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Chapter 529 Mercy or Cruelty ([-])

Some people say that the more frustrated love becomes, the more courageous it is, while others say that the more frustrated love becomes, the weaker it becomes.But for Su Xiaoxiao, love is nothing more than loving one person with one heart, without the excitement of passion, and without the bitter disappointment.She was calm throughout.Su Xiaoxiao loves Lu Jinnian.This matter is like our daily breathing, like our metabolism, it is a very common thing.To put it bluntly, she loves him, which is a matter of course.She was born to love him, and she lived to love him.The years lived before meeting him were meaningless, Su Xiaoxiao's life was only bright because of Lu Jinnian.

She just loves him, no matter what.To put it bluntly, even life can be given up.For example, Lu Jinnian said, Su Xiaoxiao, you are going to die.Then she is also happy.There is no reason, no choice, no hesitation.

As long as it was Lu Jinnian's wish, she would never hesitate.

But there is only one thing she can't fulfill him.

Lu Jinnian said, Su Xiaoxiao, don't love me anymore, just ignore me.

All things are this one thing she can't do.At that time, Su Xiaoxiao really wanted to say, if that was the case, then it would be better to tell her to die, at least her wish would be fulfilled.This is not some kind of pity.For a person who has no belief that life is meaningless, there is no difference between living and dying.Su Xiaoxiao has always lived in a daze, as if she has been suffering, living, waiting to die.

But now everything is different, the world of black and white silent film has a touch of color.only color.

Su Xiaoxiao, who has never had faith and lived without knowing why, this time resolutely takes this color as her lifelong belief.Since then, I have made a clean break with the past world.Maybe she is still the imperfect self, but at least when she fell in love with Lu Jinnian, Su Xiaoxiao could see the light reflected from that heart, which became brighter bit by bit.

So she can agree to all his demands, except that she no longer loves him.

"Hey, Su Xiaoxiao, you said you won't regret it when you get old?" Lu Jinnian asked.

What are you regretting, Su Xiaoxiao really wanted to ask the question knowingly.

Regret your stupidity and recklessness, the scenery on the top of the mountain is beautiful, but the scenery along the way is not bad.It is not a wise move to give up an entire forest for one tree.Lu Jinnian will "teach" himself in this way.Su Xiaoxiao thought that even if it wasn't the original words, at least they were close to each other.

"According to what you said, I think maybe I will end up alone like this?" Su Xiaoxiao asked back.

After all, Lu Jinnian knew himself too well, so he was worried about himself.What about Su Xiaoxiao?I do not know.Su Xiaoxiao didn't know about old age, but she regretted that these two words would never appear in her dictionary. If there were, she also regretted that she hadn't paid enough, loved him enough, and was not good enough.

"No. Su Xiaoxiao, you are a good girl, someone will love you like life." Lu Jinnian said.

"If I were a little girl in kindergarten, I would believe it." Su Xiaoxiao smiled. "Lu Jinnian, why didn't I realize that you can't comfort others at all. Or is your comfort only for Pu Anhao?"

"..." Lu Jinnian was speechless.

"It's rare to meet you who is at a loss. Are you still ready to say that you have to believe in the existence of beauty. Well, okay. I believe it." Su Xiaoxiao continued to laugh.

(End of this chapter)