there is one at home." Xiao Yu became impatient, the light outside the window was getting stronger, she was always afraid of the light, so she immediately pulled a pillow over and pressed the upper half of her face.

"The blueberries and mangoes you mentioned happened to be gone at home, so she shook her head."

As soon as Li Sichuan heard her tone, he knew that she was getting impatient, not to mention that she had used the pillow.He has always been able to understand her body language without error.When they were not divorced, when Xiao Yu showed her impatience, his enthusiasm also faded.No matter how much love, no matter how deep the feelings are, they will disappear without a trace when they meet her indifference.

Li Sichuan bent down and picked up the clothes he took off last night.

All the clothes were piled on the ground, exuding the smell of being separated from the night.The shirt smelled of alcohol, the trousers were wrinkled, the socks were dirty, the coat was balled up, with one sleeve turned upside down.Looking at the unwashed clothes, he really didn't want to put on his upper body, so he suppressed his temper and asked, "Are there any clothes for me here?"

Xiao Yu simply replied with one word: "No."

Li Sichuan also knew that there would be no such thing, so asking her was just a waste of time.He put on his clothes reluctantly, and when he was putting on his shoes, Little Round Face came in.She was holding a tray in her hand, and there was a glass on the tray. The glass was half full of milk, and the other half had been spilled on the tray. There was a piece of toast beside the glass, half of which was being soaked by the spilled milk. with.

Li Sichuan looked at her rigorous little servant, and was amazed, funny, and moved.He squatted down to be as high as her, took the tray and put it on a low cabinet at the end of the bed, and said, "Is this for me?"

She nodded, her eyes wide open, looking at him.The pupils of the small round face are pitch black, almost occupying the entire eye, like a cat in low light.Li Sichuan's heart ached when he saw it, he just wanted to hug her to his chest, but he was afraid that a sudden big movement would frighten her.

So he asked cautiously: "Thank you, um, what do you want to eat? Haven't you told me yet?"

"Toast." She said in a soft voice, and glanced at the bed after she finished speaking, as if she was afraid that the sound of her voice would wake someone who was asleep.

Li Sichuan didn't know that she already had such keen observation and caring, she was only four years old!The other four-year-olds are still rolling and crying, staying in bed and studying and refusing to go to kindergarten.And his youngest daughter, who still has a curly hair that matches her eyebrows and black cat-like eyes, has already brought breakfast to her parents.

This morning's encounter broke his heart for her, and he wanted to please her with all his heart.

"Nothing else?" Li Sichuan asked.

She nodded.

"Then let's go see if there are any eggs in the kitchen."

She nodded again and again, showing a smile, "Will you?"

Li Sichuan nodded gently.He looked back at the person on the bed—the person continued to pretend to be asleep without making a sound.

The little round face gave an "um" and stretched out a hand to hold one of his fingers.Nuannuan's small hand was placed in Li Sichuan's, making his heart almost melt like a piece of butter in a hot pan.Li Sichuan held her little hand silently, took the tray in one hand, and said, "Take me to the kitchen, let's make egg toast for mother's breakfast."

She put a finger in front of her mouth, "shh", asking him to be quiet.Li Sichuan nodded and blinked to show his understanding.She moved her calf and led him away.

When Li Sichuan and Xiaoyu got married, they fell through the eyes of many people.When their wedding photos were circulated, some people predicted that the two of them were not the same way, and that they would definitely divorce in a few years.There are too many people talking, and they have heard the gossip.Li Sichuan smiled and said nothing, Xiao Yu pretended not to hear.

Sure enough, within a few years, they still separated.

Xiaoyu was the one who proposed marriage at the beginning, and she was the one who proposed divorce.She never cared what Li Sichuan thought.And Li Sichuan didn't want to show too low self-esteem in front of her, so he was ruthless by her, and he also became ruthless, thinking, "How many women have I, Li Sichuan, seen in my life? It doesn't mean that I can't live without you, Huo Xiaoyu! Since you are so If you don’t care about the bond between husband and wife, then why should I cling to you? I think I’m still a man, so I should show some face!” So ​​he puffed up his chest like he was drunk, and said, “You want a divorce, right? I agree." However, as soon as Li Sichuan finished speaking, he regretted it, and wished he could raise his hand to slap himself twice - why did he talk drunk when he obviously didn't drink?
But he knew Xiaoyu's temper, and he never said anything different.A verbal agreement is equivalent to an official document with a stamp and notarization, and the other party is never allowed to go back on his word.Li Sichuan was heroic for a while, but his love for his children was short-lived, and the relationship between the two was severed.

In fact, when it comes to feelings, whoever takes it seriously first will admit defeat.Li Sichuan recognized the truth first, he should be willing to admit defeat.But he refused to give in, so he lost, first he lost his relationship, and then he lost his marriage.

(End of this chapter)