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Chapter 73 The Star Is Me, Love You For Me ([-])
Kraft envelope.Barbie doll with blond hair."Blood Myrtle" by Cang Yue.

This is all the items in the drawer.

To my dear - write to Anhao.

Looking at the blue font on the envelope that jumped into her eyes, her heart sank to the bottom of the sea again.

"Is this the letter you wrote to me?" An Hao looked at the envelope on the table and thought sadly.

Four pages of 16-mo letter paper.Neat blue font.The marks are heavy.

Fingers lightly touch the words on the paper, line by line, concave and convex.She must have had a heavy heart when she wrote it, and she put all her effort into every stroke.But it must not be panic, her words are so free and easy.

Dear Anhao:
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When you read this letter, I am no longer in this world.

Please don't be sad.Don't cry either.Don't scold me.I'm really sorry, I just left you and this world.

Because it's my choice.Such an explanation is too simple and rash, you must think so.That's why I made up my mind to write you such a long letter.

This is the first time I have written a letter since I grew up, and it is still a long letter from an elder.You must be patient to read on. (I don’t need to remind you, you will. Because you are the most gentle and good-tempered girl in the world. Because you are Park Anhao.)
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Now to get down to business.

Where is the best place to start?My former life?What's your impression?No, let's start with what happened when we first met.You must have not forgotten it. (Actually, I really want to know what you think of my story, but unfortunately I will never know again.)
Then let me tell you what I think? You haven't asked me for so long.Cough, no one told us that we are not good at talking.From now on, I will tell you all the joys, sorrows and joys I have experienced in my whole life (I know I should say my 17 years. Well, please forgive me. Allow me to be hypocritical once.).You said before that you wanted to be a writer.Hahaha.You see, I am creating excellent material for you. (Anhao, don't cry.) If you really write a book in the future, you must remember to write me in it.I really want to read it... Fortunately, I have read your composition before, the "May Wind" in the school newspaper, I like it very much.

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This time I really want to get to the point.

My family didn't come to the dormitory to take my things.I knew it would be like this.Anyway, I'm not her own.She never liked me anyway. (Anhao, don't be shocked, I will tell you everything.)
Most importantly, since I'm dead anyway, what's the point of taking it back?They were already impatient with me when I was alive, what's more, now that these things are taken back, can they have other meanings besides occupying space?No!

However, my dad will be lonely... I still believe that he loves me. (Actually, there is a voice in my heart that says, no. But Anhao, you always say that we have to believe in beauty, love, and that someone really loves us. So, I believe in you, listen to you, and believe him. Believe Besides taking care of you, he also loves me.)
My things, well, what are you going to do with them?
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life experience.

Well, what is your first reaction when you see such words.Do you feel so mysterious. (There must be.)
my background.Now what I'm going to tell you is.

I am not my mother's own.Forgive me for such a simple and pale sentence.Of course, I must be my father's own, with another woman.I don't know what kind of woman she is, but she should be a good person.Because my father still helps her to support her mother so far.

Because of this, my mother has always disliked me.I just found out this month too.In the past, she always thought that it was because she didn't do a good job and was not as good as her sister, which made her feel ashamed all the time.I've always thought so.So no matter what she asks me to learn, I will still compromise in the end.I want to be good and get her praise like my sister.I always thought that as long as I did it, it would change and her attitude towards me would change.

Now it seems that even if I am a genius, the result will not be any different.

(End of this chapter)