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Chapter 708 Time Rain ([-])
An Hao told me before that she never told her mother that she was not happy at all, and she never showed any signs of happiness. She always smiled happily and spoke in a brisk tone. It's bouncing around.

Of course, what I'm talking about now is An Hao's childhood.

When she told me this, she was already in junior high school, a slim 14-year-old girl.From what she told me, I can't imagine her lively and lovely appearance at all.In my impression, Anhao has always been very cool and cold, with fairer skin than everyone else, very thin, and very simple clothes.At that time, the word "retro" was not fashionable yet, and her dress all the time, now it seems that it is a proper retro style.

Unlike Ah Jiu, An Hao didn't want to be able to blend in with everyone, but she wanted to prevent people from worrying.An Hao said that there are only a handful of important people in her life. If she is often depressed, her parents will definitely be very worried.

After hearing what Anhao said, I seemed to understand something, so I said to her, "Because there are too few sincere kindness towards me, so I don't want to lose it even more." I thought that Anhao would be moved by meeting a bosom friend, but Anhao But he said calmly. "In the world of adults, the identity of a child is synonymous with carefree. If you really say in front of them, 'You are not happy at all', they will never believe it. They will be confused. Everything you want has already been given. You, you don’t have to worry about food or clothes, and don’t work hard. What dissatisfaction do you have in the days when clothes come out of your hands and mouths open? I also said to my mother with a smile that sometimes I would be very tired. Annoyed, and guess what, my mom turned pale, and she said very sadly, it was all their fault. You say, what can I say? I'm not trying to blame them, I'm just expressing my emotions That's all. So from then on, I thought that I must not be their burden. So even if I am not happy in front of them, I will try my best to be happy."

At that time, I was just stunned, not knowing what to say next, or whether I should comfort her or not.

I just stay where I am.

It was the first time that I felt that even children were unhappy. The real unhappiness was not something that could be solved with a single candy.

Maybe I have been too smooth, so I don't really understand Anhao's situation, but what I can do is to try my best to understand her, feel her mood, and hope to share some for her.

"Ah Jiu, are you happy?" I asked her, coming out of my memories.

"Everyone says that happiness is very simple, but it is very difficult for me to feel that kind of happiness spontaneously from the bottom of my heart. If you think about how to make yourself happier, in fact, you have nothing to do with happiness." Ah Nine said.

"I'm not happy anyway, why not just let my real self appear in front of everyone?" I finally expressed my doubts.

"I want to live in this school for three years. You let me be rejected by everyone for three years. I can't do it. Even if it's just a false light, I still need her." Ah Jiu said.

It was at that moment that I suddenly realized that I realized that this girl was a dangerous person before, which seemed to be a complete illusion.She is not Anhao, and she is not similar to her. I know my Anhao will not follow the crowd and pursue flashy things like this.She is very brave, she dares to face herself, and she has been truly living according to her heart.

People who have always thought they were very mysterious, once the veil is lifted, their attractiveness becomes zero, sometimes even negative.

(End of this chapter)