good luck

Chapter 767 Spring 3
I am Xiaochun.

I'm still writing these letters I don't know if I'll ever send them.

If it must be sent to one person, that person is Anhao.

This person is my whole, only world.

Wilde said that there are two tragedies in life, the first is not getting what you want, and the second is getting what you want.

I really like this quote, it's so incisive.After sighing, I found that I was in such a miserable state.What I want and what I can't get are actually the same for me. Whether I get it or not, maybe there will be no change in essence.

But I am still grateful, what I want to get, I have got it.

It is also said that the world is the most difficult thing to ask for.

I am very envious of Anhao many times. In my memory, she has always been so calm and wise.She has been looking at the world like a bystander, all she cares about is the test scores and Zhang Jingya.

In fact, I really want to change Zhang Jingya's name to mine.Because I have been watching Anhao since I was six years old, like a voyeur, trying to get close to her, but I dare not really get close, I can only watch from a distance.Sometimes I also wondered what to do if I was discovered, but at that time, it was simply impossible.Anhao's single-minded attitude towards personnel affairs is amazing, she is around Zhang Jingya every day.For her at that time, Zhang Jingya was her whole world.

However, I am still very happy.

As long as you can still see it is fine.

In junior high school, I finally got my wish. Anhao and I were in the same class in the same school.

The older you get, the braver you will be, because as time goes by, you will know that if you don't pay close attention to some things now, once you miss the right moment, there may never be a next time.

Anhao's grades are very good. If I just looked at her in the third year of junior high school, I would just look at her, say nothing, and do nothing.Then we will definitely not be in the same school again in high school.

Because Anhao’s grades are very good, I will definitely go to a key high school, and I must only go to a vocational high school. If I’m lucky, maybe an ordinary high school is still fine.

The gap between reality and imagination is still as huge as ever. I dropped out of school because I didn't even finish junior high school.

This is unexpected.

To this day, I still haven't told anyone how I feel.I tried my best to put on an expression of indifference.My grandma knows I'm sad, but she's too old to raise me to school.People have to bow their heads under the eaves.So I can only rely on my dad.

Of course, I must have a little extravagant hope for a new school, but this extravagant dream was ruthlessly shattered before 24 hours, not even 24 minutes.

Please allow me to be more eloquent.Inexplicably, she became the wife of a man who was about the same age as her father.This shitty scenario really happened to me.Like Dad said, I have nothing, my life belongs to my mother.I was not expected to give birth to a child. It turns out that there are such children in the world.It turned out that I was such a child.

Anhao said to me a long time ago, Xiaochun, you are a very optimistic girl, I don’t care if you are pretending or you are really like this, as a friend, I hope to live a strong and optimistic life.

An Hao seldom said these things.So I value it.And has been working hard to achieve a good hope.Maybe you won't believe it, but sometimes I wish that Anhao is one of my relatives, and we can never be separated.

(End of this chapter)