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Chapter 729 Friendship is not the same as before

Park Anhao's Diary, May 2011, 5 Dreams Like Weeping
One day, I dreamed of you.I still remember that scene now.I am standing alone on the edge of the cliff, and I tell you, Lu Jinnian, I am going to fall.you don't go.However, you left without looking back.Then, I woke up, crying into an ocean.A voice in the dark said, you are really gone and will never come back.I would love to ask you, if, if, this is true, would you still be like this?

Diary of Park Anhao May 2011, 5 I don't miss him very much 
In fact, I was also very surprised to dream of Lu Jinnian.I didn't miss him very much.

I don't really miss him at all.I just walked through that long street, and suddenly found that he was no longer with me.

I don't really miss him at all.I just couldn't help but look at my phone while I was eating, to see if I would suddenly receive a text message from him.

I really didn't and missed him at all.I just found out his number habitually when I couldn't sleep alone at night, but I couldn't dial it again.

I don't really miss him at all.I just think about who he misses at this moment when I hear other people talking about missing topics.

I don't really miss him at all.I'm just so uncomfortable that I don't know whether to tell the truth when my mother asks how we are doing now.

I don't really miss him at all.I'm just looking through my old letters and remembering that we stopped writing to each other a long time ago.

Park Anhao's diary, May 2011, 5 Three reflections on myself on the fifth day
While writing this title, I was thinking about a question.

The future will be there, the mistakes were there in the past, how are you doing now?

When I was affectionately called Senior Sister on campus, I realized that I would bid farewell to C University in one year.

senior sister.It reminds me of the orientation meeting when I first entered school.At that time, I was just like the girl in the campus during the day, innocent and polite.senior sister.Senior.The freshman year seemed to be spent in some kind of worship of the seniors.

I don't know if it's a pity, but I haven't participated in the school's clubs so far.But fortunately, the dance class filled out outside the school made up for this vacancy.

People say that college must talk about a vigorous love, otherwise it will be the biggest regret.Although I don't agree with this statement at all, I think that I have finally talked about a... beautiful relationship during college, although the ending is not perfect.My heart is happy after all.

There are also friends who cherish themselves.We are still very good friends now.

So far, no homework has failed.Although the relationship with teachers and classmates is not close, it is barely passable.

Occasionally, when I go home, my parents always greet me with care, just like when I was a child.Home has always been the warmest haven.This sentence is absolutely true.

In this way, my college career has not been too bad a failure so far.Of course she still wasn't successful.

Many students began to think about their future after graduation.Xia Weiliang also thought about this question, but she said that she used to want to be a strong woman, and after graduation, she hoped to get married earlier and become a full-time wife.Time really changes a lot unconsciously.

I have changed too.When I was a child, I just wanted to have a house of my own, live with my dearest parents, and spend all my years peacefully.After growing up, the dream is still there, but people can go further and further.It seems like the only way to truly start over is by leaving where you are now.

(End of this chapter)