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Chapter 67
Hibiscus Diary Friday June 2007, 6 She Says Happy Holidays to Little Hibiscus

Children's Day is always so popular.

When I was a child, besides the New Year’s Day, my favorite holiday was Children’s Day. I didn’t have to go to school, and I could go to the playground to play.But I have never been to the playground with my parents. My father is very busy, and my mother is a full-time wife with a lot of time.But she just won't take me to the playground.If you go, you will only hold your sister.I was taken by the nanny aunt.This happens every time.If other children will act like a baby and ask their mother to hug them.But I don't seem to be able to.From six to 16 years old, 17 years old this year.My mother has always been very indifferent to me. My mother is actually a beautiful woman, especially when she smiles, she is extremely charming.But that was also when facing my father and sister.She never smiles at me.Even the occasional smile is a fleeting, unreal smile.So I always hoped that she would never smile at me.

I have celebrated Children's Day by myself since the first day of junior high school.This year is the fifth June [-]st.I received a homemade hand-painted greeting card and a DIY Winnie the Pooh phone pendant from Park Anhao.She told me Happy Holidays, Little Hibiscus.Pu Anhao's white smile made me think that I was really still six or seven years old, she was my older sister, and she accompanied me to celebrate Children's Day.

Why do I always think of these things I can't get?
After so many years, I should get used to it and become discouraged and no longer expect their love.Shouldn't care anymore.But I still can't do it.

It's nice to be safe.Everything is fine.

I handed her 5 giant round colored lollipops out of my school bag, the only ones I really like that I buy this time of year.The colors are gorgeous like a rainbow and very sweet.But I didn't feel that my heart was as sweet as sugar.But today I am very happy.I bought a candy in the first grade of junior high school, and it increases every year.

When I was preparing to eat these lollipops alone this year, someone wished me a happy holiday and gave me a Children's Day gift.

I don't think I will have to celebrate Children's Day again, because what I have to wait for has already arrived.

Hibiscus Diary Wednesday, June 2007, 6 6
June is a good month.

Anhao's birthday is in June.June 666th.The birth date of the devil's son in Western legend.The conjecture of this number begins with a passage in the "Bible Revelation": it calls for wisdom, and everyone with understanding can calculate the number of this beast, because it represents a number of people, and this number is [-].This is what Anhao told me.Anhao also said that she is half angel and half devil.I just laughed.Who in this world is not?Everyone is used to living with a mask.Don't reveal your true emotions easily.So, sometimes what you see is not all true, and what you hear is not all false.

Hibiscus Diary Thursday June 2007th 6 Dream

A demon with angel wings cries in the dark.

Blood and tears mixed together.Tick ​​tock tick tock.

This is yesterday's dream.

Hibiscus Diary Thursday, June 2007, 6 Notebook

I have a notebook dedicated to recording the details of me and Anhao.Going shopping together on a few days and buying the exact same clothes on a few days of the week because of differences of opinion, no one cares about each other, such details are clearly written there.

We only had one quarrel because of her indiscretions.It's not for me, but I always feel uncomfortable when I hear it. "I don't know your old friend's reputation."Just thinking about it now is still not happy.

(End of this chapter)