good luck

Chapter 505

01
——2013 has just passed, how time flies.

--yes.Not to mention this year, life flies by so fast.

02
This is the most frequent conversation I have with my mother.

In fact, most of the time it is me who sighs and sighs, but I know that no matter what I say, my mother will respond to me reasonably.Have nothing to fear.That's how it feels.

I know my exclamation doesn't make any sense.

03
about meaning.

I saw a post on the Internet before.Roughly speaking, when I think about the meaning of what we're going to do, that's what makes the most sense.

I don't know why I always feel so stupid.

There are so many meaningless things in this world, even if you think about why you do it, it is still the same meaningless.The so-called meaning is not the event itself, but because of your practice.

04
We are always hurt the most by those we love the most.

Because you love a person, so he is everything and he is irreplaceable.
05
Buddha said, there is no love and no fear.

My favorite manga says that we are weak because of love, and we are strong because of love.

Love is a double-edged sword.

06
When I started writing "Jin Nian Anhao", I fell into a panic of insomnia for several days in a row.

It's not that Kawen can't write, it's that he has enough energy to spare.Those plots and characters are ready to come out, but I'm really... very sleepy sitting on the bed.

The eyelids are fighting, and it seems that I can fall asleep sitting in front of the computer.I closed my eyes and thought about what to write next.But the fingers stopped on the keyboard and couldn't type a word.

So powerless.

If you don't write, just rest.Then get up early and continue writing.This is what I think in my heart, so that I won't waste too much time.

But after washing and lying on the bed, I still tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. After repeated repetitions, I still put on my clothes and got up to turn on the computer.

Write write write.

07
Then, tears fall.

The time indicated by the alarm clock on the desk is 03:00.

08
The original character design was not exactly like this, but it was just going back and forth, changing and changing, and finally it was set like this.At the very beginning, the role of Xiaochun was not set, and neither was Zhu Jin.

It’s just written that I feel that Park Anhao’s life is not just Zhang Jingya alone, or what I want to say is that when you love someone wholeheartedly, there is actually someone in another corner who loves you wholeheartedly .Everyone will not go far alone.

There must be someone who loves you somewhere you don't know.

There must be.

09
In fact, the story has not yet come to an end.

In fact, I don't want to talk about the words between the characters here.

In fact, I want to talk about them in the final chapter, about the ones I love.

Actually it was an accident.

10
I have been brewing this story since five years ago.

It was a tortuous process, the manuscript was lost several times, and it was restarted several times.Finally, in 2013, I started to update the serious eight classics.I always thought it would be finished on New Year's Eve.

However, there are always many discrepancies between what is thought and what actually happened, just like this article.

The time has finally come to the present.

11
I have always had the habit of writing a diary, since I was a child.

I think it will go on and on.

I accidentally wrote the time as 2013 that day, I was stunned for a long time, crossed it out, and rewritten it.

Are you still living in the past?Can't help laughing at myself.

12
Time is the best healer.

Time heals all wounds.

All the sadness and sorrow that you can't get over, leave it to time.

13
This was Pu Anhao's thought before meeting Lu Jinnian.In her bones, she is actually a bit indecisive, but knowing that there is no one to rely on, she always perseveres.

14
You are afraid of the dark, you think you can't hold it.

You lost him and you thought you were going to die.

When the first ray of dawn rises in the morning, you will find that you are still alive and well.

Love can't kill you, it just gouges out a piece of flesh in your most painful place, reminding you that you once loved deeply.

(End of this chapter)