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Chapter 886 Su Xiaoxiao——A Chance of Happiness
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Su Xiaoxiao - A Chance of Happiness
1.

This is the 155th day since Lu Jinnian left.

This is the 155th day in Sihe alone.

Before these 155 days, Lu Jinnian and I were always together.

We live in a community, and the houses face each other.The key to Lu Jinnian's house is still with me, and the key to my house is still on Lu Jinnian's key ring.

When I have nothing to do, I will visit Lu Jinnian's house.

If Lu Jinnian is too free, he will come to my house to find me to play a two-player battle game.

We went shopping together, and he watched me try on different styles of clothes one after another, and I watched him try on nothing and ask the clerk to pack up, except for the clothes of the same style that were left on the hangers that he removed.

We clubbed together, I danced with the demons on the dance floor, he sat quietly at the bar, sometimes a glass of Black Russia, sometimes a Bloody Mary, sometimes a brandy.

We eat together, but we don't often eat out, because Lu Jinnian said that the food I cook is the most delicious.

So I became his royal chef as it should be.

But there's nothing wrong with that either.

Lu Jinnian's appetite is not big, if it was Zhou Xinshen, I think it would be three Lu Jinnian's appetite.However, no matter whether it is Zhou Xinshen or Lu Jinnian, they are not fat.

No matter how you eat, no matter how much you eat or how little you eat, you won't get fat.

How many girls are looking forward to a slim and graceful figure?

However, I will not envy, because I am the same.

Hahaha~
After laughing, after being happy, the reality will always remind you exactly what the real situation is.

So what?

so what?
2.

Everyone said that Lu Jinnian and I were in love.

Everyone said that Lu Jinnian and I were a perfect couple.

But so what?
Lu Jinnian and I know each other well——

This is just everyone's opinion.

Lu Jinnian doesn't love me.

Lu Jinnian doesn't love me at all.

Even if I love him so much.

Even if I follow him like this.

He still doesn't love me either.

not love me.

3.

Everyone knows that I like Lu Jinnian.

Lu Jinnian also knew.

But so what?
There has never been a law in this world that stipulates that if I like you, you must like me.

4.

Today is Christmas.

The whole Sihe was immersed in a sweet atmosphere, lovers basically crowded the entire pedestrian street, and the bar we often went to was also full.

Zhou Xinshen said, do you want to sing?
I said, are there many people together?

Zhou Xinshen smiled, Su Xiaoxiao's special concert.

I was stunned for a moment, then laughed, then let's go.I want the most luxurious private room.

Zhou Xinshen snapped her fingers and said no problem.Then Zhou Xinshen took me to his private club - Shengge City.

Huh~
What a rotten name.

Zhou Xinshen also seemed to see my thoughts, he said with a smile, you can't think wrongly.Our family is a legitimate business.

At that moment, I really felt that Zhou Xinshen was quite cute.

Shengge City.This is the fourth and most exclusive business club.How should I describe it—it’s so beautiful, it’s so expensive.

5.

For some reason, I suddenly thought of Liu Ruoying.

Lu Jinnian's favorite girl's favorite singer.

Then I said to Zhou Xinshen, I want to sing all Rene Liu's songs that I can sing today.

Zhou Xinshen said yes, and then applauded.

6.

The first song turned out to be "We Are Not Together".

I absolutely doubt that Zhou Xinxin did it on purpose.

However, it’s not an agreement, it’s my personal concert, Zhou Xinxin, what are you singing along with——

Walk that road, walk, walk, always go home.

Holding it with both hands, shaking it, shaking it, reluctant to let it go.

You don't know, right? Later on I was thinking:
Come with you, no matter where it goes.

"Zhou Xinshen, you are not allowed to sing along. Next song." I took the mic and yelled at Zhou Xinshen.

This is my personal solo, please don't make trouble.

"...I love you very much, so I am willing not to hold you back, and fly to a happy place. I love you very much, and I can only feel at ease when I let you have love."

This song I love you very much, how warm and sad.

Lu Jinnian, I love you so much that I can only let you go in the end.

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel, but Zhou Xinshen is still here, so I can't cry. "Zhou Xinshen, the next song...ah, this one won't work, change to another one."

"Ah, which person, does it only exist in dreams? Why do I use up all my strength, but in exchange for half a lifetime of memories?"

……

I was hysterical, expressive, and burst into tears.

Then there was no sound.

"Zhou Xinshen, what are you doing? I haven't finished singing yet."

"Listen to me next, you are not the only one who can sing Liu Ruoying's songs, I can too."

How cute is Zhou Xinshen, not at all.

"...we had a chance at happiness once, when the roses and promises hadn't withered, don't say sorry. I don't regret it, ever flew against the wind with you. We had a chance at happiness once...Please give yourself one Chance of happiness, please let me give you happiness. Su Xiaoxiao. ILOVEYOU. I'MWITHYOU."

Eh?Are the lyrics like this?

7.

Then, I felt like I was being scammed.

Zhou Xinshen, you bastard.

But thank you.

Just, sorry.

8.

I had no heart.

Even that is a hollow heart.

No one loves me, I don't love anyone, I have nothing.

However, God let me meet Lu Jinnian, so everything began to change.

My heart began to come alive.

Just because of Lu Jinnian's unintentional words, he said, Su Xiaoxiao, I will protect you well.

I will protect you well.

Because of this sentence, I have been following him since I was 14, I will be where he is, no matter what happens, no matter what Lu Jinnian says, I will not leave.

I just won't go.

Even if everything makes no sense, I won't go.

9.

There is a kind of imprinting behavior in zoology.

Once imprinting occurs, it cannot be changed—for example, the newly hatched gray-legged goose in the experiment, the first moving object it saw was Lorentz, not the mother goose, but it took Lorentz Becoming its mother, remembering him, even when it is an adult, it still follows him, even when he swims, this duck will follow closely behind him.

Zhou Xinshen, do you know?

I am like that gray-legged goose, my world has always been in darkness, and no one has ever extended a helping hand to me when I am sad and frustrated, until one day I met Lu Jinnian, he is the light in my whole life, He was the only one who smiled at me and held out his hand, and he took mine.

From then on, there is only one person in my world, and even when I die, I will remember this person.

Lu Jinnian is my salvation and my belief in life.

Zhou Xinshen, do you understand?

10.

"I understand. I understand everything."

"However, that can't stop my love for you. Just like no one can stop your love for Xiao Lu."

In the past 25 years, the person I have confessed to the most is Lu Jinnian.

I have also encountered many deeply affectionate confessions.

But this time, it sounded a little different.

I feel like crying.

(End of this chapter)