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Chapter 521 Mercy or Cruelty ([-])

When he quarreled with Pu Anhao for the first time, Lu Jinnian felt that he could actually be very calm, anyway, she had a childish temper.always will be fine.

The cause of the dispute is really trivial.Lu Jinnian thought so.

Park Anhao said, I think you don't understand me at all, sometimes.

Lu Jinnian said, every time I ask you something, you always don't say anything, sometimes you would rather talk to those people who came out of nowhere than tell me.

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Repeated disputes.

—You don't understand me enough.

—You don't want to open your heart to me.

——That’s because I think you won’t understand even if I tell you.

- That's what you think.

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Lu Jinnian couldn't deny it: for a moment, he felt a pain in his heart, and even felt the same as Pu Anhao.But he is more sensible after all, he will restrain himself.So after he calmed down, he would go to Anhao to admit his mistake, and he would patiently coax her to make her happy.

There is nothing more important than being safe and happy.As for myself, compared with An Hao's happiness, it's nothing worth mentioning.He just wants to keep her.Seeing her happy doesn't make her sad.This was Lu Jinnian's only thought at that time.He never thought it was inappropriate.

It wasn't until these two years that he discovered that maybe loving someone is not loving him so much that he doesn't have himself.When we first got into a relationship, many experienced people reminded us not to be too involved, not too involved, too much, and so on.However, the more I love, the deeper I fall, and finally I even forget myself.The whole person and the whole heart can only see each other. I love her so much, and loving her makes me feel happy.This is also very good.But later on, for some reason, I felt more and more that the self in my heart was gone.Maybe Lu Jinnian is really tired, or maybe in real love, we all love ourselves more than love love.So in the end Lu Jinnian still fell short.

At that time, it would be nice if you were not so capricious.

At that time, it would be nice if I hugged you tightly.

At that time, it would be nice if I could have the same feelings as I did at the beginning.

Su Xiaoxiao said, Lu Jinnian, can you believe it? When I think about meeting someone, I can definitely ignore it and just run towards him.Lu Jinnian, do you believe it?

Lu Jinnian remained silent.

Su Xiaoxiao said again, even if she didn't get a response.

Lu Jinnian remained silent.But the mood sank to the bottom of the sea twenty thousand miles away, and could never come up again.asphyxia.Can only suffocate to death.

Of course Lu Jinnian believed it.But he dared not admit that he believed it.Because he knew who Su Xiaoxiao was talking about.But he wanted to pretend not to know.Although it was unlikely, at this moment, he really wanted to pretend that he didn't know anything.

Correct.

Let him be deaf.

When dealing with love, Su Xiaoxiao is braver and truer than herself.Although the person she loves is heartless and heartless, but she doesn't care at all, she upholds, I love you, I love you, even if the sky falls and the earth falls apart, even if there is no response to love, I love you.Su Xiaoxiao's love is the purest.It is also the hardest.But she also walked over like this, smiling.

I have to admit that Su Xiaoxiao is a very nice girl.It's just that the person you love is not right.A wry smile appeared on the corner of Lu Jinnian's mouth as he thought about it.

In the past, I always felt that many things were not easy, but love was not included in it. Now it seems that knowing how to love, loving someone sincerely and unwaveringly, from beginning to end, is the most difficult.

(End of this chapter)