good luck

Chapter 93
Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

I hate crying the most.

I'm also not good at comforting someone's cry.

In this case, I can only cry along with it.

When I was in the first grade of junior high school, I passed someone's house after school, and his family was having a funeral.There was constant crying in the house.I stopped, tears welling up in my eyes.My companions were intimidated by me.I said it was so sad.The other party didn't care.It's the kind of person I'm talking about.

Then there was my best friend in high school telling me that I was in a bad mood.But I was at a loss for words and cried out anxiously.Because I don't know how to comfort her, the feeling of being unable to do anything is the most uncomfortable.

I don't know if I tell you this, will you think I'm inexplicable.

But in fact, I am also such a person.

baffling.

The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

Strongly talk about sorrow for Fu's new words.

think too much.

Too sensitive, like to hurt spring and autumn.

Tut tut.this argument.I don't know how many times I've heard it.I told you, I've been unhappy and my emotions have been up and down.

In real life, there is a lack of people to talk to.In other words, I am not used to talking to people in life, and I feel so good about Mrs. Xianglin.

So put more emotion in other places, the blog you said is that.

Carrying my gray emotions, happiness or sadness, is a person talking to himself.But someone still found out that it was me.then.There are the following messages.Lu Jinnian, you actually saw it.Not mentioning those out of fear of my displeasure?You are such a gentle person.

When I first heard it, I still wanted to defend myself.I didn't think much about it at all, I just cared, cared about people who I thought cared about me too.I'm not trying to say I'm sad, I'm really unhappy, life always slaps people in the face like that inadvertently.Even if it is a warm spring day, it will be extremely cold when you lay your hands on it.I don't even like being sad.Is it true that there are people in this world who deliberately do not love happiness, deliberately stay in the quagmire of pain, and continue to perish forever?If you are not yourself, then please don't assume that other people will like it.

I want to say this to people.I don't want to be misunderstood casually.

But, Lu Jinnian, this won't work.There are so many people and so many hearts, none of them are the same.How can it be persuaded?What is the point of persuasion?

If the heart has not changed, these appearances will only change the soup without changing the medicine.Flattery and perfunctory.

In this way, it is better to continue to be misunderstood.

That girl is still very lucky.Because later you still understand her situation at that time.

But it's a bit late.

The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

Maybe you won't believe it.I dreamed about you last night.

I don't quite remember your appearance, just remember your smile.Especially like the white lotus in my pond.The holiness does not exist.

You want to know my senior year?

In my third year of high school, apart from attending classes and reviewing well, I was in a daze.The goal is to be on par with learning and hobbies.I can't give up studying and don't want to give up some of my habits, so I have been trying to find a balance.I didn't make new friends because I didn't want to make them myself.I have long had no energy to expand new social circles.It is difficult to get along with old people, let alone join a new circle.

I am a person who can't even cope with myself, and it is even more impossible for others to be considerate.

So I'll just stay in my own world.Don't bother anyone, and no one needs me.

but.

Lu Jinnian, you are an exception, you make me feel at ease.

The Park Anho You Don't Know

(End of this chapter)