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Chapter 576 One Hundred Years of Solitude (Seventeen)
Excerpted from Su Xiaoxiao's space log
Journal Title: About "I Have Few Friends"

Access: Personal only
发表时间：2013年6月2日 21:40
I rarely think about what the word "friend" stands for.Because I have no friends.

I don't feel sad or ashamed when I say this, I'm just stating a fact.

I rarely watch TV.I can't always watch TV programs with a normal mood, and I can't laugh when I watch variety shows.It's strange.Being funny doesn't really matter to me because my heart isn't on TV. "A Date with Luyu" is the only TV talk show that I will watch from beginning to end.I don't know why the six words "tell your story" always make me feel inexplicably sad.Everyone is walking with stories, and then new stories happen.In fact, every story is actually an accident, and every accident will eventually become a story.

It suddenly occurred to me that Zhou Xun was invited as an interview guest in a certain issue.I have always liked Zhou Xun, her hoarse voice, and her superb acting skills.The most important thing is to like her attitude towards life, she is very talented and hardworking, with great strength in her petite body.At the end of the interview, she said that each of us must learn to live with loneliness, because everyone is lonely in the end.Then I saw the lonely expressions on the faces of the audience in an instant.Simple but true, isn't it?
"...I think let nature take its course. If one day suddenly there is someone who makes me love to death, I will still go." Zhou Xun said with a hearty smile on his face.

Or continue to say the sentence I wanted to say at the beginning-I have very few friends.This is something Park Anhao said.

I know I'm a little too focused on her dynamics right now.From the day I knew that Lu Jinnian liked her, I subconsciously went back to follow all her online activities.Of course, they are quietly paying attention.

Although I didn't have a deep communication with her, but from a few short meetings, and from the status of visits to her space, and the content of the visitor's message, she shouldn't have said such a thing.

I don't know what kind of relationship she has with them, maybe it's a familiar friend, maybe it's a strange netizen.But what they have in common is that they care deeply about her.Don't think about whether it is genuine concern or formal greetings.

At least outsiders seem to be concerned about friends.

Maybe it's just that there is no "soul mate".Meeting a bosom friend in the mountains and rivers, such a beautiful thing, she must be expecting to meet such a soul bosom friend.

Who in this world doesn't want to have such a friend by his side.But how can the world be realized if you think about it?

She is a happy person, I always think so, even if Lu Jinnian is not by her side now.If she knew, all of Lu Jinnian's thoughts were still with her.Will she change her signature to "At least you are still in this world."

I often remind myself not to firmly believe that there is a friendship that is as pure and clear as the blue sky in the world, because the blue sky cannot be reached.When a person touches the blue sky in the air, it is definitely not down-to-earth, it is just an illusion.

Some people say that in the world of love, if someone is willing to lie to me and say they love me, I will be very happy.

Of course it can't be what I said.

To love is to love or not to love is not to love. Lying is really wicked.If I had to choose, I would choose truth.Instead of accepting meaningless lies, I would rather accept the harsh reality.

Because that's what's real.

(End of this chapter)